My heart is broken
 

My baby Lily just passes last night. She was only 2 and a half. About 2 months ago she was diagnosed with a liver shunt and needed surgery. She went through such an extensive and dangerous surgery and came out strong and vibrant. I only fed her Ld food and my family and I gave her so much love and she recovered. This past weekend she became very lethargic and lost her appetite. She wasn't urinating properly either. I took her to the vet on Tuesday and he said nothing was wrong even though I insisted something was wrong. Wednesday she seemed a little better but Thursday she just took a turn for the worse. She stopped eating and could hardly walk. I took her to an emergency hospital and they took an exray and her abdomen was filled with fluid and her body wasn't producing proteins. Her liver was failing and she was to weak for surgery. I fought so hard to save her but it was too late. She couldn't breathe because the fluid spread to her lungs. I had to put her down last night and now a piece of my heart is missing. My house is so lonely and I am so sad. I keep thinking I could have done so many things differently. I feel like I didn't protect my baby.
She was just a baby. She was energetic and always wanted to play. I keep hearing her barks and demands to play in my head. I keep hearing her squeaky toys. I want to give her the treats that she loved. She used to bark at the treat cabinet when she wanted a treat. She would do a treat dance and turn around in circles. She was so smart. I could take her outside and she would never run away. She would never even go in the street. She loved to cuddle and now she's gone. I'm so sad. How do I get through this? She wasn't just a dog she was my little girl. She came into my life when I couldn't smile and she helped me smile again. She was the best. I love you Lily! I love you so much! My life will never be the same without you! Rest in peace baby! I hope you get all the treats you want wherever you are!:love:

I am so sorry for your loss. So many of us here know how bad it hurts to lose one of our babies. I lost 2 within 2yrs. and there is nothing that really helps but time. I cried for months. Only time heals and helps you deal with the lost.

Rip
 

i am so sorry to read about your loss, having my first yorkie that is 2, i can't imagine the pain that you are feeling, i will pray for your comfort. :animal-pa
hugs mimma and lucy

Thank you! It hurts so much she was such a big part of my life it just feels like a bad dream every time I go to sleep and wake up I feel the pain all over again when I realize its not a dream

I'm so sorry for you loss. We all understand how you felt about your baby, it seems to be the norm on this site. I hope your pain lessens soon, so that you can only remember the good times.

Rip lilly
 

My heart goes out to you and lilly this just brought back memories of when Ilost my nico before becoming a breeder i went through so much and cried for days you will be in pain and eventually you will be able to accept her loss with prayer of course I truly can relate to how u are feeling I had these exact feelings when i lost my baby years ago i kept thinking if I could have done something differently but obviously its not your fault you did all you could to help your baby .....I am sending prayers for God to help you heal through this ......

I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your little dog. RIP sweet baby and hugs to you.

I am so sorry, my heart breaks for you :( RIP Lily.

I am so sorry to hear of this sad news. Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. :lovewings

aww Im so sorry for your loss.

I feel with you...So sorry

So, so sorry for your loss. It is truly heart wrenching when we lose the ones we love.Praying that God will heal your pain, may your little baby rest in peace.:cry:
~~~~HUGS~~~~~
Isabella and her Mom

I am so sorry for you loss. RIP sweet little Lily

I am so sorry...we never have them long enough.
RIP Sweet Lily

I posted on the other thread; but just wanted to say again how very sorry I am that you lost your Lily so young. You did a good job; you got her the needed surgery; her poor body just wasn't strong enough. Please be really kind to yourself during this time of grieving.

Thank you everyone Its just so hard I just want her to come home

I am so sorry for you loss. Keeping you in my prayers.

Truly sorry for your loss. Special prayers for you that your heart heals and your smile returns. Lily was blessed to have you in her life just as much as you were blessed to have her. May she rest in peace, she will always live in your heart.

I am so sorry for your loss.
I am thinking of you.
RIP sweet little Lily

I am so sorry for your loss.... :(

I am so sorry about your baby. We lost our Greyhound to cancer 4 years ago...she was 13. The pain lessens, but we still miss her. Hugs and prayers...

I know exactly how you feel-when I had to put my Toffee down - my heart was broken -although she was 15-1/2 I just hadn't prepared myself. I came home to her stuff and an empty silent house. I cried and cried- I would be out and just start crying. I got Mr. Darcy 2 months later,and Miss Lizzie this year, they have mended my heartache- but will never replace her.....so I am so, so sorry - hugs....

I am so sorry for your loss. :littleang

I'm so very sorry for your loss of little Lily.

So sorry. R.I.P Lily xxxx
 

So sorry to hear about Lily and I really feel for you and her. Just thank her for the time she gave to you and the love you shared. I have just lost my 9 year Pippa dee due to kdney failure and only found out the day before we had to have her put to sleep because she lost her appetite for a couple of days and i got told that my 11 year old Bonnie boy had lymphoma at the same time and he his still with us but not the little soldier we have always known him as.
Like you i cannot get over losing Pippa and feel so alone but have to keep going for Bonnies sake as he has only days left now.
You know in your heart that you did everything you could and if she could, she would have stayed with you, if not in pain.
She was far too young to be taken and sometimes i don't understand why we go through this in a lifetime.
One day you will smile and remember only the good times with Lily and maybe this will help with losing her, though you will never forget.
People say that as one dies, one is born and maybe somewhere out there will be another Lily for you in the future. I do hope so. Take care, Sherri :animal-pa dogs leave footprints on our hearts xx

I am so sorry for your loss, i am sending love and a prayer your way, we are here for you if you need us, i was in your same spot just this past may i am here for you

I am so very sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry for your loss, we will keep you in our prayers.

I am so sorry.

So sorry for loss, i feel your pain...

When you mentioned the little "treat dance" Lily would do, we called those whoopie doo's. My DH Husky would that EVERY TIME before getting a treat:)

May your heart heal