I Am A Breeder

[Ladyhawk]

I am a breeder

My food receipts for a family of 7 and my dog food bills match

My water bill has doubled

My electric has tripled

It is I, a breeder, who when my fridge quit, saved the dog meds and

let the food go bad.

My feet find the way to the kennel before I have even grabbed a cup

of coffee in the morning and the kennel is my last stop before bed.

While my friends are on a cruise to the Bahamas and my family meets

for Christmas I am home delivering puppies

I haven't had a real vacation in 7 years, but maybe soon. All plans

are made around heat dates, whelp dates and vet dates.

I shower and 10 minutes later my grand kids say I smell like a dog

My clothes are all stained with fecal matter, urine, afterbirth or

bleach

I have to remember to clean my shoes before church



Most of my friends breed dogs

who else can you call at 3 am for support?

Who else has the experience I sometimes need, the med I sometimes

need, or just an uplifting word I sometimes need ? Who else would

understand how it feels to have invested hours and hours and hours in

a weak puppy to lose it? Or the joy in investing hours in one that

lives?

I have slept on the floor beside a litter until the crucial 2 weeks

have passed. I have bottle fed a litter of 12..feeding every 2 hours

and it taking 90 minutes to do for weeks at a time.

I have learned to be proficient at micro chipping, vaccinations, sub

q fluids, bottle feeding and tube feeding.



my vet knows me by first name

the vet knows my children

the vet now knows my grand children

my vet knows it was I who added on the wing to the vet clinic

I am a breeder



It is to me that 63 days takes on new meaning still excited by every

new life

it is I who delivers all my pups, towels and heat lamps on ready

happiness and sadness sometimes intermingled

Even though it increases my work load, I look forward to the 10 day

stage when eyes open, and puppies begin to emerge from the

helplessness of newborns. Puppy breath, a first bark. and a heart of

exploration.

I am not uneducated, unemployable, illiterate or lazy as some Animal

Rights folks would imply of breeders. I am a conscientious lover of

animals and I have found my niche.

I am a breeder.



And although I feel no shame there is a part of me that feels the

need to hide from powers that could come to invade my home and take

my dogs ...maybe for finding a mild infraction, a leaf in the water

dish? A kennel not yet cleaned for the day?

A rash I am home treating? I tell my children and grand children to

hush, do not tell others we are dog breeders, and I wonder when did

breeding puppies go into the same secret place as criminal activity?

I am a breeder and I am not cruel, dumb, uncaring or criminal. I am

not raking in money while sitting on my butt. Every penny I make I

earn through blood, sweat and tears. My greatest joy is a healthy

puppy and a wonderful home. The cards of thanks and the pictures of

my puppy with its new family is the fringe benefits of my efforts. I

am an animal lover, nurse, midwife, heavy laborer, customer service

representative, and marketer. AND I am a breeder.

Tara Jones
Blossom Creek Saint Bernards

[BamaFan121s]

Perfect! Pretty much sums it up nicely.

[maxmom]

Wow Tami , that was beautiful and came straight from your heart.

[Ladyhawk]

Originally Posted by maxmom

Wow Tami , that was beautiful and came straight from your heart.

It is beautiful and does express just how I feel but I didn't write it. Tara Jones wrote it and it was on an exhibitor's list that I belong to. I believe that it reflects the heart of a true breeder.

[Timmy]

WOW! Beautiful! Thanks for sharing

[Sugar's Mom]

Thanks, Tami!!!!!!!!!! This is exactly how it is but sadly, few people realize it.

[Wylie's Mom]

Wonderful. Hats off to ALL of the breeders here. I'm always humbled by what you go through with breeding - it's a huge commitment.

[tiggerr36792]

That is so very true, but I personally love doing what I do!

[JCarlson2004]

Thank you for sharing.

[sapo1009]

That was so sweet I teard up, yea I am a cryer, but it seemed to touch my heart.

[GurleyGirl]

Great post! Thanks!

[yorkiegirl2]

Thanks for posting ...

[mypreciouspups]

Wonderful, thank you for sharing this piece.. so true. Like everything in life, until you experience anything you never realize what a person goes through. Whether it be breeding to a sickness or death in a famly.
That sure does sum up a breeders life.

anne

[spr377]

Originally Posted by Ladyhawk

It is beautiful and does express just how I feel but I didn't write it. Tara Jones wrote it and it was on an exhibitor's list that I belong to. I believe that it reflects the heart of a true breeder.

[bjh]

Tami, that was nice, thanks for sharing.