I'm really nervous.....
 

I start school again on Thursday...and I'm really nervous. I'm going to be a freshman in high school. I've been with the same 77 kids in my grade for the last 9 years of my life - and in some cases 11 years. I was accepted into a different high school than everyone else for a performing arts program - so I'll go going there. So I'm really excited. But I'm also really nervous. This will be my first year riding a bus to school and I won't know anyone. I've been trying to act all cool like "It's no big deal" blah blah blah, but the truth is I've never been so scared in my life. I just want to go back to 8th grade and I never want to leave. =/ :(

Aww Megan - thats how Jess (my niece felt) - She started HS this year as well. She was scared of riding the bus for the first time as well but soon figured out this was a PERFECT time to make new friends and started chatting away! You guys are all going to the same place every day so you at least got that common ground to start with:p


Its going to be great - HS can be some of the best years! Just think after you get over the 1st day jitters - it'll be a piece of cake!

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Ahhhh Megan...bless your heart! You have such an outgoing personality that everyone will welcome you with open arms. Keep in mind that some of the others may be feeling nervous too! You'll do great...no doubt in my mind! Best wishes, sweetie!

You'll enjoy it sooo much, I promise! I was in the exact same situation when I started high school, and know I look back on it with really fond memories. I loved high school, even though I started without knowing anyone...and on top of that I was soooo shy. ;)

Megan, you will be great! You're a sweet girl and will make friends easily! :p Good luck, and congrats on being accepted! I start school on Wed!

Awe, you will be fine!!! You will meet a lot of friends, I was scared to go into the 9th grade, but it was sooo much fun!!!

Megan - you know weven us "old people" want to stay comfortable and are afraid of the unknown. But if you can get the courage to close your eyes and jump right in, your talent will shine right through. You are such a sweet girl, how could everyone else not love you right away??????

Wishing you the best of luck at your new school - riding the bus means you can catch some more sleep - and I'm looking forward to your next post where you tell us how great it all is!!!!!

Good Morning Megan, I just saw this now and wanted to post a special good wish to you although I do have that day on my calendar to send you a special pm.

You have received such an honor to be accepted into the this school and although the first couple days will seem different because you think of yourself as shy BUT look at all you will have in common with these new kids that you did not at your previous schools. You are leaving your comfort zone and that can be scary but most will be overwhelmed too so why don't you reach out to them and introduce yourself and in a few days your lovely personality will shine forth and you will have many friends thanking you for helping them though this first or second day. Just a thought and how ever you handle it, you always know best. Love Ya. Joan:heart79:

Just think, Megan, all those other freshman are feeling just like you! Congratulations on being accepted! I must have missed that post. How exciting for you! You'll be in our thoughts and prayers on Thursday!

You're going to be fine, and being that it's a special school a lot of the kids will be new there, and not know anyone. You're not alone there, so go, and enjoy yourself. Sending prayers to you.

I bet your going to love your new school once you are not so new. Just have fun. High school years go by so fast

Megan, you are going to do just fine. That is part of growing up, I remember when you first started middle school, you are growing up too fast. Lot's of luck in your new school and this school year. How is your mom?

Megan-What a new adventure for you and how exciting. I can understand your fears but I have great faith in you. Over the years with my company I have moved every 3/4 years and am sent to new cities all the time to live. It was always a little scary to arrive in a new town with no friends or family and didn't even know where north, south, east or west was.:confused: I learned to look at it as a new adventure and how wonderful that I could meet new people and have new experiences. I saw places, ate wonderful new foods :p and made new friends that I never would have gotten to do if I hadn't moved so often.

Just remember the first time you came on YT and I bet you were a little frightened to post the first time and now look at you. Just think if you hadn't taken that first step you wouldn't have made some many wonderful friends here on YT.

Your world is now going to get bigger and you will love the performing arts portion of it. Wow - to be around other kids that are creative and enjoying some of the same things you do will just open up your world.

I can't wait to hear about all the new things you will get to experience and learn about.

Enjoy.:D

Thank you guys for all of your posts and support. I'm absolulty dreading the first day and I feel soo sick from worry and anxiety and everything. I've heard way too many people say that they wouldn't relive their high school years for a million dollars....:(

Don't worry. You will do great and you will like it. High school is fun :)