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a little lost im a little lost right now everyone is asleep in the house and my grandma just passed away ...i knew it was comming i had her in hospice ...Countrygirl and her family made room for me and all my fur babies so i could be close to grandma at the end. and im hiding on YT and cant belive i wasnt with her at the end i dont want to do the funeral home but im it just me ...its so odd when i was 24 i moved my grandma in with me and took care of her i have been acting like this was part of life and prayed for her suffering to end and now im crying and hiding im 32 wish i had someone to hold my hand through this s**t ... ok nuff said im gonna go hide in puppy love |
I am so very sorry for your loss. Keeping you and your family in my prayers. |
Oh Jamie, I'm so sorry for your loss:( |
I'm so sorry. I'm sure that your grandmother enjoyed spending so much time with you. |
i'm sorry that you're hurting. when my grandfather passed away recently (feb) i felt like you do. but i'm the person that made sure everyone else was ok. my mom, my sisters, even my aunts. i had a few tiny moments with my husband where i couldn't hold it in anymore. and finally about a month later i let all the crying out. i still have moments now where i am doing something that makes me think of him or memories we have (had) together and it stops me in my tracks. i will say that i don't know what to say to comfort you--and that is what i can offer. it made me so mad when people would say, "meant to be" or "in god's hands." they say that because they don't know what else to say. if you want to be left alone or in peace, then you hide. and when you are strong enough and ready to be with someone, then you decide when that will be. *thinking of you* tina |
I'm sorry about your grandma :( I know what you mean about feeling lost, there are some times that I feel like that too |
I know exactly how you feel. My grandparents raised me, and when they passed it was horrible. The pain will get better, and your grandmother has not left you. She will pop in from time to time to see how your doing. She would be really sad and hurt if you grieve too much, so just be happy that she is in such a beautiful wonderful place and is young once again. |
My condolences to you at such a hard time in your life. It's funny how sometimes, we want our Mommy or Daddy there to hold our hand and tell us everything will be ok....no matter how old we get. But your grandma is not suffering anymore and she knew that you loved her. Think of all the wonderful experiences you two shared and how lucky you are for having had her in your life; and how lucky she was to have you in hers. I'm sure she loved you very much. May she rest in peace. |
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Hugs to you and my condolences to your family as well. |
I am so sorry about the loss of your grandmother. My prayers and thoughts are with you! |
I'm so sorry, and I'm sorry you feel alone. We will be here for you to hold your hand, just remember that. My prayers to you and your family. |
I'm so sorry for the loss of your grandmother. |
My deepest condolences on your loss. |
I am so sorry you lost your grandmother and are feeling so alone right now. You will be in my prayers that you will feel His comforting arms around you to get you through this. Please know that we care about you and you are never alone. |
Jamie, I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma. I know she will be deeply missed. It's so hard. I lost my only grandma I've ever known 3 years ago while my husband was in Iraq. When I got the phone call that time was near the end for grandma it was New Years day and also the day my landed in Kuwait to begin his tour. I felt so sick. In fact the other day I almost tried to call her. It's still so very hard to this day. Just take it a day at a time. I'm thinking about you with deepest sympathy and you are in my thought and prayers. |
im so sorry you lost your grandma. as i read your post, i had tears in my eyes.. i know the feeling your having right now.. god bless you.. my grandma was my best friend in the whole wide world and i lost her when she was 86 years old,, too young for me... she was the best.. out of 17 grandchildren i was her favorite,, she used to refer me as ( my gina). i miss her so... just know that she loved you very much i can tell. i am here for you if you need to talk.... i will pray for you that the hurting subsides a little... hugs and kisses to you |
Thank you so much Thank you so much everyone. i am making it through the days ...yuckies are the best they know when your hurting and just stick like glue if im on the couch trying to hide they wont move untill i do zoomie get in my face and stares at me like Talk to me and start to feel the emotions rise ...i still havent cryed im still in shock and when people call about my puppies i border on rude i will have to make amends later somehow ...or not i am so scared im gonna loose it like in the grocery store in a week like i did when my dad went missing just like a wave crashing no stoping it ....i would love to pencil it in like an apointment well at some point the fur kids will let me go to the bathroom by myself again then i will know im handleing it |
I'm terrible sorry for your loss, prayers are going your way:hands: :hands: :hands: |
I am sorry for your loss. Prayers are with you! |
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