I am so sorry for your loss. He was beautiful.

So very sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby.It can break yor heart and the sadness can be overwhelming. I truly can relate also with the tug in your heart of getting another or not. I lost one of my precious little ones in June. She was suddenly sick and just as quick we had to let her go. She was 12 yrs at the time. I was totally in shock over what my little one went through went into very deep depression. I had 2 other yorkies at time they were 12 yrs also and a terrible fear of loosing them in such away was always in my heart. I cried over everything my husband and I started discussing getting another yorkie puppy now but my heart was so filled with the loss of Bree. But we finally began reaching out in hopes of finding a little girl again but it wasn't to be at that time. We ended up with a precious little male and the very first time he heard me crying at my heart breaking moment he at 4 months old came over and sat by me as close as he could get l know he was meant for me. We then went ahead and found a little girl. Between the two puppies the house became filled with mischief and laughter. But just this past Monday again loss came as I've already shared in another post. We did loose another older baby girl name Lyn.
The pain is there again but I am forever glad we filled our home with little ones to love. Never do they take the place of our precious ones we lost. But it has helped in the healing process for me.

I'm so sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby. Rest in Peace sweet Kenzo.

Kenzo
 

Thank you all for sharing your story. Your exeriences really help me to go through this difficult time. I must say this is my first time to lose a baby where I'm next to him. Thank you guys for being there in this difficult time.

I will write more what happened to Kenzo:
He ate well last Friday and full of energy. I first thought it was the grass he ate after his dinner last week Friday making him sick because he vomitted all his dinner meal the day after, Saturday. My firs thought was he got bactery infection. Unfortunately it was't the case. His blood test (on Monday) wasn't good at all. All are multiplied by 5, meaning 5 times the normal one. The day after, on Tuesday, my vet made x-ray and found out that he had sleen cancer. If it's only sleen cancer he may survive if the surgery is done but unfortunately he has tumor too. My heart was completemy broken when I heard this. My vet told me that he might not live till tomorrow, so I ran directly to my vet and say goodbye to him. I was next to him when the vet got him to sleep. One thing I know he is now in heaven and doesn't suffer anymore.
What make me really sad that he seemed fine last week, Friday and his passing is so sudden. This is so hard to bear. RIP my little boy Kenzo.

That is really sad. A similar thing happened with my Peek... but he had perfect blood work so him being sick made no sense to me. The meds for his heart didn't help and a week later he died in my arms. I had so many questions , my heart is broken but my head knows he's in a better place now. The sadness and missing him is so overwhelming at times. I'm just so happy to have had him in my life and I just hope he was happy too while he was here. I will see him again when my time comes.

I pray for you that your pain eases up and that you have many happy memories of the time you had together. Memories you can keep forever.

I'm so sorry about your loss. Only you can answer whether or not you should get another pup right away. Some people just aren't ready, but I know for a fact that I'm the type that would get another as soon as possible.

Thank you for the pray. I still miss him so much but one thing I know that he doesn't suffer anymore and I will see him again one day in heaven. Amen.

Oh, I love that pic of Kenzo! That beautiful coat and top knot makes me think of Cinnamon the yorkie on the Big Bang Theory.

I am so sorry for the sad loss of your beautiful Kenzo. I know your heart is breaking, and your life must feel upside down.

Unfortunately I lost my Meika unexpectedly just 2 days before you lost Kenzo, and I just hope they are both happily playing at the Rainbow Bridge, until we meet them again.

I do have 3 more pups at home, and we are all grieving together. But, I am so glad I do have them, and I know someday I may even add another to our pack.

When you are ready, I do hope that you will open up you heart and your home to the joy that another pup can bring.

Decision
 

Once again thank you guys for your advice.
I finally decided to adopt a new baby and follow my heart. I call him Kenzo Jr. He is adorable from a very reputable breeder in Europe Camparis. Parents, grand parents and grand grand parents are champions.

Many thankssss....

I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard it is to lose your precious little love. He was so beautiful. Your new baby is adorable. I needed to have a new pup right away after I suffered a loss. That was what was right for me when my heart was breaking. I am wishing you many years of joy and happiness with your new pup.

He is Kenzo not my new boy, Doodlebug. My new boy is only 12 weeks old. :). I call him Kenzo Jr.

Wow, Kenzo had the most beautiful coat. Congrats on getting Kenzo Jr. What a (fun) adventure it can be training a yorkie puppy. Do you have your new boy yet, or are you getting ready to pick him up soon from the breeder? We'd love to see pics when you can get some.

R.I.P beautiful boy

Congratulations on your new pup, I hope he will be like a salve on your heart.