My heart is broken
 

My baby Lily just passes last night. She was only 2 and a half. About 2 months ago she was diagnosed with a liver shunt and needed surgery. She went through such an extensive and dangerous surgery and came out strong and vibrant. I only fed her Ld food and my family and I gave her so much love and she recovered. This past weekend she became very lethargic and lost her appetite. She wasn't urinating properly either. I took her to the vet on Tuesday and he said nothing was wrong even though I insisted something was wrong. Wednesday she seemed a little better but Thursday she just took a turn for the worse. She stopped eating and could hardly walk. I took her to an emergency hospital and they took an exray and her abdomen was filled with fluid and her body wasn't producing proteins. Her liver was failing and she was to weak for surgery. I fought so hard to save her but it was too late. She couldn't breathe because the fluid spread to her lungs. I had to put her down last night and now a piece of my heart is missing. My house is so lonely and I am so sad. I keep thinking I could have done so many things differently. I feel like I didn't protect my baby.
She was just a baby. She was energetic and always wanted to play. I keep hearing her barks and demands to play in my head. I keep hearing her squeaky toys. I want to give her the treats that she loved. She used to bark at the treat cabinet when she wanted a treat. She would do a treat dance and turn around in circles. She was so smart. I could take her outside and she would never run away. She would never even go in the street. She loved to cuddle and now she's gone. I'm so sad. How do I get through this? She wasn't just a dog she was my little girl. She came into my life when I couldn't smile and she helped me smile again. She was the best. I love you Lily! I love you so much! My life will never be the same without you! Rest in peace baby! I hope you get all the treats you want wherever you are!:love:

I am so sorry for your loss. So many of us here know how bad it hurts to lose one of our babies. I lost 2 within 2yrs. and there is nothing that really helps but time. I cried for months. Only time heals and helps you deal with the lost.

Rip
 

i am so sorry to read about your loss, having my first yorkie that is 2, i can't imagine the pain that you are feeling, i will pray for your comfort. :animal-pa
hugs mimma and lucy

Thank you! It hurts so much she was such a big part of my life it just feels like a bad dream every time I go to sleep and wake up I feel the pain all over again when I realize its not a dream

I'm so sorry for you loss. We all understand how you felt about your baby, it seems to be the norm on this site. I hope your pain lessens soon, so that you can only remember the good times.

Rip lilly
 

My heart goes out to you and lilly this just brought back memories of when Ilost my nico before becoming a breeder i went through so much and cried for days you will be in pain and eventually you will be able to accept her loss with prayer of course I truly can relate to how u are feeling I had these exact feelings when i lost my baby years ago i kept thinking if I could have done something differently but obviously its not your fault you did all you could to help your baby .....I am sending prayers for God to help you heal through this ......

I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your little dog. RIP sweet baby and hugs to you.

I am so sorry, my heart breaks for you :( RIP Lily.

I am so sorry to hear of this sad news. Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. :lovewings

aww Im so sorry for your loss.

I feel with you...So sorry

So, so sorry for your loss. It is truly heart wrenching when we lose the ones we love.Praying that God will heal your pain, may your little baby rest in peace.:cry:
~~~~HUGS~~~~~
Isabella and her Mom

I am so sorry for you loss. RIP sweet little Lily

I am so sorry...we never have them long enough.
RIP Sweet Lily

I posted on the other thread; but just wanted to say again how very sorry I am that you lost your Lily so young. You did a good job; you got her the needed surgery; her poor body just wasn\'t strong enough. Please be really kind to yourself during this time of grieving.