I am so sorry.. I know words are not enough right now but one day they will console,...if I could turn back time for you I would.. bless his little heart.. may god guard his soul..

Posting my thoughts seems to help a little bit... Here I am still at work, and the one thing that keeps popping into my head is that I cant wait to go home to see Zack. Then it hits me and I get all depressed again, thinking of the past. What hurts the most is the plain and simple notion of I'll NEVER see him again.

I just read your story, and it broke my heart. I too, have only had one pet, my beloved Rex, and I am dreading the day we lose him. I don't have any comforting words or poems for you, just (((hugs))). I am so very, very sorry for your family's loss. Zackie sounded like a one-of-a-kind little guy - and he was one of the cutest little guys I've ever seen!

Take care,
Kerry

You'll see him again, if only in your dreams. I agree, coming home to a quiet house was difficult after losing my Spencer, it got to the point where my husband and I would just look at each other, without saying a word...and we'd both be crying. I can't tell you how long this will last, but I can tell you that after awhile, you'll be able to think of him, and talk about him without breaking down, you'll actually smile when doing so, with pride for your little boy, Zack.

I am so sorry for your loss.

Allen I am still praying that you all are doing ok. You need to eat hun and Please Go home and hug your wife she needs you to. I know she has got to be just as heartbroken and needs you. Being with her and remebering the good times will help you both. God bless you and keep you.

Allan you will see him again like wemple2 said..in your dreams, and in your thoughts when you are able to handle the thoughts of all the good times you had and places you have been...mourning is a process that you have to go thru but know that each day will get better!! And what is a blessing for you is that you have this site to talk about Zack and express your feelings knowing that others here have gone thru what you have or simply have a willing heart to listen to another yorkie parent who is going thru!!! So you will be okay..........in time!!! Trust me on that!!!
Now on another note..You better start eating young man!!! I want to see you post on here that you are eating more than a bagel tomorrow and go home and give that wife of yours a big hug!! I am sure she is grieving as well!!!:p

I know nothing anyone says will help the pain
 

as I read this I had tears falling, I know no matter what is said to you your heart hurts but I had to reach out. I lost my best friend my baby she was the only pet I had ever totally falling in love with and we were never with out each other where ever you saw me you saw her even had the Dr's allow me to have her in the Hospital when I was in "cancer patient " they went as far as helping me get her service papers to allow her to go everywhere with me
Ms Hailey passed away in 2004 and I just have been able to get an new baby but I still morn and cry for her to the point they thought at one time I wouldnt make it because it hurt so bad I allowed it to affect my health.
But it does get better as far as the tears and pain but you will never forget him and you will find if you get a new yorkie you will laugh because you might see something your baby would have done or a look in the eyes I am sorry I had not gotten another baby sooner but my heart felt like it was not fair to Ms Hailey but my wonderful husband found my Lil Nina and she has become another baby to me I pray for you and your wife I know the pain is so hard right now but I will tell you it gets better and the sun will shine just know that he is looking over you and remember he wouldnt want you sad, even though its easier said then done the tears will slow down and you heart will mead may not be tomorrow or next week or next month but it will happen just find all the good you had with him and cherish it and keep looking at all the good it sometimes helps ...if you need soneone to talk to please dont hesitate to contact me ... lilbit4fun@yahoo.com I have been there and I understand and have a great ear...
with loves of thoughts and prayers your way
Dionna

I am beyond heartbroken for you, I have tears in my eyes and I can't imagine the pain you feel. I am so very sorry.

I am so sorry to read your sad news about Zack. My Sophie died in January '07, and the anguish does ease although you will always carry Zack in your heart. It is a shock when they are gone and takes time to recover. His death is no different than a human loss because love is love.

Sophie was cremated and her remains sit in a beautiful urn on my nightstand since I live in an apartment. Give yourself lots of time to grieve and the guilt will linger until you are able to work through the sorrow.

Such a devasting loss. Warmly, Deborah

http://www.indigo.org/rainbowbridge_ver2.html

This link helped me through the extremely sad times.

Warmly, Deborah

Thanks again for all the kind words. It is not really getting any easier for me. Knowing that we could have had 15 more years together absolutely kills me. Each time I go to the living room and see Zack's area (where his bed and toys and food were kept), makes me break down and cry. I am burying Zackie tonight - I decided on doing it in my parent's backyard so that he will never be alone. My parent's will be there for him and I can visit him to talk. Writing this now is bringing tears to my eyes and I don't know how I will even be able to cope tonight.

I miss him so much.

:( :( :( :( Oh allen ...I'm sorry and I think it's a beautiful idea to have him with family...I buried my longtime friend (a really cool cat named Midnight) at my parents and always say a little something to him when I'm there.....

I'll be thinking of you...little Zack just touched my heart as did you.

I'm new here, and just read this. I 'm so, so sorry for your loss. I don't even know what to say. I had to give my baby up on Monday, for various reasons, and I can somewhat relate. The only thing that is keeping me going right now is knowing that even though I can't replace Ras, that I will find the same love in another baby, hopefully soon.

My thoughts and prayers are with you....

~Melena

I am so very sorry for your loss. I know how devastating the loss of a pet can be. It will get less painful with time. You won't ever forget Zack and I'm certain you will hold him again.