Lilly didn't make it
 

I thought I would never post in this section but here I am. My Lilly passed away last night. I don't know what happened everything was okay. My emotions are ruined right now. Why her? I was trying to make her better. I haven't slept much all night. She passed away sometime around 12:30 - 2:00 I know I couldn't sleep....I went downstairs to sleep on ther air matress with her because we were afraid she would fall off the bed and I dosed off around that time. I woke up really scared and checked on her, I noticed she wasn't moving but her eyes were open so I thought okay she's just tired but then I picked her up and she was limb and cold. I couldn't feel her heart or her breathing. I put her back down ran upstairs to my bedroom and yelled to my fiancee Lilly is dead and then fell to the floor. We buried her in our backyard. She's in heaven now but I'm just feeling so selfish right now because I miss her soooo much already. this morning I was hoping everything was just a dream but its not. My heart hurts so bad...I can't stop crying. Today is my 11 yr old son's b-day and he doesn't even know she's gone because he was asleep. I think Timmy is starting to notice she's not here. OOOOOOHHHHHHH GODDDDDDDDDDDD what am I going to do with myself. I really do thank god I have Timmy and Mimi...they cuddled with me all night. My fiancee is really hurt right now....last night he was saying that we shouldn't had this procedure done.


Lilly mommy & daddy loves you baby! Although you were with us such a short time I gave you all the love I can give and you gave it in return. You were always on my lap and every move I made you were right there. I'm gonna miss that baby. I know you are looking at me from up above, I love you baby. I really wish you were here. I didn't get my morning kisses this morning...remember how many kisses you gave me? Oh God baby girl I miss you!

Oh no:( I am so incredibly sorry. I've been following little Lilly's story and my heart is breaking for you right now. I'm not even sure what to say.

RIP sweet little girl. We all know how much you are loved.

I am so very sorry. Tears are streaming down my face right now. Yes, you did everything you could to help her, but the most important thing is that you loved her. My prayers go out to you and your family. RIP sweet little Lilly.

i am so very sorry. i cannot imagine how you are feeling now. again, i am so very sorry

oh noooo! I'm soooooooo sorry. RIP little Lilly :( :( :(
I'm so sad
May God bring comfort to your heard, Gloria. I'm sorry

Words can't express I have very sorry I am. Bless you and your family and bless little Lily.

i am sooo sorry. Its so hard to lose someone you love so much. God bless you and your family in this difficult time. (((HUGS)))

I'm so sorry for you and Lily. You'll be in my prayers.

I am just in shock. I was so sure she would be ok.

I am so sorry for your loss. RIP sweet Lilly

OMG NO !!!!!!!!!! I'm so sorry - That's just TOO TRAGIC - I just read last night she had come thru the surgery ok :(

You have my sincere condolences....I don\'t know what to say but sending hugs......my heart is just breaking for you.


Rest in Peace Sweet Lilly

oh no :( im so sorry. i thought everything was ok. rip sweet lilly

Oh no, I am so very sorry you lost your little baby:( I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face also. Please don\'t blame yourself, you did the very best for her and gave her every chance possible. You and your family are in my prayers - may God comfort your hearts.

I\'m crying right along with you......

Rest Well Lilly....

I\'m so sorry:cry: I know you are crushed:unlove:

:cry: I am so sorry to hear this news. God bless you!