lately...thinking about the future but, then I look at my :aimeeyork:aimeeyork:aimeeyork and nothing seems that bad!;)

my phobia is being diagnosed with a terminal illiness or heart disease...I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and panic disorder and thats just part of it I guess.... totally freaks me out.. i think about it 24 7...feels like every ounce of blood rushes to ur feet and u get real weak..and so on.. Am I the only one on here like this.??

Bees...yellow jackets, wasps, hornets. Any kind of flying stinging insect. That's most certainly the #1 on my list.
Flying would be a close 2nd.
Also--and these are completely absurd and irrational, I know--any Tim Burton animation, mainly The Nightmare Before Christmas. Also not a fan of latex balloons. They are OK if I'm holding them, or if they are being left alone, but I will leave the room if someone else starts messing with them.

I don't like balloons either! It's the fear of them bursting. I won't let anyone know it, though, because they will burst them in my face on purpose!

Seagulls!

:confused:

JUST seagulls? No other types of birds?

Nope just seagulls. :rolleyes: Of course there is a story to go along with this............. when I was a little girl my dad use to take me out on our boat fishing. I loved it and we would spend hours floating on the water and fishing. One day we were out on a new lake and there was a HUGE rock formation that we decided to drop anchor next to and try our luck. There were seagulls sitting all over this rock and at first things were fine but then out of nowhere they started to attack us :eek: Called in all of their other seagull friends to dive bomb out boat and cr@p all over us:eek: My dad couldn't get the motor started on the boat fast enough and I was trying to pull up the anchor but it was stuck on a rock :eek: So I untied it from the boat because they were getting totally insane and swooping closer and closer to our heads and cr@pping all over us and our boat and doing that seagull scream. :rolleyes:


OK~so there you have it! Seagulls are my HUGE phobia. Now you would think my kids and neices and nephew would give Auntie Jodi a break but NOOOOOOOOO! If we are out and they see Seagulls (parking lot gulls) they love to point them out and even have gone so far as to toss out a piece of food out my car sunroof :mad: to get those nasty birds to fly toward us and start circling the car. :eek: Yea they think they are funny but just wait......

spiders....I hate them

I will take your spiders and you take these flippin SEAGULLS! :eek:

How have you been I haven't seen you around in forever ;)

we have our share of seagulls too but i'll still take yours if we can swap :D

good..Maria is home...how have you been?

Sweet Maria ;) Is she settling in back with you? Poor baby......are Sam and Daisy glad to have her back.

Yes she is so happy to be here...she acts like she never left which is good but Im so nervous to adopt her out again now...its hard not to feel like I failed her and Im so worried bout making that mistake again :(

You will know when it is right.

well Im not so sure about that since I really felt the last couple were right for her

Everyone stumbles but then you learn and will know better next time if it is a good fit. Or she could just say for a really long time ;)