I'm so sorry for the loss of your baby, Lexxi. Thinking about the poor baby in pain had me bawling. I just can't imagine what a difficult decision it must have been. She is looking down on you now. Try to remember all the great times you had with her and all of your furbabies. I'm just so sad for you and your family...:( Hopefully each day will be better for you....sending hugs and puppy kisses your way :hug:

RIP Miss Lexxi :rbyorkie:

You don't know how heart broken I am along with you. Reading your post was very hard for me to do. We have so much love for these furbabies and losing one is so difficult. You are in my prayers. :rbyorkie: :rip:

Bless your heart, you and hubby did the right thing as hard as it was. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know she will be in doggie heaven remembering what a good life she had with such wonderful people.

Trina,

How my heart is breaking for you. I too have lost my beloved Jewel just after she turned 3. Like Lexxi, watching your baby's health decline, the seizures, walking in circles and staying up with her throughout the night is something Dan and I are very familiar with.

We couldn't bring ourselves to give her the relief you gave to Lexxi. In looking back, I many times wonder if I did the right thing.

What you and Ray did for Lexxi is the greatest gift of Love you have shown her and I know she loves you so much and appreciates your decision to set her free from her body that just didn't work.

I don't understand why they were taken from us so quickly. I do know, they were placed in our care because God knew we can give these babies the love they may have otherwise not gotten. God chose us to be their gardian knowing he was going to take them back in a short time. He knew we would not give up on them and that we have the strength to do what's right.

You and Ray were chosen to care for Lexxi and you gave her the ultimate gift of love.

Hugs to you and Ray.
Corinne

I'm so sorry about your little girl. May she R.I.P. now. Your family will be in our prayers.

Corinne,
I sent you a pm.
Thank you, and thank every one of you for your prayers, just for understanding. Did your baby have hydro too? I'm not sure why I need to know, but I do. You said you know about the circling, etc so it sounds like you know exactly what we went through.
Never question yourself about what you did for your baby, as I am trying not to question myself. WE know our babies better than any doctor or anyone, and I am certain we did what we knew our babies needed from us. As bad as it hurts.
I know you, and several of you do, know the heartache I'm feeling right now and I do truely thank each of you for being here for me and taking the time to write such kind words and for your prayers. I really need them. I did not expect to feel so depressed - though I knew it would hurt...I don't know...I just wasn't prepared for this today.
We're sending hugs back out to all of you. Thank you so much,
Trina and the girls - and Ray too - he knows how I rely on you guys and I know he is amazed at the love we have here....

Oh my goodness, I am so sorry for your loss. I am in tears right along with you, because I've been there too. I wish you didn't have to endure the long period of heartache that follows the death of a loved one...Rest assured that you did the right thing, and Lexxi is at peace now, and looking down on her family with love.

OMG Trina I am so sorry! I feel your loss althe way to my heart Reading about your sweet Lexxi brought back the loss Of my two that passed a seperate times but after long battles as well. I am so sorry for your loss.
Rest in Peace Lexxi :rainbow: :wrose: :rainbow:

Trina & Ray, I am so terribly sorry. I can only imagine the pain of loving little Lexxi enough to let her go. God bless and comfort you both.

I am so sorry for your loss . You are in my thoughts .

Sorry about Lexxi
 

I am so sorry. I have tears.... it must be so difficult for you. Shelby is about the same age that Lexxi was.. I will give her an extra special hug today in honor of Lexxi. The decision you made was so difficult, but with a loving heart you gave that little furball peace.I hope that you are able to find comfort this weekend. Having a long holiday weekend surrounded by your family may help.
Thinking of you.

I am sitting here crying, reading about your baby. That sweet precious girl. I am so sorry. You know you did the right thing, but it is so very hard. Just know that she is better now. ((Hugs))

OH NO !!! I'm so sorry and I wish I had words to help you feel better but I know they won't....:( Just know you have support here and friends to talk to and all my condolences for your loss.....Your heart must be just breaking and you're right - she was robbed. I'm so so sorry...

Rest in Peace sweet Lexxi and may you fly with the angels..

I'm so sorry:cry: I too try to ignore this section, but just can't help but check it because of how kind everyone here was when I lost my baby. I want to be there for others as well, as hard as it is to read here. I just make sure that I have no where to be for a while because the tears can't be held back.

Hang in there and know that you are definitely not alone!:love:

I'm so sorry Trina for your loss. I know how your heart is just breaking right now. Lexxi is now out of pain and happy and she is watching over you. Always remember the great memories she gave you, I know you will keep her alive in your heart.

Bless you sweetie, prayers and hugs to you and your family.

Missy

Im sorry for your loss.You were a good Mommy to Lexxi you took her needs above your own. Everytime you cry for Lexxi give your other babies kisses.

