Someone Please help.....
 

Could someone please help me to deal with this pain and quilt.....I lost my precious Joey from a vets gross negligence, he failed to prescribe antibiotics and Joey died from a massive infection in just two days.......I am feeling so much pain and quilt right now....the tears just keep flowing......I can't stop running things through my head...What if I had done this.... What if I had done that.....

I miss those big beautiful brown eyes....I miss his sweet loving personality, the way he loved to give kisses....I spent 24/7 with him and I desperately miss him...My heart is so broken........D#mn it, I just want him back home!.....My tears are flowing as I try and write this......My baby is gone and I'm hurting so much.....

I'm so sorry that you lost Joey. I know has to be extremely hard, but, please do not blame yourself. I cannot imagine the pain you are in, and my heart breaks for you. Please, take care of yourself. :justahug:

Oh G#d, thank you for saying something!....I'm feeling so alone and so sad...I'm having a hard time typing through my tears.....

B.J. I am so sorry about Joey. There is nothing I can do to help but be here for you. If I was there I would give you a big hug and just spend time with you. Don't blame yourself. You did what was right and took him to the vet. It is not your fault that the vet screwed up. It could happen to anyone. It just happened to me and it wasn't a vet but a human dr. I hope you can feel my arms around you.

So sorry to hear about your little guy. I am sure that you loved him dearly. Don't be too hard on yourself........ by looking at your avatar, you have a few other furutts that may need some extra attention right now. Give them an extra hug.
Again sorry about your loss.

I'm hurting so bad right now.....I just want my baby back!...

I'm sobbing just trying to post this....I thought it might help.....

Oh my goodness. I am crying with you too. I am so sorry you lost your baby. We all know that day *will* come, and no matter how much we don't want it and no matter how much we would give for it to never come, it does.

Honey, I can't explain why, but for *some reason* your baby Joey was only meant to be here with you for a short period of time. But in that time I know he gave you a lifetime of memories and a lifetime of love. You will meet again, and it's then that you'll understand the *why* :(

Please give your boys hugs for me, and hold on to them tight, they love you too as well as Joey and I bet they are feeling sad as well.

I can feel your pain. I know a lot of us have been right where you are.

OMG - I am total shock - I just found your other thread on Joeys surgery & now this.
The tears are rolling down my face as I type.
I am so sorry for your loss.
BJ - I don't know what else to say other than our Prayers are with you & your family.

:ghug::littleang

Oh sweetie, your pain just has me in tears. I am so sorry. I saw Joey's picture when he came home and he was such a beautiful baby. Just try to remember he is in no pain now. I am heartbroken for you.
RIP Joey.. sweet boy

I didn't think I would ever be starting a thread in this section, but here I am.....

I just miss him so much...the guilt is the hardest part......just talking about him starts the tears flowing all over.....

I can see his beautiful face in my mind and it tears me up......

I'm so sorry that you lost little Joey — I just read your other thread about his leg surgery. I can't believe that this happened :( I really feel for you right now, I can't imagine what you must be going through. But please don't feel guilty. Give your other boys some extra hugs and kisses to help you through the pain. It will get a little easier each day and hopefully you can find a little peace in the knowledge that he's gone to a better place and is no longer in pain.

I am sooo sooo very sorry :( I just saw your other thread, please do not blame yourself!!! Joey is resting and in no pain now. I know that words can't take your pain away, just know that you have your YT family here, and our hearts are with you in this very difficult time. Keeping you and your boys in our thoughts and prayers. Rest In Peace sweet Joey, you have your mommys' heart and always will. :littleang:angelyork:angelyork

In time, as the pain of this loss is replaced with the joyful memories of your time with Joey, your heart will heal, and will always have that special part filled with your love for your Joey.

I can feel your pain and want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers .

My heart is breaking for you. I lost Dixie in January at 7 months and it just doesn't seem fair. Just now he is watching you from above and would want you to remember the good memories.

I am so sorry for your loss. Your little Joey is not suffering now. This is not your fault. ((((hugs))))

:hands: I am so, so sorry! My heart is breaking for you. I wish I could hug you. :love-hug3Please try and stay strong. May God bless you and ease your pain. :hands:
RIP precious little Joey. :tinyheart :angelyork

Oh my goodness! I am so sorry you lost your Joey. Please know I am thinking of you and sending prayers for your heart to heal. Hugs to you and your other babies.

