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It's been 1 week and mommy still misses you baby I had such a good day today until now. 1 week today my Lilly was here and she passed away right after midnight. I can still see her face...all I do is cry. I just don't know how to stop it. This is for you baby girl. I love you. I ONLY WANTED YOU They say memories are golden well maybe that is true I never wanted memories, I only wanted you. A million times I needed you, a million times I cried. If love alone could have saved you you never would have died. In life I loved you dearly, In death I love you still. In my heart you hold a place no one could ever fill. If tears could build a stairway and heartache make a lane, I'd walk the path to heaven and bring you back again. But an Angel just appeared to me, And he said, "You should cry no more, GOD also loves our canine friends, HE's installed a 'doggy-door"! I know you are in heaven baby but mommy can't help but cry for you. I miss you more and more. |
My heart breaks over and over for you. Patty |
im so sorry that you are going through this (((((hugs))))) |
happy smiles to you of the memories of your precious baby.. I am very sorry you are going through this. d |
Time will help heal the pain until then sending positive thoughts and hugs your way.:love-hug3 |
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Patty ...you've been so great. I appreciate you checking on me all the time. It is a very rough night for me. I can't even sleep at night and then I wake up late in the morning for work. This really sucks...I'm just on a emotional rollercoaster. |
Gloria. Gloria. As we spoke about tonight. I know this is hard on you, just hang in there and I'm here for you. Elaine |
Gloria I promise the shock will settle in, but it does take time. Sophie has been gone for seven months, and can still remember her fragrance, her little tongue as she kissed me and especially her bark. As the months pass, fond memories will return and make you smile. My daughter called today and made plans to fly up to Seattle in October. She said "it will be just the girls", she always included Sophie as one of the girls. With a pause, we said but without the Sopha Dopha. But we have dear Charlie who adds another dimension to the relationship. Take care and be gentle with yourself. These feelings belong to you and keep sharing. Warmly, Deborah |
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There is a lump in my heart for you! I pray that things will get a tad easier when you find a new puppy to share your love with though it wi;; never REPLACE LILY! much love even though you dont know us, Vicki @ Jasper |
I know how much it hurts and wish there were something I could do. Sending you a big hug. |
I'm so sorry, It's been two months since I lost Chipper, and I still cry when I think of him. It's so hard losing those you love. I'm so sorry for your loss and I share your grief. |
My heart breaks for you. I know it's so very hard.:( |
Gosssh here is another night of crying and still wishing I had my baby here. I been fine all day and once I get to relax all I do is cry. I can't take this feeling anymore....the feeling like my heart is going to stop. IDK what else to do. My fiancee is leaving next week for 3 weeks (he's in the military) I know I'm going to feel real lost. |
Gloria, My heart is still breaking for you. It does get easier with time...I still have my "shelby spot" after several years without her...that small part of my heart that went with her. BUT...I can think of her and smile, and the pain is (mostly)gone. Remember all the people here who you can pm or im or email or call when you can't stand to be alone.... Judy edited to add: Your poem is a beautiful tribute to your baby. If only lover were enough... |
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Judy Thank you...I'm just so darn hurt. Goosshh I don't wish this feeling on anyone. It sucks to feel empy inside. |
I'm so sorry. For Lilly~ Since you'll never be forgotten. I pledge to you today- A hollowed place within my heart is where you'll always stay. |
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3 Attachment(s) I am sooo sorry for you....she was a special girl, and many of us who have lost our dogs in the past feel for you now....but know that in the next years to come you will be able to help some other poor dog in desperate need of such a good Mom as you have been, and Lilly will be wishing you to do this rather than see you hurting so bad. You will find love again, and hopefully it will all go well....you deserve it :) I lost my first dog in married life, a Bearded Collie, which we got in 1989 after being married in 1988. She died 6 years ago now....she was our first "baby" before we had our daughter in 1990.....it broke my ...and my hubby's heart - we just wanted to be with her, and still think of her often. We had Tara during Trixie's last year, and Tara would look after Trixie when she was so unwell in her last months, but after she went to heaven, we have been able to help two other Yorkies, making three, and another Bearded Collie and love them so much - each in different ways. You never forget them, and you know they are waiting for you in heaven....but the love you have to share on this earth will find it's way to help another poor soul when you are ready. Lots of love:) :animal-pa Debra x x x x pic 1...TRIXIE :tinyheart RIP pic 2...Tara, Tammy and Casper pic 3...Tasha |
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I do Judy but I still feel like something is missing. They've helped me so so much. I think I would have been worse than what I am if I didn't have them. I just miss my cuddler....thats what Lilly use to do all the time. Mimi & Timmy are always on the go but I like that too because they keep me going. Sorry to always cry on here but you are the only ones that listen. |
I hope you find some peace and comfort.Only time will ease the pain God Bless |
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Dear Gloria i know your heart is broken and it is so hard to get through it. Just know we are here for you. |
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Honestly....you never forget them, but you start to only think of the good times, and it does get easier to bear....it's early days....she was your baby, and you should grieve....I promise you it will get easier.....I just wish I could take some of the pain away until those days come. Debra:love-hug1 p.s. YORKIES 247 lost her Lilly too - yesterday....she was only 6 months :crying: |
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I am so sad for you. It is SO hard to lose one of our babies. Give Mimi and Timmy lots of extra love too. Even though they are on the go so much, remember, THEY lost Lilly too and I am sure they wonder why she isn't there. It really will help you to focus on them. I know the feelings you are having. I thought I would just die when I lost my Cairn Terrier that I had 4 16 years. That was 5 years ago and I still cry sometimes when I think of her. HUGS Sonya |
Gloria, my heart goes out to you and all you're going through. You've written such a lovely poem for Lilly. It looks like you're good at writing. Have you tried putting down your thoughts in writing, I know you're doing this at the forum but I mean on a piece of paper where you can express all your feelings in one go and express them at lenght. I don't know whether this will help you to cope but I just thought, to pour out one's feelings in writing, to verbalize what one is going through every time you feel so low might help you. In any case keep on sharing your feelings with us. This and time will help you heal. You'll see. All my love and best wishes to you. Rubi, Jennie and pussy cat Mimosin |
Prayers My heart goes out to you I miss my Keeli still and shes been gone over a yr now! You are in my prayers Tash and Tiki |
im so sorry for your loss:( |
Gloria, I am just so sorry honey :cry: My words aren't enough - I know that...but I just want you to know that I truly am VERY sorry. I think about you all the time and little Lilly as well. I have been praying for you, and will continue to do so. Big hugs sweetie :( I am so very sorry. |
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