Muffin has died
 

I am hoping that writing a little here it will help me to start to function. I lost my most beautiful baby girl today, due to a horrific accident, which at this time I simply cannot think or talk about. She was 5 years old, the light of my life, so beautiful, so smart and loving, and affectionate. I feel like my chest is constricted and I feel nauseous. My baby Cassie was the "sick one" the exceptionally fragile one that no one expected to survive. They gave her a 5% chance of survival and she beat the odds. My healthy baby, Muffin was the light of my life. She was not much bigger than Cassie, but much sturdier, and more adventurous. She was a pleaser, and so wanted to be a good girl. She was loved and adored, and now there is an empty hole in my heart. I still cannot believe she is gone. I am numb with grief, and I cannot cry. I cannot think, or imagine going on without her. I am devastated, and I feel like there is no "ME" inside anymore. I feel like I am going insane. I don't feel like life will ever be okay again. How do you go on???????

I am so very sorry to hear this, and there are no words to express how sad I feel for you. Please accept my deepest condolences and I will be praying for your comfort now and in the days to come.

Oh my God, my heart is breaking for you right now! I have been following Cassie's story every day, and have been praying for all of you. I just can't believe that Muffin is gone... I don't know what to say to you. I know that nothing but time will ease your pain, but I hope you can take some comfort in knowing that you gave her a wonderful, happy life. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. Rest in peace sweet Muffin.

I'm so very sorry for your loss. My heart is so heavy and sad for you. I'm sending prayers of comfort at this very sad time. Muffin was a very special little girl and will be missed. Rest in peace, Muffin.

I am grieving with you at this very moment...I have no words to comfort you, there is nothing I can do or say that will help you in any way. Please, please know that you are not alone in this...I prayed for dear Cassie and I will now pray for you, your strength to endure the most heart wrenching, heart breaking moment I could possibly think of. May sweet Muffin rest in peace, bless her heart for loving you and sharing that kiss with Cassie. This absolutely is blowing my mind. My deepest sympathy, my dearest thoughts and all my prayers to you my friend.

I am so sorry to hear this. It is obvious in your thread about Cassie that your furbabies are the center of your world. I just can't imagine what you are currently going through. Deepest condolences! :rbyorkie: Rest in Peace, Muffin

I am very sorry for your tragic loss. Rest in peace, beautiful Muffin.

I am so sorry about your little Muffin. So many of us know the horrible pain you are feeling. Like someone said, words aren't enough. Only time. RIP sweet baby....

When you devote your life to caring for, protecting, and loving a much loved baby, the pain feels almost unbearable when we lose them. It's so difficult to live, and life seems to lose its purpose. Thankfully, you have your dad and Cassie who both need you. I'm am so deeply sorry for your tragic loss, and my heart is broken, too. You love your babies so completely and freely with a wide open heart. They are a deep part of you, and they will always remain a part of your heart. You will live again, and you will love Muffin forever. Memories of her will keep her alive for you. I hope the pain lessens in time and that you get to the time that thinking about Muffin puts a smile on your face.

I am so sorry.

Such a very sad tragedy. You will find the strength to get through this, your babies need you.

I am so sorry for your Loss of sweet precious muffin. I can't imagine what you are going through right now. I am praying for you

my heart breaks for you.... you are living my nightmare and I am sooooo very sorry.

I am so very sorry for the tragic loss of Muffin. Prayers going up in your behalf for comfort and strength.

I share your grief and send prayers of strength to you.

I'm so sorry for your loss. You've been thru so much already and now this. RIP Muffin

Don't know what kind of accident you had but our little Scarlett (one year old) died this past Wednesday night when she tried to jump up on the love seat with me on the patio. I have posted about it. I feel just like you. So devestated and sad I can't even breathe at times. This has got to get better. She was the light of my life and constant companion. My heart goes out to you. So so sorry. Prayers for you. It will get better

my heart aches for you, I feel so sad for your loss of your precious muffin.

There are no words. I'm very sorry.

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Unbelief! That's what I felt when reading your post. I'm dumbstruck that this has befallen Muffin and you after what you have been through with Callie! I can't imagine how dead you must be inside and nothing I can say will make it better really. Nothing but time and acceptance when it finally comes will make it better and that's all in the future now. Who knows what awful combination of things causes the world to cross us like this and take our babies in the mid-stream of their lives but it happens all so often that it is heartbreaking. Makes you want to curl into a fetal shape and just stay there.

I do know that talking about the accident and what happened will help. Get it out. All the experts say it and I've been there and done it and know for a fact that putting it to paper, talking it out, spewing it out and saying it - putting the words and details of your feelings down in writing or out in words to someone does help acute pain to some degree and help the steam to start to escape, healing to begin. Crying, screaming, sitting numb for long hours and anger - all are part of this process, too. Only time passing and the body's natural defenses will start to help you past that and then somehow, you work through the worst part. I'm so sorry that words can't express how sorry and shocked I am to hear about sweet Muffin's accident. All I can do is be here for support and pray for you and hope that one day this pain and shock get better soon. I am so so sorry.

OMG! I cannot even type.....

And I've made it worse. Was so dumbstruck and sick thinking about Shellie and Cassie I combined the names, called her Callie. I'm so sorry, Shellie, of course I know she's little Cassie. I'm sick for you. I am going now to look at Muffin's pictures. Poor, sweet girl. RIP, sweet little Muffin.

I am so sorry that you are now having to face this on top of everything going on with Cassie. Hugs to you.

RIP Muffin.

Rip sweet baby. I am praying for you and yours now. I know no words can ever take away the pain so I won't try. God bless you and your family.

I am so sorry. My heart breaks for you.

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I send my prayers to you. May you be surrounded with the love from all of us as we grieve with you over Muffin. Yorkies are family and when their Creator calls them home it is heartbreaking. The Lord gave me Teddy Peanut and He took him home last Dec. I cannot understand why I had to hand him back over that rainbow bridge. Cry, weep and know in your heart you gave Muffin the best home. I am crying writing to you. I made a little corner in my house where my precious angel dog pictures are. I go there and just pray. It helps me. Muffin is in your heart and when we go home to heaven I know our dogs will be there greeting us!

I am so sorry for you and for sweet Cassie. How sad for you both to loose your sweet Muffin by accident when dealing with poor Cassie. I wish we all here could wrap our arms around you and comfort you during this heartbreaking time. Sending prayers of love and support to you. RIP God bless the newest Yorkie Angel Muffin.

So very sorry for your loss...keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. RIP sweet little one...sure wish there was something we could say or do to help with the heartache you are feeling our hearts hurt for you too

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I am destroyed!!!