Dear Trina,
My tears and my prayers go to you and ray. Nothing can be said to take the hurt away. Been there - done that. Know that you are most likely a better person for having Lexxi. I am new to the site, but my tears are ones of experience in your department.

All kinds of Hugs :ghug: and all kinds of tears for you :cry2:

Oh, my heart is saddened for you. My beloved Sophie was 13 yo. and she was pts also. It was so difficult, but there is that moment we know they need our help to ease their bodies out of the pain. She looked so peaceful and tiny in my arms as I held her. I did take a picture of her to always remember her beauty as she lay wrapped in a plaid violet and cream blanket. Her weight had dropped below 4 lbs., from 5, couldn't keep weight on her frail body. Her ashes are in a tiny urn that sit on my nightstand.

May you find comfort in each other and know that you loved Lexxi with no limitations. I hope she has met Sophie and they are playing together.

Warmly, Deborah

Beautiful Link
 

http://www.indigo.org/rainbowbridge_ver2.html

I hope you will watch this beautiful tribute to the Rainbow Bridge and our beloved animals. Sophie had been very sick for months and knew the end of near. This website gave me strength when the time was imminent to help her cross, and many days afterward.

Bless your family.

Your kind words and thoughts mean so much to me, I can't thank you enough for being here for me. It does really help, even if I sob after reading each post.
I think I cried more yesterday than any other day comes to mind. I cried with Ray, and with each of my sons and with Patti and with all of you. My eyes are swollen and my head still hurts. I thought today would be easier but it really isn't. As soon as opened my eyes my thoughts went back to her resting on that table and going to sleep and the tears started pouring.
My husband had a prior commitment to tend to yesterday afternoon, and I think that was his way of coping. However, he drank away his blues and when he did come home, he opened the door and saw Lexxi's cage that sits right there...all thats in there is her bed and blanket and the pink baby crib bumper I just put in to protect her head...he dropped to his knees when he saw it and just cried. I was so sad for him. I had dealt with it all day long and cried by myself and to you....but I think he was just letting it out. And we cried some more this morning, looking at Lexxi's photo album. It was sad to remember that she really stopped playing like a puppy should, before she reached 2 years old. The pics I have of her rolling around with Vixxen, both as puppies, she was under a year old. She was so beautiful....
Anyway, I will stop here, as I cannot go another day without taking a shower and doing something with myself! Today is almost over, so I need to move fast and try to keep my mind busy.
Again, I am so thankful to have you all and to read all of your posts....though they make me cry so much, I think I need to get this out. So many of you have had to go through this before, and I know you still feel pain when you read how others are going through the same thing.
God bless you sweet Lexxi - RIP baby girl

Just Wanted To Say How Sorry I Am And To Say That I Know What You Are Going Through, As I Have Had To Make A Similar Decision In The Past.

God Bless You Both - Really Dont Know What Else To Say To Help You......... No Words To Describe The Heartache

I am so sorry about Lexxi.
R.I.P. Lexxi
:rbyorkie:

I want you to know that I did go to this site and it was just as beautiful as you said. Thank you for sharing. And for sharing your heartache about Sophie.
Today was a tiny bit easier but as I sit ready for bed, I am full of sadness and tears.
Thank you for caring....
Trina

Website
 

I am glad that you were able to see the website, Trina. I had a few emails with the creator of this beautiful site, and she made it for her friend that was suffering from the loss of her pet. She was the first person who spoke to my feelings of "you must feel devastated".

Of course, "In Memory Of" is the difficult one to read, however, last night I was thinking how lovely it is to share so openly our hurts or fears. Warmly, Deborah

Trina, I'm so sorry for your loss. I know what a difficult decision it was for you and Ray and my heart just breaks for you both.:(

I feel for you so much and i am understanding every bit of pain and emotion you are going through right now and you still managed to leave words of comfort for me! and i thankyou for that i really do.
You did everything you could for lexxi and you could not have done any more.
I understand now that i did all i could for Heidi and two weeks later my pain has eased a little and i'm starting to feel better, so i promise you that it does get easier as time passes.
I'm so glad i joined this forum i'm amazed at the kind words and support of total strangers, i dont feel so alone anymore, we can support each other.

Our babies are waiting to be reunited with us again one day.

Love to you and your family. Kerry x

you said it for me.
I am soo sorry for your loss:cry:

RIP Lexxi:rbyorkie:

we are all here for you if you need to talk

Oh my goodness, I am sooo sorry. :( I know it's so hard, poor little girl but just think she is in a better place now and no longer suffering. I'm here if you need anything

((Hugs)) My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry for your loss.

i am crying so bad for you and your family right now. the tears are flowing.
im so so sorry for your loss i cant even imagine your pain... i would be
destroyed too... god bless you and always know that we are here for you.
hugs and kisses
gina and lexi