Originally Posted by red98vett (Post 1340041)

Than you thank you thank you thank you thank you everyone and Kim for posting this !

(this is long SORRY !!) Thank you for the wonderful cards- the nice gifts & the many phone calls - even the ones I missed and so truyly appreciated - more than you'll ever know. I really REALLY miss my husband. I thought there would be some 'relief' knowing he isn't suffering anymore but I just plain Miss him:( :( it's so very quiet and lonely now

Anyway - I'm keeping notes and will personally get back to all of you. I THINK I fixedmy phones and do have a cell if anyone needs it - Was up till 2 am trying and ended up with working phones but then put my my ty out in the process LOL - I was so tired I didn't care so - no tv -and on and off phones ...

Sissy is right - when it rains it pours. I'm hoping the company will work with me as I have many many complaints in about my digital phones

And she's right about how busy I've been - I HAD to stay busy or I'd have just curled up crying - I was pacing and couldn't sleep or eat so I figured cleaning is always a cure for that king of thing plus... Knowing there would be no $$ I have to move fast, The cost of apartments isn't much lower than my house rent so if we could stay here I'd be estatic - The Girls are missing their dad but mostly ok - It's Tessa my cocker I'm worried about. She's just devesated poor girl.

So - since I can't 'talk' to each of you - I'll start a thread and update everyone that way. I feel I can do it soon but do apologise - I had too hard of a time reading the other ones - I kept cryin then couldn't see the words.

Linda (fufu Fashions) was nice enough to print them all out for me when she came over.... I think my girls fell in love with you:) - Thank you so much for the food :thumbup: :thumbup: I know I was a terrible patient and think it's lack of sleep that's keeping me from eating but I'm trying-

Joan - I NEED THOSE ORTHOPEDIC Socks and Shoes now :( ask me how I sprained my ankle that now looks like it's 5 times bigger than my other one) and a Thank You to Fred for rushing me a keyboard and ciggies - that was so thoughtful

and Jamie (Yorkiecrazy) and Kelly - THANK YOU BOTH FOR COMING BY too !!! I don't have much time today - still working on Funeral arrangements with his family & I will be flying to Michigan aroung the 8th....Its so awesome - I've only met a few of them but they've welcomed me like they've known me for years from the day we got married. None of us can believe he's really gone :(

PART II to Follow and BIG HUGS to all of you !!

Originally Posted by celstu1 (Post 1340122)

OH V, BIG HUGS to you!!! You are a rock! So strong and I pray everyday for you to keep that positive attitude and strength of character you have. My thoughts are with you. :)

After a while (I have this hanging in my house) - Veronica Shoffstall

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...


(((HUGS))) V! :)

Originally Posted by red98vett (Post 1340041)

Than you thank you thank you thank you thank you everyone and Kim for posting this !

(this is long SORRY !!) Thank you for the wonderful cards- the nice gifts & the many phone calls - even the ones I missed and so truyly appreciated - more than you'll ever know. I really REALLY miss my husband. I thought there would be some 'relief' knowing he isn't suffering anymore but I just plain Miss him:( :( it's so very quiet and lonely now

Anyway - I'm keeping notes and will personally get back to all of you. I THINK I fixedmy phones and do have a cell if anyone needs it - Was up till 2 am trying and ended up with working phones but then put my my ty out in the process LOL - I was so tired I didn't care so - no tv -and on and off phones ...

Sissy is right - when it rains it pours. I'm hoping the company will work with me as I have many many complaints in about my digital phones

And she's right about how busy I've been - I HAD to stay busy or I'd have just curled up crying - I was pacing and couldn't sleep or eat so I figured cleaning is always a cure for that king of thing plus... Knowing there would be no $$ I have to move fast, The cost of apartments isn't much lower than my house rent so if we could stay here I'd be estatic - The Girls are missing their dad but mostly ok - It's Tessa my cocker I'm worried about. She's just devesated poor girl.

So - since I can't 'talk' to each of you - I'll start a thread and update everyone that way. I feel I can do it soon but do apologise - I had too hard of a time reading the other ones - I kept cryin then couldn't see the words.

Linda (fufu Fashions) was nice enough to print them all out for me when she came over.... I think my girls fell in love with you:) - Thank you so much for the food :thumbup: :thumbup: I know I was a terrible patient and think it's lack of sleep that's keeping me from eating but I'm trying-

Joan - I NEED THOSE ORTHOPEDIC Socks and Shoes now :( ask me how I sprained my ankle that now looks like it's 5 times bigger than my other one) and a Thank You to Fred for rushing me a keyboard and ciggies - that was so thoughtful

and Jamie (Yorkiecrazy) and Kelly - THANK YOU BOTH FOR COMING BY too !!! I don't have much time today - still working on Funeral arrangements with his family & I will be flying to Michigan aroung the 8th....Its so awesome - I've only met a few of them but they've welcomed me like they've known me for years from the day we got married. None of us can believe he's really gone :(

PART II to Follow and BIG HUGS to all of you !!