PLEASE PRAY for me!
 

I havent been on yt in weeks, although it seems like an eternity. Recently my mom passed away. it was very unexpected & i honestly didnt believe it at first. she was only 53 yrs old!! this is very difficult for me bc she was honestly my best friend in this whole world. i feel like i have lost part of my heart & soul. We did everything together, we had a connection like none other. i have been going in & out of shock...there r times i honestly dont believe it has happened, & other times it hurts so badly i feel i could just die. i just dont know what do, or how to live, or when it will stop feeling like this. I truely believe that this is an undescribeable pain, really one of the worst pains in the whole world. I am so young, only 21, will be 22 in june. There was so much more that i wanted her to be part of in my life. i need everyone to pray for me please, i am so hurt & lost right now. i just dont know what to do!!!!:(

I am so sorry for your loss..I will keep you in my prayers.

I am so sorry! I pray that you will find the peace you are seeking and comfort in knowing that you will see your mother again someday. :ghug:

Oh sweetie I\'m so so sorry to hear about your mom...that really has to be an unbearable pain and she was so young :( :( :( I\'ll be keeping you in my thoughts.....

time will heal the awful raw pain but I think it will always be a devestating loss....but, I also believe your mom will be with you in spirit...you may not see her but she\'ll be there....watching and loving you while you live your life.

My deepest condolences to you and your family.

Joy, I am so terribly sorry for your loss. You did lose a big part of your young life. Your feelings are perfectly normal. I hope that time will help ease the pain for you. You are my daughter\'s age and I can\'t imagine leaving this world and her behind and what that would be like for her. Please PM if you would like to talk. I\'m here for you anytime......

oh sweetie, im so so sorry for your loss,, i cant even imagine your pain,
im going to pray for you... you will be in my thoughts..... you take care of
yourself, you hear me.... please god help her heart heal and please take care of her... she needs you more now then ever.... god bless you.. we all are
here for you if you need to talk ok... just remember that.. im so sorry
for your broken heart.

hugs going out to you right now..:hug:

Oh how horrible. You have my prayers. I lost my beloved mom a few years ago and I totally understand what you are feeling. The good news is it eventually does get better. But it takes a long time. Down the road, when you think of your mom, you will smile at all the joy you shared with her. Remember that the horrible pain you are in now is only because you experienced the greatest love. Turn to others that you love for comfort. Do not be ashamed to pour your heart out. I will pray that you find peace and comfort in this most difficult time.

I am so sorry to hear about your Mom. I\'ve lost my Dad and can feel what you are going through. Always remember that your Mom will always watch over you. One day that raw hurt is going to be better. Please take care of yourself. I will be thinking about you. Hugs.

I am so sorry:cry: Prayers going up for you to find peace soon:hands:

We are all here whenever you need to talk.:love:

Oh, I\'m so very, very sorry.
it\'s very hard to understand when it happens suddenly like this, I know as I lost my mum in the same way. It takes a long time to get over the shock & stop going over the day again & again in your mind.

My prayers are with you. I do believe she will be there watching over you, but it\'s such a shock & loss for you & I\'m so very sorry.

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I will pray that you can cope with the pain. It will diminish in time and turn into wonderful memories of your Mom. Hang in there and grieve whenever you need to...it is healing to grieve. Please keep in contact with us at YT. Some of the stories and photos of the pups will take your mind off of sad thoughts for a little while. XX

I am so sorry for your loss.

Oh how sorry I am for your loss. My mom and I have that kind of relationship too and I cannot even imagine your pain and shock right now. She was very young to have passed on.

I am so very sorry for your loss. I prayed for you just now and will continue to pray that the Lord comforts you in the days and weeks to come.

I can\'t say that I know how you feel, because I had children your age when I lost my Mother. But I do know as a Mother that even though I am still young I tell my children that if something were to happen to me today, I do not want them to spend their lives grieving for me. I want them to be happy when they think of me, to think of the good times that we have shared, and the memories that we made...and I know in my heart that even though your Mother may have never gotten to say those words to you, she would want the same for you. I pray that you will find comfort in knowing that even though she won\'t be here in body for you at all the milestones you have before you, she will still be there with you in spirit.
:hearts-xx

Oh Sweetie, I\'m so sorry. You are so young to be without a mother.

May the lord put his arm around you and help you get through this difficult time.

Before my mother died she asked us not to grieve her passing but to celebrate her life. Always the mother, she didn\'t want us to be sad.

I\'m so sorry. I know what you\'re going through. I lost my mom 3 years ago. I went through such a dark time in my life. I cried all the time, in the car, at home, even at the postoffice once. I didn\'t think I\'d ever get through it. I will say, there are still times when I have a "bad" day, but it gets better. You just have to hold on to the good memories. Ok, so now I\'m crying. While I know you have a lot of tears & pain ahead, know too that you will smile again. I\'ll be thinking of you. Keep strong.

