I have missed everyone Haven't been on in a while, actually can't remember last time I was on. As most of you know my mom was in the hospital for a month, and I have been having problems at work and have mental issues of my own(OCD, panic and anxiety attacks, and depression). On April 25 I had a nervous breakdown. My Dr and therapist associate most of it to my job though the other things hadn't helped. I started medical leave from work on April 28 until further notice. I have been scared to go out, shacke all the time, though it has stopped as long as I'm in my house, going places is trial in and of itself, when I go out it takes all my energy to stop from shacking to drive (my mom can't and dad's job had him out of town when we needed food the first week of my medical leave)!!! I have even been scared to go on yt, why not sure, think alot of it is the depression. Let's top it off Eric(BF in Navy on Enterprise) shipped out start of May for 6 month deployment so it will be a year before we see each other (we last saw each other New Years). He is worried about me so much, I have to e-mail him daily or every other day or I get an e-mail saying where are you? how are you? did you eat? My dr. told me I can't go back to that job and really anywhere in a radius around it. On another note Moose is now a service dog in training(SDIT). I knew she could sense my attacks but I had one at petsmart of all places(one of my favorite shopping places) Moose had her SDIT vest on which says do not touch but apparently flashes a huge red sign saying pet me and don't listen to my owner. Anyway it was about the time the dr was changing my meds so not great time for me to be out but my dad wanted me to get out with him and lil bear so we went to the one place that my dad thought would benifit me. He was walking with lil bear getting tons of ooos and ahhhs, moose and I were just walking to aisles. Well panic attacks starts couldn't move or think what to do though running out of the store screaming was my first choice. Moose ended up pulling her leash(it goes around my shoulder) so I followed, and she actually walked the store until she found my dad, she took me to him and he knew that look I have and we paided and left. Moose has been with me at joann's fabric and Super Walmart and is doing well, know if only her mommy would get better. Sorry the post is long I just wanted to let you know why I haven't been on if you have missed me. I have a lot of reading to catch up on. I have missed my yt family soooo much:( Michelle |
Hi Michelle, welcome back :) I'm so sorry you are having to go through these hard times. Hope things improve for you very soon! Big hugs from my girls :love-hug3 |
Hi Michelle! Good to hear from you. I have been thinking about you and praying for you! I hope things will get better for you. Great job Moose for taking care of your Mommy!! |
BIG HUGS! :hug: Sounds like you've had a pretty tough time. Just take it one day at a time. We're all pulling for ya.:) |
Hi! Welcome back! Hang in there!!!! You're YT Family is here!:2hearts2: |
Welcome back and hope you feel better soon !:getwellso |
Welcome back and I'm so sorry you're going thru so much....I hope when you're on here it HELPS not hinders you ....and wishing you all the best....hang in there - there is good medication and help out there and hopefully you'll find something that works for you. |
Hi Michelle- I am Jodie and my baby is Sissy. I'm new to YT in the last month. I'm sorry to hear you are having problems. Please know that you have my sincerest well wishes. I hope you find whatever it takes to help you through this. Thank God for your baby - it sounds like she is just what you need and doing well in her service training. I look forward to seeing you on many threads here. |
I was thinking about you and your Mom the other day. I'm glad you felt strong enough to come on and let us know how you are doing. I hope they can find the right meds for you so you can enjoy life again. that's great about Moose. I hope you can post some more. We are here for you. |
Thank you all. There wasn't one day I didn't have yt on my mind..thinking what the spy girls were up too if mike, eddie and jack were back on, how Villette was doing, how Cali was doing and how Muffie's mom is along with how Judy was doing. Jodie, yes moose has been a blessing. She has kept me wanting to live cause I couldn't stand leaving her and she knows just what little funny things she can do to make me smile, lil bear even sometimes joins in:) and Jodie belated welcome to you and sissy. As I start feeling better and getting the right meds I know I will once again be the yt addict that I was. Esp. since I will need breaks as I look for new jobs. We are trying to get my dad to have a family secession with mom and mines therapist so he can understand whats wrong and know he can fix it and make it go away quickly. Ps: Patti my mom is doing better she is writing down any foods that triger migraines so she will know to avoid, she did have another TIA(mini-stroke) on April 28 but she is doing better. Mom is now the one trying to get me out of the house, eating and doing things I used to love to do before all this horrible stuff happened. The Drs. think they have her meds on the right track, so atleast one of us is having meds luck:D |
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