Today is my daughter's birthday!!!
 

I CANNOT believe she is 6 years old already! where does the time go? I took her to school this morning and she asked me "so, am I 6??" I said yes and she just gave this giggle and said "cool". LOL she is such a doll. I adore her.

Did I ever tell you the story about her coming into my life? I doubt I did so here goes.... :)

I was 22 and having a horrible time. I was so incredibly depressed. My entire family had gone downhill, my mother in prison AGAIN, my brother in prison AGAIN, my grandmother diagnosed with cancer and not going to make it, my father died. I was just depressed. There were times I would be driving and want to just run off a cliff. Literally. I was dating my best friend and totally in love. Well, we were living in sin and not really caring about the consequenses. We were living life and having fun. I have never been one to party or drink or do drugs or anything like that. But I did live pretty care free. Well, my mom asked if I was on birth control and I said "no, I dont have a job and can't really afford it right now". Well...hmmm....THAT made sense now didn't it?? LOL. about a month later I found out I was preggers. I was DEVISTATED. the timing could not have been worse...so I thought. I had just gotten a new job with insurance THANK GOD. I really just didn't see how that was going to work out...I was NOT ready for a baby. I was still battling with depression and just really wanted to die. Well, I got over my shock and started getting excited. Trinity's father was very excited and we just accepted it and started making plans. I was still going through depression issues but because I knew I was carrying a special life inside me, I could never hurt myself. I would find myself many times contemplating suicide but would not even attempt because of my special baby. I could never do her harm. And once she was born, I was in love. I never thought I could love ANYONE the way I loved her. And I could never do anything to hurt her. My depression went away. I had a reason to live and I had a reason to be happy.

I remember thinking to myself that even though I thought it was the worst time ever for me to get pregnant, God had a bigger plan. He knew what He was doing. He had it all figured out. I thought I was being punished for living in sin but He wasn't punishing me, He was saving me. This is why I say she is my angel. my guardian angel.

This is just another reason why she is so special to me. It is so hard to think that it has been 6 years since that time in my life. I will never forget the day she came into this world and the intense love and admiration I had for her. It will never change and it will never be forgotten.

Thanks for listening ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL!!!!!

Mandee

What a happy story that turned into!






Such a lovely name too! :D

Thanks for sharing that. What a special angel she is. Happy Birthday to Her!!

thank you :)

Wow, what a wonderful story!! Congrats to your little girl! :D

Happy 6th Birthday to your little "Angel"

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Thanks for sharing i'm glad everything worked out for the best. Happy birthday little angel:bigbdaypa

What a sweet story!! Thanks for sharing...sometimes the best feels like the worst...Happy birthday to your little angel!!

What a neat story. I have a 6 yr old daughter too. She is my little angel

What a great story!! God has a plan for everyone, and it sounds like he really did save your life :) Happy Birthday to your baby girl!!

I would give anything for mine to be 6 again. Back in the days when they were so cute and loved/liked me. :cool: They are 17 and almost 16 now. :eek:

Isn't it amazing how things change and work out. I had my son at 15 ( married at 14 ) My life was crazy too, but he was and is my reason for living. Your baby girl sounds adorable!

Angie

Happy Birthday Sweet Angel!!! Mine is only 5 but already planning her sweet 16's, really she is!! She watches the MTV show sometimes and already knows what she thinks she will want! Anyways, I'm sorry for going off into my own story. I hope your Angel has the bestest birthday ever! Please give her an extra hug from us today!!! :birthday2 :birthday2 :Birthday3 :Birthday3

Awwww....happy 6th birthday!!!

My daughter turns 13 tomorrow!! (yikes)

Sorry I missed your stry yesterday :( Happy Birthday a day late sweet one :)

You have a wonderful Mommy and she loves you so much!

Mandee Just wait till she gets older LOL At 8 Bres is all ???? about puberty and having Boyfriends:eek: