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I'm so very sorry, if I could just turn back the hands of time. All my life I’ve always wanted a tiny little yorkie. When I finally decided to get one, I found a wonderful breeder in Missouri, I felt like I had known her forever. Though her husband wanted to keep Trinket as a pet, she relented and let me purchase Trinket. I promised to take great care of Trinket. I flew in/out of Missouri the same day because I didn’t want Trinky to be scared flying to Cleveland by herself. I have cried non-stop for 3 days, I just don’t understand why this had to happen? I was so very very careful. And still, I wasn’t careful enough. I was so proud to have loved such a wonderful little Yorkie, I had the very best and I literally let her slip right through my fingers. We had terrible storms on Sunday that knocked down trees and knocked out our power. On Monday, I decided to stay home from work. With no electricity I couldn’t do much so I decided to bath Trinky, I brushed her hair and her teeth. She was cold so we went out in the warm sunshine, just long enough to dry off while we waited for my husband to come back from a Drs appt. We were walking back to the house when Trinky slipped out of my arms, fell on her tiny little head and died instantly…just that quick. If I could have just a second longer to tell her how much I love her and how very sorry I am. What I wouldn’t give if I could just have a little more time with her. There isn’t a Trinky curled up in any one of her 4 beds throughout the house, she’s not on my lap when I’m peeing, she’s not at the top of the stairs telling me it’s time for bed she’s not even at the bottom of the stairs barking. She’s not walking me to the door when I leave, she’s not sitting at the door to greet me when I return, she’s not anywhere. She may have been too small to show or too little to breed, but to me, She was perfect absolutely perfect. She may have been small but her wonderful personality was large and endless. I wouldn’t have changed a thing about her. She was perfect just the way she was. She would look at me with her adoring soulful eyes, bump me with her little black button nose or throw her butt at me to try and get her way while barking and biting because she wanted me to let go of her toy. It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts. I don’t even know what I could have done differently to have prevented such a horrible accident other than put her down to walk in the wet grass instead of carrying her. All we did was go outside for a minute to enjoy the warm sunshine. How could a good deed go so wrong? God I’m so very sorry. I’m sick to my stomach and overwhelmed with grief. What else could I of done to protect her any better than I did? She used pee pads in the house to do her business and the only time she slept in bed with me was for a short nap in the afternoon on a Saturday or Sunday because I was afraid she would get under my pillow or a blanket and I would suffocate her. We spent our lazy moments watching TV on the couch or she was in the recliner with Keith, my husband. I knew not to let her jump off of the furniture so she had puppy steps to go up and down. I bought her a playpen. I bought her a stroller. She had 6 different pet carriers. The only treats she got were baby carrots or Wellness treats the only food she ate was Canidae…only the very best for my Trinky. She went for rides in the car, only when someone else went along to wait with her, I was afraid a stranger would steal her. I would always scramble her an egg every Sunday morning. I don’t get it. I’m so angry and so hurt. Why did this have to happen to me and Trinky? I don’t get it. I can hardly see through all my tears. Oh God, please make all of this hurt go away. Though she came from Championship blood lines, she wasn’t a status symbol for me…she was my little princess and I loved her dearly. Godspeed Trinky for I will always love you and be forever sorry. |
I am so sorry :( :littleang |
I\'m so sorry I\'m so sorry for your loss. Just remember that you gave this little one more love in it\'s short life than some dogs get in their entire life. |
I am so so sorry. |
I\'m so sorry. Just know that she knows how much you loved her. |
I\'m so sorry for your loss, I hope God sends you some peace soon. |
I am so sorry for your loss. Please don\'t blame yourself for the tragic accident that took your Trinket. Tiny ones like Trinket are so easily injured or killed. I pray your hurt will go away. |
I\'m so sorry for your loss. |
My deepest sympathy on the loss of your little furbaby. |
I am so sorry. |
:cry:This just breaks my heart. I am so very sorry. Please don\'t blame yourself. Sometimes things just happen, but I know it doesn\'t make it any easier. I pray that God will ease your pain during this difficult time. :cry: |
Oh my this was so heart breaking to read.. Please know she knew the love, and I do pray your pain will turn into those perfect memories.. she will never be forgotten.. I lost a 5 year old accidently at our vets and I felt like you did..and I still have him close to my heart as I know you will also.. Kacee is who made me get out of bed in the mornings and for him I am grateful..sending you big hugs...Please do not blame yourself.. God wanted her... |
I am so sorry it is so heart breaking to lose one, another can not replace her but they sure can help ease the pain and you have so much love to give big hugs to you |
I\'m so very sorry for your loss of Trinket.:( |
