The Worst Night Ever!!!
 

This was the worst night ever!!!!! I let my dogs out to go potty when I got home from childrens hospital today.. Walked out right behind me. My shih zu ran after a cat, and ran right into the road and was struck by a car... By the time I could catch up to her she was just laying there and the car just drove off. I just fell to my knees screaming and crying. My husband came running out after me and picked her up. I made him give her to me and it was like she knew that she could let go. Because as soon as she was cradled in my arms she took her last breath..My heart sank into my chest even further. I had to stay outside and just hold her and talk to her for almost an hour. Then my husband took her and laid her to rest. Just the thought of that makes me sick right now!! I feel so emty. I still have my gizmo, but she just completed my family. We have only had her for 4 months. But we adopted her from a bad home. And she just grew on me so fast. My heart is permanetly stamped with her spirit. I miss her so much already. I can still smell her fur on me. I know that when I take a shower or change I will loose that. I am so desperate to hold on to anything that I can at this point..

Oh Heather, I'm so sorry for your tragic evening. My prayers are with you at this time. Please know that we are all here for you.

Heather, I am really sorry for your loss. I am prayimg for you and your family.

Tameika

Heather, I am so sorry to hear about your loss. You and your husband are in my thoughts

omg. i am so sorry! i know words dont fix anything right now. but i cannot imagine what you are going through. you and your family are in my prayers. God bless you for rescuing her.

Heather, I'm so sorry! I'll pray for you and your shih zu ! May your shih zu rest in peace!!

Heather, You are in my prayers. I am sorry to hear about your loss.

I am so sorry to hear of your horrible news. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Oh, Heather, I just saw this and I am so heartbroken for you. I am so sorry. I know exactly what you meant when you said you wanted to hold onto the smell of her. We just naturally want to hold onto anything and everything about them. My prayers are with you tonight.

I am so sorry for your loss, Heather. This is such a tragic night for you and your husband. I don't know of any words that would help in a time like this. I am so sad for you. I just want to let you know you are in my prayers.

Im so sorry for your loss.

I am so sorry. I lost my baby in May after 10 years. Hang in there. You will feel better. I wish I could help. Take care.

sam&deesMom

That is so tragic and sad. I know it is so very hard for you (and your family), but please try and find comfort in the fact that you did rescue her and gave her a good life and she got to experience lots and lots of love before she passed. As you said, her spirit is permanently stamped on your heart...you will never forget her. It will take time, but you will find there will come a point where each day will get a little better. I am so sorry for your loss.

Oh my, that is my worst fear. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Heather, I am just beyond what to say :( I can only imagine what you must be feeling as it broke my own heart to read about it. I am so very very sorry for your loss.

Heather, I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you ... we will keep you and your family in our prayers.

How sad...
 

Poor Heather...the loss of a pet is a loss of a family member. I am so sad for you, dear. Hang in there, and know our thoughts are with you.

oh heather i am so so sorry this happened.. my heart goes out to you.
you are in my prayers sweetie.

Heather, I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard this must be for you, and we will be praying for you and your baby Gizmo...She is in heaven now watching over you.

Oh your poor thing, Your story was so sad, and touching, we all feel your pain, and I know it\'s all our worst fear. Your are in my thoughts and prayers.

I am so sorry to hear your loss. What a tragedy. My thoughts are with you

I want to thank all of you for your kind thoughts. I know that time heals all wounds. I\'m so glad that I have somewhere to go, where I can talk to others who know what I am feeling. And who truely care for there pets as much as my family and I do. Today the reality is starting to set in. Im starting to realize that she is not coming back to us. My family has been through so much the last year. A month ago we found out that our youngest son who is 7 months old, is blind. He was born premature, and was in the hospital for a long time. So his optical nerves we never developed properly.. Anyway, to say the least that was heartbreaking news. Which I found out by myself when y husband was on one of his business trips. That was the longest ride home from childrens hospital I think I have ever had. Just me and my three boys. On a tearful 4 hours car ride home. Then all the times that I have cried I have had my dogs to love on me. Because my boys are to little to understand. And I cant really show that I am upset in front of them. Because I have to be strong for them all. Now I still have my gizmo to love on me, and cuddle. But there was just something about sugar\'s kisses and her attitude. She just knew when I needed her. She was never more than a few feet away from me at anytime.. I just keep expecting to look over and see her there. God wouldn\'t that be great. But everything that she did for me, for the short amount of time that she was here, was more than I can ever say. I love her so much, and miss her more than I can say. Once again, thank you all SO SO much for everything that you have wrote to me so far. You will never know how much I appreciate it. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. Love, Heather, Gizmo, and family

We are so sorry for all of your sorrows. I can\'t imagine what worry and sadness must fill you. Please be strong with the knowledge that your little girl is in a good place. Your in our prayers.

I\'m so sorry to hear about this terrible accident. Just try to think about what a wonderful mommy you were to her for the last 4 months of her life. You are in my prayers.

:( I\'m so sorry for all you are going thru, I know is must be hard, my prayers will be with you & your family.. God bless

Your post almost brought tears to my eyes as I remember several pets that have crossed to the Rainbow Bridge. I know just how you feel and I have been really thinking alot about my last cat that past, as he really had a special place in my heart. He has been gone over 6 months & I still think I see him from time to time, boy do I wish I had him back with me. I does get easier, but they placed that "pawprint" in you heart & you will never forget them.
Desiree

Im so sorry for your loss and everything that your family is going thru. My deepest sympathies. We are here for you Heather. RIP:littleang . :hug:

Heather, my heart aches for you. Sending hugs your way!!!

Heather, you are in my thoughts and prayers. Sugar will always be a part of your family and I\'m a firm believer that we will be reunited with our little furbabies when we cross over our own "Rainbow Bridge." God bless you!