I'm dying and bleeding inside... i never thought in a millions years that i would be writing in this thread to say that Cherry died....Yesterday after i came from school i was so tired i just went to my room and took a long nap, i woke up and my fiance and mother acting very strange, i knew there was something going on, i kept on asking what was wrong and then my fiance started crying, i knew it had something to do with my baby Cherry:((((((My mom said that she came in the room and she was just laying there dead!She was such a healthy dog,we never ever left anything on the floors for her to swallow either....the vet is guessing there was something wrong with her heart.... my fiance and my dad went and buried her.... I never experienced something like this b4...i am dying inside, there are to many memories in this house, everywhere i go reminds me of her, every single little thing, even when i watch tv and see little girls and breaks my heart..i can't stop crying...i was already suffering from depression and took medication for it, everything is my life was going just perfect and now this happend..i feel so so depressed, i keep on having panic attacks, my parents nearly called the ambulance last night... why is this happening to me?she did not deserve this, i want to hold her in my arms and kiss and hug and smell her one last time...she was my everything...everytime i look up the stair i feel so week and start crying, she always use to look at us from the top of the stairs....why did i have to take that nap?maybe i could have done something.... i feel like i am in a bad dream right now, nothing seems real...i loved her so much, more then my self, she was my baby, she was my cherry...she was my world, she brought so much light and happeyness in to this house... the house is sooo quiet now,it's killing me, when ever i got ready to go somewhere and did my make up in my room she use to watch me so cutely, now there is no one to watch me...she was an angel...i can't stand the house being this quite now, why did it hve to be cherry, i wanted to show her so much more in life...she didnt deserve this....pls god, bring cherry back one last time.... i am so weak right now, i can't eat anything nor move, i am just dead inside, i would do anything to bring her back now...hre memories of her are killing me, there were so many, i miss the way she smelled me, i miss the way she use to feel i my hands, i miss the way she use to get so exited when she missed me, licked my hands... i don't know what to do anymore.... |
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I know a couple people this has happened to and the vet said in both cases it was probably the heart responsible for the death. Even though one was a cat and the other a long haired Chi. My heart goes out to you at this time. |
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I\'m sending you warm hugs and my deepest sympathies. RIP sweet little Cherry. Please look down at your mom from the rainbow bridge and comfort her. You and your family will be in my prayers. |
So sorry to hear this. I know you are devasted but you need to take care of yourself. Cherry will forever live on in your heart. Take it easy and remember the good times. |
Ooooh, I am soooo very sorry for your loss. I pray that God comforts your heart. I am so sorry.:( |
Cherry Hello: How I feel for you. What a terrible shock and so unexpected. I do know how it feels to lose a dear pet; it is like your life is over and everything seems pointless. The house is so empty and the space left by the little one is so large that nothing can hope to fill it at this time. I lost my little one last November and thought I would never live a normal life again without her little body around me. But now I am surviving, with occasional memories bringing the sadness and tears back. The loss is deep and we never forget, but the acute pain does ebb in time and we can handle it. I must say I never imagined a little Yorkie could so invade my being and life that I was so desolate without her. Although she did not \'do\' much, she was always there to greet me and follow me around. it is a sad time for you and hang in there. it will get better with time. Hugs. |
i feel so alone, confused and cold in this nightmare...i want to just wake up... |
Hon,I\'m also so sad and send you hugs. The only thing that will help... is time. I had my first baby run over and left dead in my driveway almost 20 years ago...it was as if I died with her....I think of Amber all the time. It will get easier. Take things minute by minute. Remember all the love and fun you each brought to each other. I hope you know you\'re not alone and your heart will heal... |
I am so, so, so sorry about your loss of Cherry. Please know you are not alone. I know exactly how you feel. I just lost my Baby Chloe last week. I wish there was something to say or do to ease your pain. YT is a place where people understand how much you are hurting and want to help. |
I am so very sorry for your loss of Cherry. Sending hugs and sympathy.... |
Im so sorry for your loss. I have lost pets and a son, so I know firsthand the feelings your having. Just take one day at a time and know theres alot of us on YT wishing you well and putting you in our prayers. Hang in there, try to focus on the good memories. Linda |
I am so sorry about the loss of your Cherry. It\'s so tragic when a puppy dies so young. Please contact her breeder and tell her what happened. If Cherry had a congenital heart condition, her breeder should stop breeding her parents so no one else has to go through the heartbreak you are feeling. |
I am so sorry for the loss of your baby. I know that theres nothing that anyone can say or do to make you feel better. Only time will heal your pain. I will pray for you. |
Oh boy...i wish i had some magic words to take away your pain....i am so sorry for your loss....i pray that God can ease the pain in your heart.....RIP Cherry:rbyorkie: |
I am so sorry for your loss! I am praying for you and your family. You and your family have my deepest sympathy. R.I.P Cherry |
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