Thank you everyone for ur questions and words. Yes it turns out that's it will be impossible for us to let either Rockie or Rustie go. It's so amazing to see how different these kids are but how much of the personality of mom and dad is in them.
One of the things that I love the most are the morning "love" attacks when we wake up. Being greeted by the wagging tails and happy faces. Lots of kisses and growling :-)

It's alot of work but in return we get lots of love, fun, memories and stories to tell. Worth every minute of it.

I just wanted to add my congratulations. Just read your story - I have a little girl who had an emerg C-section & we had one live puppy. She was spayed at the same time! It's almost a year later and it is so much fun to watch Mom and son run, tumble, play and cuddle up to sleep. They are great pals and you will enjoy your little family so much in the coming years. = )

So its been a long time since I have been online on this forum.

We had an accident in the family

Rockie & Rustie were playing rough one Thursday evening.. Rockie has tackled from the side but Rustie and fell on her side and wouldnt get up. She was panting hard / coughing but wouldnt move.

We completely panicked to took her to the emergency room to get her examined. Our worst fears came true. Somehow Rockie had internal bleedings in her lugs were filling with blood. The vet was not sure if he could save her. She got medication to stop her bleeding and was put in an oxygen tent. We stayed with her for some hours and decided to go home for some sleep.

My wife want to see her the next morning at 7.30 and Rockie was still under medication. She had been up and about during the night but had been coughing up blood. Not a good sign they said.. Rockie was happy to see Maria and barked and wagged her tail.. Shortly after she feel on her side again.. She was still very very weak. We both had to go to meetings that morning so we left her again with the vet.
30 minutes later the call came. Rockie has past away....................

I couldnt stop crying and my wife completely broke down.. A few hours later I went to the vet and said my good byes. She was in a small box with her little blanket.. She looked like she was sleeping.. So small and so fragile... Now Im crying again but I spend some time with her to say good bye and left her with the vet. She was cremated.

We cannot comprehend hows a pups play could turn into her death.. Vet says that she might have been weak and most likely this would have happened eventually.. We lost our smallest baby... I cant describe how hard it has been and how much we miss her little face.. Rest in peace my little girl! We love you so so so much and we will never forget you!

Have fun playing with lola mom in heaven & wait for us. We love you!!!

Mom & Dad

I am SO sorry for your loss...
 

OMG, I am so sorry for this great loss. My heart breaks for you. I know what it's like to lose a beloved pet and friend to something "un-natural".. and though we may heal we will never forget the love and happiness they brought into our lives.

Blessings to you, your wife and Rustie... And heavenly kisses for Rockie

We are so sorry for your loss! My heart just breaks for you!

Oh, how devastating! I am soooo sorry. I'm sure Rockie misses Rustie, too. I'm just so sad for your family. May your memories comfort you. ~Joanne~

Im very sorry for your loss. You and your wife have done an exceptional job raising her.

OMG! I am so sorry for your lost... Rest in peace little yorkie angel...

How awful!! Many thoughts and prayers for your family! So very sorry for your loss!!

How devestating to read this. I am so very sorry for your loss.
It's just heartbreaking.



Hugs,

I am so sorry. How heartbreaking.

I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I just read your entire story for the first time and was elated when I saw pics of the pups from last month and all were doing well. Then I just began to cry when I read your post from today. Please know that although Rockie's life was much too short, you made it the best it could have been while she was here. Rest in peace little angel baby.

So very sorry for your loss. R.I.P Rockie

I am sorry to hear about your loss. This is so heartbreaking.