I am so sorry for the tragic loss of your precious baby. |
So sorry for the sad loss of your tiny one. She was so very lucky to have had all your love for the time she did have, even though an accident took her way too soon. Many of us have also felt the devastating pain you feel now, and I wish there was something to make things feel better. It will take time. |
I\'m so very sorry for your loss. R.I.P. Trinky. |
I am very sorry for your loss. |
I am so sorry for your loss. Totally brought tears to my eyes. Your baby knows you did not do this on purpose, it was a horrible accident. I am truly sorry and my thoughts are with you. |
Oh my...so sorry for your loss. :cry: |
Oh hun, I am crying from reading your very well wrote post. I am so sorry for your lost. Like many have said she was truly loved and you did the best for her it will get better with time....... |
My heart is breaking because of your tragic loss of Trinket. You did everything you could to love and protect her. You wanted to make her happy, and it sounds like she was a very happy little girl. I\'m sure she loved going outside and having you hold her close. No matter how much we try to protect our babies, sometimes things happen beyond our control. Trinket knows how much you love her, and it sounds like she adored you and always wanted to be with you. Trinket will always be with you; you will carry her around in your heart forever. I am very sorry for your loss. If you would like to talk to someone that understands your loss and the pain you are feeling, PM me and I will give you my phone number and email address. |
I\'m so so sorry.....what a horrible accident and your post was heartbreaking to read..... I\'m very sorry for the loss of your little doll..she sounds very special and very loved ...while with you she knew this and many many pets aren\'t as lucky as she was to have someone love and take such good care of her for her little life. My heart goes out to you :( Rest in Peace little angel. |
I\'m so very sorry for your loss. I just put my 2 year old Yorkie to sleep on Monday. I know the pain you are going thru. My heart goes out to you. Oscar and Trinket will meet up in heaven and have tons of fun together. My thoughts and prayers are with you. |
I\'m so sorry for your loss. I know you must be heartbroken. |
I am so sorry. |
I\'m so sorry for your loss... |
A very special Mommy and her darling baby Hi, Heidi. I am so glad that I was able to speak to you yesterday. I know how much you loved your little girl. Trinket could not have had a better life than the one she had with you or have been loved more. It is so heartbreaking that you lost her so young, but she will always remain in your heart. It sounds like you protected her in every way possible; it was a tragic accident. I know I would have entrusted you with my precious babies, because you have so much love in your heart and you understand how special our babies are. I hope you stay around Yorkie Talk. I thought I knew so much about caring for Yorkies, but I have learned so much more being here. There are so many wonderful, caring, and knowledgeable people in this community who share our love and passion for Yorkies. You can call me or PM me anytime, and there are so many other compassionate people here that you can reach out to for help. Your breeder sounds wonderful. I checked out her website, and I could tell you did your research when you found GiGi. The YTCA is also a good site to check for breeders in your area if your breeder doesn\'t have any puppies available when you decide to get her. I will PM you with the names of people that have impressed me since I joined the forum. I was hoping that I would not be looking for a puppy for a long time, but I still enjoyed looking at the nursery thread and seeing the puppies. I knew Ashley wasn\'t going to live forever, but she was still such an active little baby who was still walking a couple of miles a day at almost 17 years of age. I hope when you do find a new baby that she brings you lots of laughter, love, and happiness. She won\'t replace Trinket, but after speaking to you and listening to your heart, I know you will love her, too. You\'re in my thoughts, and I am wishing the best for you, Lisa :love-hug3 |
Trinky Dinky Good morning Lisa! Thank you so much for calling me, I really appreciated it! You would think, at 43 years old, I\'d be better at drying my tears! I would love another puppy, not to replace Trinky Dinky, but to fill this ugly void. I loved her so very much. I know it was an accident and I shouldn\'t blame myself but I do. I would love another but I\'m so embarassed and ashamed...I\'m so worried the breeder will say "not one of my puppies you\'re not". I searched for Trinky for a long time. We have so many puppy mills in Ohio it\'s hard to tell who is and who isn\'t legitimate. That\'s why I went with GiGi, she was such a great person....I felt like I\'d known her forever! I wanted a very small yorkie and new she would be healthy. It took so very long to find her and only a split second to lose her forever. UGH! Trink never even knew what a collar felt like because I was afraid of her getting hurt, she only wore harnesses or I had a backpack for her. I know better than to question God but sometimes it\'s hard not to. Trinky was so full of spirit, I know she wouldn\'t be spending her days crying...... Many thanks & Kind Regards, Heidi |
So sorry for your loss. RIP Trinky, you are missed so much by your Mommy. :( |
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