I am so glad you are gaining some peace. I know there is so much peace in knowing he is with the Lord. It is so hard for our human minds to understand God's timing - but He does have a plan for each of us. And in knowing Andy belongs to the Lord is so much. My prayers are with you and your family.

Denise Iam so sorry for your loss.

Denise, I am so sorry. Hugs and Prayers for you and your family.

I have come back to reread all of your precious posts to me for my boy. If I sounded strong then it WAS coming straight from God. The fog I was in was enabling me not to think too much. The fog is gone now, and reality has set in...I need your prayers more than ever. All the "What if's.." and "Maybe I could have's.." are all here with me now. I've had to miss so much work to be here with Amy, he was her primary caregiver while I worked even tho he was disabled himself.

On a happy note..I would like to share that thru this heartbraking time that Amy has given her heart to the Lord and will be baptized on Easter Sunday..can you even think of a better day to have your sins washed away.
My heart cries with happy tears for her. She is trying so hard to find peace.

I have good days and bad. I find myself on my lunchbreak down at the cemetary visiting with Andy, just sittin there on the ground having lunch with him. Have I lost my mind..I think not. Some would say that it probably does more harm than good, my going so often..I know he is not there. But it gives me peace for now.

Please continue to keep Amy and I in your prayers, we are facing many hardships with out Andy's disability coming in and having trouble with the danged SS people getting hers raised. Between that and having to miss work off and on we are in much need of positive thoughts, and healing prayers. God has never let us down before and have no doubts He will this time.

..just rambling, sorry. My thouhts wonder from here to there a lot. Running late for work. Have a beautiful day, don't forget to count your blessings..and tell someone how much they mean to you:animal-pa.

~Always,
Denise

:cry: I'm so sorry for the loss of your son. I can't even imagine what you're going through but my thoughts and prayers are with you.

God bless you and have a great day.