Something I never told you...
 

I used to be very active on YT, and of course, like everyone else here totally love it, and adore all of the wonderful people that make YT what it is. YT has grown since I was an addicted, obsessive YTer, so many of you may no clue who I am or my stories, but many will. Anyways, to get to the meat of this story...
Thor is my little bear. I got him in 2005 for my birthday, and it was love at first sight. After I graduated university, I packed my boy up and we moved to Canada to be with the other love of my life. We drove across America, the three of us, and it was so fun, and he was SO good! When we got to Canada Thor was very unhappy. We tried many different methods to calm him, make him more comfortable and happy here. Nothing worked so I had to make a very, very hard decision. Me, my boyfriend, mom, and dad talked about having Thor go back to NC where he was used to his big sister (lab) and new brother (yorkie). So off he went. Yes, in an airplane, and I cried when I had to put him in that crate, and they made me leave him crying, sad and scared.
He arrived in NC in great spirits and was very glad to see his grandma. He also loves his daily walks with grandpa which are about an hour long. On the weekends they go to the forest for romps in the woods and along the river. During they day the 'dog pound' (as we call the bunch) hangs out together and guard the house.
It has been so hard. I've been so sad about it, and miss him all the time. He was my constant little companion, and my buddy with me in a brand new place where I knew nobody.
I know he is happy, and being taken care of like the little prince he is...although I'm sure he is enjoy his less frequent baths:).
I was hesitant to tell everyone about this because I didn't want any negative responses, but now that my heart has had time to deal with this, and I know I did the right thing, I'm okay to talk about it...Even though I feel so horrible about it and still cry over it a year later.
One day, I will be adding a yorkie to my life again.

So since Thor has not been directly in my life, I have slowly pulled myself away from YT so that it doesn't hurt, and also because I haven't need yorkie support. Boy what would have I done without YT when I got Thor? I love this place and all the great people and hope everyone is doing well!

Here is a picture of my mom with Thor and Harry in NC! I love this pic!

Hannah, I'm so sorry you had to go through that. We went through something kind of similar, so I can sort of relate. :( If anyone gives you a negative comment, just ignore them because they have no idea what it feels like and they have no idea of what it means to do what is best for the dog.
I'm sure that was a hard decision for you, because I know how much you love Thor.
I'm sure that its still a tender spot for you, and it still hurts. I'll keep you in my prayers and if you ever need to talk or anything, my PM box is open. :)

Hugs!

I'm glad that he is happy and content with Grandma and Grandpa.

Megan,
I did read a while back about you and your fam going through a similar situation. My heart aches for you guys too. BUT you did what was best, and also I know two very spectacular people that have new doggies in their lives now, who are providing great homes...All you can do is what's best! Thanks for the sweet comment!

Now I might badmouth you for disappearing from YT and making us miss out on your wit, wisdom and cool adventures, but I'd never in a million years badmouth you for doing what's best for Thor. You did the most selfless thing a dog lover could do. You put Thor first and yourself second. I know how much you love Thor, but it's obvious that you've made him a happier dog. I'm sad for you but happy for him.

I better quit. I'm getting all weepy. Good to see you around occasionally, though. You are missed.

I always sneak in for a quick stalking session to get a glimpse of your video adventures! I can't miss too many of them, although I have def. been slacking!!

Sometimes what you want to do, and what u need to do- are just not even close to the same time!! You did what you needed to do! What a great Mommy!

I remember you. You have been missed. You did a very selfless act for him. I wonder if he was jealous of the boyfriend. I'm glad he's happy again. I'm sure he'll be excited to see you on your visits. Sounds like he's very happy with Grandma, Grandpa and his buddies.

Hey Champ ! I wondered where you'd been

and you did what you did out of LOVE for him - if you knew he'd be happier and he is - then the story has a happy ending....

You have been missed! It has always been my thought that you have to love more if you are willing to give something up than to keep it. If faced with a decision such as yours, I only hope I could love Toto that much. I do hope you will stay around ... ask your Mom to give Thor big hugs from us! :) God bless you for putting little Thor first!!