I am so sorry for your loss. I understand exactly what you are going through. Everything that I read you had to say was my mom. I never though I would get over my mom death. She was everything to me. We took vacations together & everything. She was truly my best friend. I lost her at an early age also. I was so distraught I had to seek help through my Doctor. I was crying non stop. A year passed and it wasn\'t getting any better, I was at the end of my rope. When a miracle happened. My mom came to me in a dream, it was so life like. I found myself walking in a garden with her, & she told me it was wonderful where she was at,That she was with her mother, & it was time for me to stop dwelling on her death. She would be with me in my heart & watch over me until it was my time to join her. The dream went on & on, where I was able to ask all kinds of questions. I felt so guilty I wasn\'t with her when she passed, I had just left the hospital. She told me it was all right, that when the Angels came, she knew it was time to go & I would be fine. I told her I wasn\'t fine & was having a hard time living without her. She then said that is why she came to see me in my dream. After our forever long night of talking, I was able to understand that she would be always with me in spirit, & that some day I would be with her again. When I awoke, I felt the world had been lifted off my shoulders. I still cry when I talk about her, But I have been able to move on. I do talk out loud to her everyday, & tell her I love her. I am crying now as I write this, & it has been 19 years.
I pray your mother will come to visit you, & help you through your pain, like mine did.

I\'m sorry for your loss... We will certainly be sending lots of prayers you way...

I am so sorry, dear sweet girl. You are devastated and this loss is not easy to overcome. So many events in your future, and Momma won\'t be there. I hope these words ease your pain with the following: My mother died at 67, missed out on my first grandchild, weddings and life threatening events in my personal well being. However, I felt her presence at each event, in times of need and talk to her beautiful face that looks out from a frame on my breakfront. Continue to seek the comfort of others who understand your feelings. Write in a journal how you are feeling everyday for at least 15 minutes. Sob, allow yourself to be angry and most of all...tell her how much you miss having her in your life. She is there and listening. Warmly, Deborah

I\'m so very sorry. Yes. You are too young to not have your mother to share your sorrow and your joy in life. My prayers go out to you so that you will find peace.

Joy, I am so sorry for the loss of your mother.
You have to remember although she is no longer here physically
she will always be with you in spirit. Yes she was much to young
to leave you but we have no control over destiny. Only time will
heal your pain. Your so young yourself but reach deep down inside
and find the strengh to go on. It\'s there just look.
Bella will help in easing your pain also. She needs you as you need
her. The pain your feeling will ease up in time and memories of your beloved mother will be with you always.
Please take care of yourself. I will keep you in my prayers.

I too am so so sorry about the loss of your sweet mother. I know first hand how unbearable the pain is and can only tell you that time really does heal the pain and that your mother is still here with you even though you can not see her. Let the great memories of her fill your heart. Give yourself as much time as you need to grieve. There are some great books out there to read about loss and the grieving process that may help you through too. The relationship that you had with your mom sounds exactly like what I had with mine and when she passed away unexpectedly in my home at 63 yrs old I did not think that I would get through it. People are so good at times like these and you need to take all of the love and support that they offer because it really does help. If you feel that you need to go talk to someone like a doctor please dont hesitate to do so. A year after the passing of my mom I went to a wonderful doctor and he actually put me on an anti-depressant.....about two weeks after that I felt like the world was just lifted off of my shoulders. We can get ourselves into such a funk after such a shocking tragedy that sometimes we just need a little extra help. My thoughts and prayers are with you, and please, if you ever need to "just talk" feel free to PM me. God Bless
Tami

Oh my...I\'m so sorry about your mom. I could not imagine what pain you must be going through. Remember her love, and remember all the joyous times you had together. You will have those wonderful memories forever.

Misty

I am so very sorry to hear about your loss. I will keep you in my prayers and I am sending hugs :ghug:

I am very sorry to hear about your mother..your mom was very fortunate to have been loved so much by her daughter. I pray God will replace your pain with the sweetest of memories...nothing will replace a mother, but you will feel her love and influence for the rest of your life...you were so blessed to have such a good friend in her...

I\'m so sorry for the loss of your mother :( You will be in my prayers, sending you hugs.

I\'m so sorry for the loss of your mom. Try to remember all the good times you had together. A lot of daughters and mothers don\'t have special relationships, and I\'m very glad you had such a special one. You\'re mom will always be with you. It will just be at a distance.

My deepest sympathies on the loss of your beloved Mother. I lost my Mom 2 weeks ago and I am still in the I can\'t believe it stage. My Mother was much older than your Mom and I can\'t imagine now losing her that much earlier. If you need to talk Pm me. I will keep you in my Prayers.

It is just so hard when loved ones are too young or pass unexpectedly. We are never ready, but especially when it is like your mom. I\'m so sorry that you are having to go through all of this. Time will lessen the pain - but I know these words don\'t help right now, not much does. Even memories cause distress right now, but that will ease with time.

Someone once asked another person in emotional pain, "What are you good at and what/who needs you?" After much thought, the person named something that she was good at and what/who needed her. About a week later the person in emotional pain, sent a letter of thanks to the person who asked the question. It was a simple question - and it really helped.

Again, I\'m very very sorry!

I\'m so super sorry, I can feel your pain, and will keep you in our Thoughts & Prayers. Always remember your Mom will forever live in your heart. She\'s an Angel now, watching over you.
May God Bless You, now and always.
:hearts-xx :hands: :hearts-xx