Thanks everyone, I'm doing ok.

[Lady of Yorkies]

I'm getting over it but still think of Matty almost constantly. I only once knocked her across the floor while walking. But when I get up at night to go to the bathroom I catch myself looking for her. Lady must have wondered where she is. I was watching to see if she was looking for her. I don't know if she did when I wasn't watching but I finally caught her looking for Matty on Mon. night. Yesterday, she was playing with Mr. Big. Very gently like she would with Matty. She seems ok but she is showing signs of missing her.

Lady went to the vet today. She has a lumpy mass on her chest up high where her top two teats should be. One side got mastitis early on after she had Matty, you all might remember that. There are no teats up that high, she only has 6. The one on the other side has lumps and the vet said it needs to be remove surgically. It's going to cost more than we have right now so we will have to wait but it's not something they are immediately worried about. Other wise she had her toenails done and is very healthy. Sylvia

[sophiedog]

So glad to hear that you are doing alright. Still praying for you, I know it takes more time than you would like to get over this. Will also keep Lady in my prayers as well.
Don't feel too bad, I looked for Sophie for almost 3 months after she passed, especially when I would come home from somewhere and she wasn't at the door to greet me. I would start to look and then remember and then cry. It really does get better, I still miss her and cry for her even though I now have Lida Rose. But she has made things a lot better for me.
May the peace of the Lord be always with you,
Windy and Lida Rose

[red98vett]

Your baby and our other 2 babies have been a constant thought on my mind - you hang in there for Mattie - she's want you to be remembering her happy and playing.

[FireFish]

I am new here but I wanted to say how sorry I am. I lost my baby a year ago and I still talk to her and miss her.

My deepest sympathies.

[SoCalyorkiLvr]

So sorry to hear of Lady's need for surgery. Poor little mommy. Lost her baby and now has to have surgery. I hope there is no more bad news for you for a long long time.

[Lady of Yorkies]

I'm so warped. I still have my sense of humor.

Villette, are you sure? Now that she is safe and sound forever maybe she wants to kick my a**. LOL

[minniemn]

It takes time to get over the loss, I wish I knew how long. I am sure my daisy is looking after all the little ones she was always a mother hen...

Will your vet take payments, so you can have the surgery done right away? I would hate to take chances with this, is he sure it isn't cancerous?

My friend is on a payment plan with her vet, maybe your vet will?

[luzangela428]

How much is the surgery?..maybe we could help out a little..thats is what we are here for..to help each other out

[Bella0722]

Glad to see you're back! Healing takes time. You never forget, but it gets easier with time.

My thoughts are with you!

~Bella, General Patton, & Maria~

[debi_s]

I lost my Oscar (RIP) almost 2 years ago....he was always curled up on the floor next to my feet....well, when he wasn't plowed into my side sleeping on the couch.....

I STILL catch myself bending over and looking before I put both feet on the floor to get up from the couch....OUCH...it does still hurt.....

I know it may seems like forever .....but time does help alot.....

I'll keep thinking of ya everyday and saying a prayer for you all.....

Lori, my greyhound, died may 17th...she was the gentlest creature.....Matty is having a good time with them all..........

""Every day Heaven gets sweeter and sweeter....."

[LIL MIS' MAGIC]

I am so glad that you are doing better...you will always miss Matty but as time goes on the pain will become less and you will always have the good times ya'll shared!!! I will defintely keep you and Lady in my prayers as you go through this hard time....

Magic and Sailor send puppy kisses!!!

[schatzie]

I am so sorry about your pain, I know exactly how you feel. It just takes time and after that some more time. I promise you, that ache will go away and you will be left with cherished memories.

The heart truly can heal and then you are left with peace and a smile...That peace and smile will shed light onto Matty.

Give Lady a big hug as she needs you now....We are all thinking of you.

Schatzie sends her hugs.

[miezzi]

I have been thinking about you sooo much. I hope you are doing well. I really don't know what you are going thru since Luig is my 1st, but I can only imagine!!! Sending you lots of hugs and love!!!!!!

[txshopper73]

Glad to hear that you are doing better. It's always difficult to loose someone that we love so much. Time will be your best friend. Sorry to hear about Lady. Hopefully she will be okay, too.

[MeganS]

I have just one thing to tell you that i hope will bring you some kind of comfort. its really hard at first then after a while you start to get better. you never get over loosing them, you just get used to living without them. they are always in your heart and you are always in their's. some days you may still search for them but those days don't last long. just know that we are always here for you!! I'm still praying for you and your baby.