Hi Hannah! I'm fairly new to YT so I wasn't around a yr ago. I'm from NC, I could be close to your sweet Thor bear.;) I was so touched by yr story. What great Love you show for Thor. How could anyone judge you differently that what someone else posted = You showed "unselfish" Love for Thor!! I know you must cherish the pic of Thor & yr Mom & Thor's buddie. And I know you are comforted to know he is in Great Loving Hands. I hope you get to see him soon......maybe, yr Mom could post to you here and you could get to see his daily antics unless it would make yr heart ache more. I hope you hang out @YT more. We'd love to hear about yr new life in Canada! I'm glad you could finally open up & hope you continue with stories of Thor. The last yr had to have been very hard! You & Thor are still connected with a bond by the heart & always will be!!:aimeeyork:2hearts2:

No kidding. That was the most selfless thing you could have done. You loved him enough to let him go JUST to make HIM happy! I think that is awesome!
You are right, I dont know you because I didnt join until last year but I hope you stick around and give us a chance;)

Wow, I can really relate and I totally understand your feelings. When you put your baby first, there is no other greater sacrifice. I hope you can be happy again because I know how much you are hurting. :)

Hi, I think you did an awesome thing for your baby. That takes courage and a big heart. I hope you are blessed with another yorkie soon.


Sheilagh

Oh, Hannah, I'm so glad you posted this and reached out! Your baby is still in the family and you did a very loving thing for his happiness. :D

Thank you for sharing your story. I believe that you did the right thing. Looking out for Thor, acknowledging he was unhappy and allowing him to live the rest of his life happy. I know it hurt losing the one you love. Good luck to you whenever you get another Yorkie baby! :D

I remember you from before and always loved your posts. It sounds to me like you're a wonderful yorkie Mommy! You love Thor enough to give him what was best for him.

I have nothing but admiration for you being able to do that. I know it was heartbreaking for you.

Hi Hannah....I remember you too. I think what you did...while heartbreaking for you...was a wonderful decision for Thor.

All kids love grandma's house. :p

Thor
 

Hannah, what an incredible thing you did for the health and welfare of Thor. While others in this world are using and abusing their dogs, you only thought of the dog's best interests. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope others will learn from it.

Linda

Several years ago I had to do something similar with my very first Yorkie baby and it tore me up so bad:( When my ex and I split up I left my baby while I moved to a new apt. and started a new job. I visited her every week but as time went on I could see that she and my ex had established a special bond and were so happy together that I gave in and agreed to leave her there permanently. I now have 3 Yorkie babies that I love dearly but I will never forget my first baby as she has a special corner of my heart. Loving a baby enough to put their happiness first is the most selfless thing we can do but it sure isn't easy!

I wasn't lucky enough to be a part of this YT family when you were posting, but I would like to thank you for sharing such a moving story. We all need to be reminded from time to time that these special yorkie furbabies are the ones who come first. Thank you! :) It's wonderful to meet you even if it is only online.

What a emotional story.. I think you defenitly did the best for Thor..
ANd thats so hard to do when you love your baby so much.
At least he is in the family still,. so thats also a good feeling i think. Its not with strangers.
I think if people are judging you by this, they are stupid and not caring. So dont worrie about that.
I send u love from the netherlands. snickers is sending you a special FACE lick hahah :)
Priscilla and Snickers

Hi Hannah, I'm so glad you are back. I think about Thor all the time and I can just tell how happy he is. I am so happy to see him and Harry again. I know you miss him very much~

You did a very brave thing. I am an (infant) adoption caseworker, and I know that sometimes we need to make choices that tear our hearts out but are for the best. I hope that someday you will have another little furbutt in your life. Just remember that he is happy, and what you did took courage and love.;)

Hannah, I have tears rolling down my face..... Thank you so very much for sharing your story. You made the most supreme sacrafice that a Mom can ever make -- you put the wants and needs of your child (in this case Thor) ahead of your wants and needs.

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and hope that a Yorkie brother or sister to Thor will be in your near future. Please, as your healing heart allows, be a part of YorkieTalk - because YOU will always be part of the family.

It sound's like you did the right thing, He's still with family & he's happy. Perfect ending.

Hi Hannah! I hope you remember me..... Thor and Rusty got along SO GOOD at the first Greensboro meetup! I've been away from YT too...I often wondered about Thor and was amazed to see you in Canada! I know it hurt but you really did the right thing for Thor and I know he is happy now. Maybe Rusty and I will get to see him again soon!

You take care and give yourself a big hug! You did good girl!
Carolyn

I just wanted to say thank you for sharing your story! I know that what you did was hard , but it was what was best for your little Thor. I rather hear a story like this one that shows a positive light to having to re home a Yorkie. You put Thor's best interest a head of anything else and made sure he was happy. It was also great that he was able to be still in your family, you can keep in touch and know that he is happy!

Hi Hannah, I wasn't around when you were here before but I am glad that you are back. You are a very brave lady and I am pleased to meet you. In my opinion, you are still family and we are all here for our family members. Please stick around and catch up.

Kudos!
 

I applaud what you did, and for the reasons you did it too.
You made his life better, even if it hurt you personally. So many people do not care what the dog feels, but you did.
I totally understand, and I hope you get a new yorkie soon. One that fits in with your new life in Canada.
Sue & Cricket
:aimeeyork