Denise, I can't even imagine the pain and absolute heartbreak you are feeling at this time. Please except my deepest sympathy for your loss. No one should ever lose their child. I will say a prayer for you and yours. Please hold your memories forever in your heart,and may each passing day make things somehow less painfull.

Denise, I am heartbroken for you and your family. God bless and comfort you all. Remember, your YT family loves you and will always be here for you.

[B][SIZE="2"]I came here this morning for some much needed strength and a hug for my soul. There is truly something different about a cry for a lost child. It started in the pit of your stomach and ends up being a long slow moan that pulls the heartstrings as it emerges out of the mouth. It's the sound of losing your heart. Andy was my heart.

Last night I couldn't get my blood presure down and I was put in a cubical at the hospital two doors down from where I said goodbye to my precious boy. The said something about my heart enzymes being up and wanted me to hang around another 2 hrs for another test. I couldn't stay, I have so much to be done by 10am this morning and I will not let Andy down. They found me in that end room where andy was the night before crumbled up in the emoty gurny where I last help my baby..sobbing..gut wrenching sobs. I signed the paper they make you sign to leave against dr's orders.

Your comments and sweet prayer are keeping us going right now. I just want to make sure I have everything covered and I can do my best for my child. He faced many hardships and heartbrake in his few years on earth. This world has not been kind to him. I know he is with his best friend that died last year, Andy was truuly lost without Ronnie. They are together now as they both loved the Lord.

I'm sorry to ramble so..I've been so busy just needed to stop by for a dose of hugs and a crapload of heavanly grace that we will be needing for a long time to come. Ever looked up the meaning of GRACE..is truly a beautiful word.
Please pray for Andy's soul along with me. He was my rock, along with all his troubles of being disabled..re meained my rock. He is hurting no more, thank you Jesus. Thank you everyone that took the time to pay their respects to someone so worthy it would bring a tear. I'm so very proud that all his hard work here on earth has enabled him to meet our Lord face to face. I'm a proud mother right now.

Denise, My prayers are with you and your family. Grace is such a gift from God. May God also grant you peace. I am so sorry for your loss.

omgosh....I just seen this. My heart is breaking and I can't even begin to imagine what she is going through. My prayers are with Denise and her family right now. If you need anything let me know!

My heart is just breaking for you and your family. Please know that you are in our hearts, thoughts and prayers ..... :heart to

May God continue to bless you and guide you threw this most difficult time.
I am so very sorry for your loss.
Please take time to take care of yourself too. Andy would not want his
Mom getting herself sick. He will always be your rock no matter where
he is.

Hugs,

I am so very sorry for your loss. Praying that the Lord will strengthen you and comfort you during this time. Words just fail but remember there are alot of people that care and are praying for you and your family.

I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.

Denise I am so sorry for your loss, and will be praying for you and your family.

Patti (Baby Blessing) just called me. She wanted to post this, but is not feeling well, so I told her I would. She wants you all to be thinking of Denise right now, as she is at the cemetery picking out a plot to where she will be laying Andy to rest. She needs our prayers and thoughts.

Patti has gotten some pm's asking if YT was doing anything as far as donating or flowers, etc. Patti and I are both sending cards with a little something, and if anyone would like to send her a card, you can pm me for her address.

Denise doesn't have a paypal account, but does anyone know if one could send funds to her through paypal if she doesn't have an account? I have seen where it says pay anyone with an email address. Maybe Paypal just sends a check to those that don't have accounts?

Denise...my thoughts and prayers are with you and my heart hurts for you. No parent should have to suffer the loss of a precious child. I hope your blood pressure has gone down to a safe number. Hugs to you.

I am very sorry for the loss of your son. My prayers are with you and your family. May God comfort you during this difficult time.

Denise, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. You and your family will remain in my thoughts and prayers for a long time. God Bless.

Denise.... I'm soo very sorry for your loss

Denise...my heart breaks for you at this tragic time. I am so sorry for what you are going through and I can't even imagine the pain. I will have you and Andy in my thoughts and prayers. :love:

Rest In Peace, Andy.

I am so very sorry. Sending deepest Sympathy....

I am so sorry for your loss.....:(

Denise I am just seeing this, I miss so much and Janie told me about the loss of your beloved son. We lost our youngest at 10 yrs old to a drunken driver and the way you explained the feeling is so like what I went through but it also felt like a truck ran over me and it's tires stopped right on my heart. The weight of the pain is truly unimaginable. If you ever need to talk just pm me and I will give you my email address. YT is wonderful at times like this, I know you can just feel the love reaching out to you this Valentines Day. Hugs, Joan

I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God Bless you.

Good morning friends..wow, I didn't know it was Valentines Day. I seem to stay online when I'm able to sit down for awhile, God and you guys are holding me up. I know it can't be any strength that I have left on my own. I had no idea of the detail a funeral involves. I got to see Andy at the Family Visitation last night. I had more peace this time. I realized now more than ever that is not him..he is not there. He's with his Lord.

Something else that is ringing true now more than ever and has left indentions on my wrinkled old heart...In God's time, not ours. Our Lord has everything in control guys, He knows the end from the beginning..I'll not question Him again. I will draw strength and be greatful for every minute that I had my precious gift.

God Bless you all and thank you from the botom of my heart for your sincere words and offering prayer for my Andy. He is a peaceful, loving, gentle giant of a man who is now cradled in the arms of Jesus.

Denise, you are truly an amazing woman!! God Bless you!! Our thoughts and prayers are with you!! :hands:
I am so inspired by your faith in the Lord as he cradles your precious son. He really does give us strength to get through the valleys. Sending a big HUG!!! We are all with you in spirit tomorrow. :cry:

Denise, I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers go out to you and your family.

Denise, I am just seeing this, my heart breaks for you and hope you gather more strength soon. You sound amazing as it has been so recent.
You and your family are in my prayers.

I am so sorry for your loss. No parent should ever have to go through this. My heart aches for you.:(

Denise... I posted on another thread but just had to come on and offer some words of support as inadequate as they are.... I am crying for you too and continuing to pray that God wraps his loving arms around your family at this difficult time. I'm so sorry......:cry:

Love and Hugs to you Denise and Amy
 

I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my oldest son 4 years ago at the age of 19 by a drunk driver. The pain you feel now is one that only a parent who has went through this heartbreaking loss knows. It not only hurts mentally but physically as well. Just know that you are not alone, please feel free to PM me if you like to talk. Take care Denise. My thoughts are with you.

Denise You are an example of true faith. Your words have inspired me. Our Lord is giving you the strength you need. He is in control. May the Lord continue to give you the peace and comfort you need. You and your family are in my prayers. God bless you!

Im so sorry! I cant even imagine how you feel and will not pretend like i do! Please keep your head up for your own health because im sure your son would want that! Just remember he is waiting for you and you will see him again one day.