Sheilagh

sorry for your lose
 

I understand what you are going through. I lost FIfi in January she was hit by a truck. I still cry over losing her. It will take time and I feel the same way i wish I had her back.

I am so sorry to read that Joey has died. When I finally had to put Sophie to sleep, it was agonizing. I also felt the vet was negligent and should have referred her to a specialist. I was so terrified of losing her that I kept going to the same vet even though I had a second opinion who offered up their in house internist.

Guilt? Yes, I know the feeling. if only I had taken her to an internist, she may not have had such a sad last few months.

But you know, we can't go back and can only be vocal when someone else has a sick pup and questions the vet's procedures.

What is comforting to me is that our beloved pups are together at the Rainbow Bridge. I am sending you a link that has helped me immensely.

Warmly, Deborah

The Rainbow Bridge

I am so very sorry about your little Joey. I will keep you in our thoughts and prayers. Hugs from Winston and I to you and your other 2 boys Jake and Jack.

My heart breaks for you ... I am so terribly sorry that you lost little Joey. God bless and comfort you and heal your broken heart.

I'm so sorry:(. It\'s so hard to understand why things like this happen - and it\'s natural to blame ourselves - "what if---", "why didn\'t I---", "I should have---". But it wasn\'t your fault and you shouldn\'t feel like you did anything wrong. You did everything right. You loved Joey with all your heart and provided him with everything he needed to be the happy, little boy he was. Now it\'s Joey\'s turn to watch over you until you can be together again. I\'m sure Joey knows how much you miss him. I\'m also sure he would rather have you smile when you think of him, not cry. I know it\'s hard, but in time, your tears will be for happy memories, not sad ones. Big hugs on their way for you. Sleep peacefully, Little One.

I am so sorry
 

I am so sorry to hear the loss of your little Joey. He was so cute and I know how very hard it must be especially due to these kind of circumstances. I too am going thru it and I understand how intense the pain can feel. Cry and let your tears out because you loved! We loved our babies to the core of our being and thats why it hurst so bad. But I promise you .... the pain will eventually be less intense. The memories of him will continue because he will always be in your heart. I know my Dior is playing with your Joey know and he is not alone. He is in heaven where he is safe with no harm. The Lord will take very good care of them for us until we meet again. He will watch over you and never ever leave your side. If you sit still.... you really will be comforted.
You are also not alone... we are here to support you and carry you through this. Joey knows how much his mommy loved him and he would never want you to blame yourself at all! Don\'t torture yourself with "what ifs"..... there is no point but just brings more pain.
You are in my prayer and I know God sees our pure love for our babies and he will comfort the ones on mourning.
Lots of hugs and love., Sandy

My deepest sympathy to you in the loss of your precious Joey. May he rest in peaceful sleep. I am so very sorry...

{{{HUGS}}}
Please don\'t blame yourself...
God needed a precious little face witih him and He chose Joey.
Joey is a blessing to the angels as we speak.
{{{HUGS}}}

I am so sorry for your loss.

Oh no. I am so sorry for your loss. I don\'t know what to say at all. I\'m just so sorry that it happened. Joey was a sweet furboy. :(

OMG I\'m just now seeing this and my heart goes out to you !

Oh girl - I\'m soooooooooooooo sorry.....Bless his heart and yours too ....how sad. :(:( I\'m having a harder and harder time coming to this section but for you all who need support I do.... and I want to offer my sincere condolences and a big hug....

Poor little guy - he\'s flying with angels now. Try to remember him that way .....I hope your pain eases as each day passes and you can one day remember him with a smile.....I\'m SO SORRY ! :(:(:(:(

I am so sorry for your loss. Please understand that you can\'t continue to wonder "What If" for the rest of your life. Sometimes we may never get the answers we are searching for. Just remember the good times and cherish the time you did have together. Don\'t blame yourself sweetie, these unfortunate things happen. All I can say is to use this as a lesson learned and use the knowledge you have now to help others. My heart truely goes out to you. May the wonderful memories replace your pain! Huggs!!