Ive lost my beloved yorkie baby, Reese Cup
 

Yorkie friends, my heart has been broken.
Yesterday, while taking care of my brothers 16 year old lab mix at his house, my tiny yorkie Reese, slipped through the outdoor gated area while I was helping the lab walk to pee. Reese was afraid, and ran to the road before I could stop her. I live across the street, so she was trying to go home. A car was coming, and I tried to get them to stop, but there was no time. I watched my sweet, almost two year old Reese get killed instantly.
I am numb. All I do is cry. Even though she is not my only yorkie, I feel so alone without her. She was so sweet, she loved kissing and getting belly rubs. When she would see me coming into the house, she would bark, and it would lift her tiny body up and make her back right leg kick out. I lost my three year old yorkie Gizmo three years ago to kidney disease. I never got over that, even though I knew his time was limited. This was so sudden, I still cannot believe it. I loved her like she was my child.
I need to know how to live again. How to get up and not cry all day. I have other children and yorkies that need and depend on me, so that is helping, but I cannot see how I will ever accept her death. I just said my final goodbyes to her as my brother took her to get her cremated. Now I am so lost. Please, yorkie friends, how do you ever recover from something like this?
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Oh Sweetie I am so very sorry!!!! We know how dear they are to us and when that special one comes along it's so hard to say goodbye. I say you need time to let your emotions out. ((((((((hugs))))))))

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. Friends and family can help. Cuddle with your little yorkies and try to remember positive things. Life is all about memories, concentrate on what you had instead of the loss. I would bet you gave Reese Cup a great life. It's not easy but I hope you find strength soon. Best of luck to you.

I am so sorry, I feel your pain. May Reese Cup rest in peace.

GREAT BIG HUGS and a huge shoulder to cry on... we are hear for you!
So sorry that you have to go through this, we are all hear for you.

Hi ,I'm so sorry to hear that , hope you can get over that and gain strength ,try to think you Reese Cup will be fine in Heaven. rest in peace!

I'm so very sorry. There really are no words to make you feel better.:(

I am so sorry. You are in our thoughts

I'm so sorry. :( I lost two beloved dogs over the summer in very much the same way. It took quite some time for me to be able to think of them and smile but eventually it happened. I don't even know WHEN it happened. I still miss my babies dearly and sometimes still cry out of the blue.. but I can finally remember the good times and smile.

Don't rush it. Mourn the loss of your baby. Speak of him often. I promise that one day you WILL think of Reese and the horror of his death will slowly but surely be replaced with fond, loving memories.

I'm praying that until then you will find comfort in your family and your other pets. Rest in peace sweet baby.

I am so sorry for your loss and the pain you are feeling. I am very very sorry

I am so sory for your loss. I can not imagine losing one of my babies.Thoughts and prayers your way,.

I'm so so sorry to hear about your loss. I can not imagine how you are feeling. Know that it's ok to cry and to let your feelings out, people are here for you. Also know that Reese knows how much you loved her and that she loved you very much, she showed you that by how excited she was to always see you. You dont have to forget about her, but realize that she would want you to continue to be the same mommy that you always have been, which means getting up and continuing on with your regular loving routine for your other children and yorkies. She really would want that, so do it for her. Keeping you and Reese in our thoughts :love:

I can't imagine your pain and I'm so very sorry. :( Praying you find peace quickly.

I am so, so, very sorry. It will take time to get through this. Don't hold back...allow yourself to grieve. Go take a long hot bubble bath, light a few candles, put on some music and let yourself cry all you want. I find that it helps if I allow myself to have my feelings.

Make sure you take time to visualize her being happy and loved in heaven. Hopefully that will help too.

God bless you, I hope you feel better soon.

I am so sorry to hear about this tragic accident. I can't imagine what you are going through. Hopefully with time, the pain won't be as intense. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

I am so sorry. :( It is horrible when you loose them...they are your baby!! We lost our Gizmo last Feb and it has gotten easier, but I still miss him every day.

I am so sorry for your loss of sweet Reese Cup. Sending hugs your way as you morn the loss of your sweet baby. I am so sorry.

I am so sorry for your tragic loss.

I'm so sorry for your loss. :( Sending many hugs your way. There's no words that will fix things, just knowing that one day you will be able to look back and remember happier times will help get you through the grieving.

I am so sorry to hear things, there are no words to express how I hate to hear this for you. Hug.

I am so very sorry. I can feel your pain, as I read your thread. Sending prayers your way. Take as long as you need to. We will all be here for you.

My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry it happened and that you witnessed it.
Time will heal your heart, but don't rush it. Allow yourself to greive and gather your other babies and let them love you. Your will be in my prayers..Keep posting, it helps and people care!:)

I'm so very sorry for your loss. Rest In Peace Reese Cup.

i'm so sorry for you. tears are welling up in my eyes because i cannot imagine what you are going through. i know what you mean about connections, i've never had a love like little Sadie has given me and i can't stand the thought of loosing her. i know her time is shorter than human time, but it kills me to even think of loosing her. i wish you peace and happiness and that the tears will soon slow and fade and only happy thought ans memories remain. she is in doggie heaven and i realy do believe you will see her again someday prayers going up for healing and peace.

I am so sorry for your loss :( I cannot imagine what you are going through, but just remember the good times you had with her, and how much you loved her. She had a great life and you should be proud that you gave that to her.

I\'m sorry to hear about Reese\'s tragic accident. My heart is hurting right along with yours. Rest in peace, little one.

What a shocking and tragic loss. My condolences to you and your family on such a heartbreaking loss.

It\'s going to take some time and some TLC for yourself to fully recover. Please be kind to yourself during this time and don\'t waste a minute on guilt. Sometimes accidents happen that we just cannot control.

I\'m so very sorry for your loss of little Reese. God calls them back early sometimes, as he only lends them out to us for a short while. You haven\'t lost her completely... the love you have for her is still in your heart, along with her memory. Cry until no more tears will come, and each day just keep putting one foot in front of the other. Try to follow your normal routines, sometimes it helps. My heart is breaking for you. Hugs, Kathy

my beautiful reese cup
 

Thank you, everyone, for your kind words and support. I know it will be a rough road ahead. Since I just lost her, all I see is her terrible death, and not all the good times, like how she would always give me kisses before going to her special pillow on my bed. I am trying to cope, as my children and family are also. This type of pain is so difficult.....its not like a superficial wound.....it is a deep wound that goes strait to the heart and soul. And I am sure that anyone that has experienced it knows exactly what I am saying. I would never wish this tragedy on anyone. Please, everyone, give your yorkie babies, your children, your husband or wife, and everyone you love a big hug and kiss. I never thought in a million years that I would be posting anything like this. We are on this earth for such a short time, we need to make every moment count.

This just broke my heart, I am so sorry and only hope time helps heal your aching heart....:(