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chattiesmom 09-02-2006 07:03 AM
I lost part of my heart
 
I have not been able to write these words until now. I am heart-sick -- and to deal with it all, I have cried myself out and have forced myself into "life as normal" submission. I am weeping as I type.

Last Sunday night, my precious tiny Izzabella went into an seizure that she never recovered from. Within 45 minutes of her seizing she was in the hands of my very skilled vet who told me that she had hydracephalus. Dr. Carr, the Kind and Compassionate, gentley told me that after being in a seizure state for as long as she had, that chances of recovery were little to none. I could not leave her there to die alone, and I could not bring her home as she was, so I had to make the decision to let my little angel fly......

I cannot go into details of the seizure, I get physically ill to think about it, so I have it compartmentalized her last hour in a section of my heart that I visit when I am alone and can cry, unashamed, over this little snippet that stole my heart.

AngelandLily 09-02-2006 07:21 AM
my heartfelt love and suport.
 
I know how it feels to lose your special love. She's romping with my Lily and both are happy and healthy now.
Hugs to you.

peanut 09-02-2006 07:25 AM
I am so sorry for you...I too have been where you are now, and there isn't anything I can say to ease your pain...Just know that you did the right thing for little angel Izzabella. Until someone has had to be in your shoes and watch and listen & see what your precious angel is going through they can not understand the pain...I too had one that had seizures from Liver Shunts, his poor little body just couldn't handle it anymore so I choose the same path as you...It has been 3 years and my heart still aches for him, but time does help ease the pain. It took me a good 2 months to stop crying everyday, and trying to go back to normal mode is very hard, you have all the feelings and the guilt just overcoming you when you see or think of things from your baby, the thing that help me more than anything is knowing he was in a better place with no pain...I truly am sorry that you have to go through this and I will be here for you if you just need to talk....May God bless you and ease your pain...Hugs & kisses....

Bella/Summer 09-02-2006 07:26 AM
Were so sorry to hear about your lost

ldenise 09-02-2006 07:39 AM
I am so very sorry. It breaks my heart to hear of another one sent to rainbow bridge. you know we are here for you if you need help in dealing with it all. bless her little heart. :littleang :tinyheart

chachi 09-02-2006 08:30 AM
I am so sorry for you loss of Izzabella. Just know we are all here for you

red98vett 09-02-2006 08:32 AM
Oh how sad...:( :( :( :( :( I\'m very sorry to hear that...bless her little heart

Dragonfly 09-02-2006 08:42 AM
I\'m so sorry for your loss and the pain you are going thru,My prayers are with you.:cry8:

layorkiemom 09-02-2006 08:54 AM
I was so sorry to hear about your loss. She is defintely flying with the angels now.

RMKC 09-02-2006 09:20 AM
I am soo sorry, and it must be so hard, but just think she is free of pain and flying with the Angels ! Hugs...

RoxyJosMom 09-02-2006 10:11 AM
I am so, so sorry for loss. Words won\'t fix your pain, but time will help heal the ache. She is safe now, and your memories will keep her with you always.:cry:
Take your wings and fly little Izzabella :littleang

YORKIEMOM2B2006 09-02-2006 10:55 AM
I am so sorry for your loss :(

cchu 09-02-2006 10:59 AM
oh I am sooo sorry. Its so hard to lose your baby but know that you will meet again one day. My thoughts are with you.

yorkieusa 09-02-2006 12:01 PM
I\'m so sorry you lost little Izzabella. I know it brings great pain and you have a great big hole in your heart now. It happened so suddenly that I\'m sure that added to your shock and makes it much more difficult to deal with. Bless you.

baby03 09-02-2006 12:13 PM
I am so sorry to hear of your loss!! I know words cannot ease the pain you are in!! You are in my thoughts and prayers!! God bless you!!

LuvMySissy 09-02-2006 12:36 PM
I know that words are just that - but I hope it helps to know that so many people are here for you. I am so sorry for your loss. RIP little Izzabella.

Gingergirlsmom 09-02-2006 01:04 PM
I\'m so sorry for your loss. Please know that you did the right thing.

Juliealfies mum 09-02-2006 01:14 PM
I am so sorry for your loss,we are thinking of you at this time.

Rem&Silkmom 09-02-2006 01:21 PM
So Sorry for you loss
 
:cry8: :cry8: :cry8:

yougetthesmiles 09-02-2006 03:19 PM
I\'m so sorry hun, I know this pain all to well, please know that your baby is in gods arms now and is watching over you and she loves you so much, keep her memories in your heart and she will always be with you.

I hope you get to feeling better soon, time will heal, know that we are here for you if you need to talk.

Hugs
Missy

txshopper73 09-02-2006 03:26 PM
Very sad! I\'m so sorry to hear this.:(

brittanyBug 09-02-2006 03:34 PM
I\'am so sorry for your loss, you are in my prayers. God bless you.

simonandhallie 09-02-2006 03:55 PM
My deepest sympathy and all of my thoughts are with you during this hard time. I\'m so sorry for you loss :(

Brookef18 09-02-2006 04:19 PM
My prayers are with you... I\'m so sorry.....

Patti 09-02-2006 04:52 PM
I am so sorry for the loss of your heart Izzabella. The pain can be unbearable. Just try and remember the good times.

friesianlady 09-02-2006 04:58 PM
Words can not express how deeply sorry I am. Please take comfort in knowing that your little Izzabella is not suffering.:angelyork :angelyork

carolina yorkie 09-02-2006 05:03 PM
Oh Cindy, I am so very very sorry for your loss. I will light a special candle for little Izzabella tonight and say a prayer for you. My thoughts are with you...

chattiesmom 09-02-2006 05:54 PM
Thank you everyone for your kind words. It is so very hard to explain, but today I allowed myself the luxury of feeling the pain of losing my little one. I am going to have to lock the door to the hurt in my heart again so I can function. I visit her through my tears every night, and then close that door so I can get up in the morning and get through another day. I an truly blessed to be a part of such a great group.

yorkieusa 09-02-2006 05:55 PM
I thought of you tonight when I read this:

There is a star in Heaven
and on it is a place,
that\'s been reserved for you since birth
a place meant for your name.

This star has watched you through the years
but it could not stand alone,
it rested high on angel wings
awaiting your trip home.

You slipped away, I held you close,
your soul flowed through my heart,
I felt your last breath through my tears
I felt your pain depart.

Tonight I looked up to the sky
and there for me to view
was one lone star shining bright
your name was shining too.

You were my angel on this earth,
you\'re my angel in the sky.
Wait for me, someday you\'ll see
our names shine side by side.

cotejb 09-02-2006 07:00 PM
I\'m so sorry about your loss! I can\'t even imagine how you must feel. My thoughts are with you.


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