Thanks YT for all your prayers
 

I'm so numb right now and hollow inside, all I can do is cry and beg god to bring her back to me, I keep thinking this is all a big dream and she is going to jump up on my lap and give me kisses. I dont know what to do, she was such a big part of my life, she brought me more joy in that 1 year, I love her so much and dont understand why god would do this to me.

It was hard to read everyones post, my eyes are burning right now, I'm in so much pain. But I want to thank each one of you, I dont know what I would do without my YT family, you all mean so much to me. You all know how much Kloey means to me and now I just dont know how I can get through this. she still is on ice cause I cant bury her, I cant bear it.
I think were going to have her creamated so I can have her ashes. This is just so devastating to you guys, I wish she would just wake up.

I wrote Kloey a letter this morning, cause I feel so guilty, cause if I would have just taken her to the store with me she would still be here.

My dearest little angel, Kloey,
You brought me such joy in your short little life. I would hold my arms out to you and you would come over to me and stand up on your hind legs so mommy could pick you up,and in my arms you knew you were safe and loved.
The looks and expressions on your face are priceless, I will treasure them forever, I will continue to think of all the good times we have shared, all the bye bye rides we took, and you always had to sit on mommies lap.
The look on your little face when I would walk through the door, your little tail and butt would move so fastwhen you saw me, no matter if I was gone for 2 hours or 10 minutes.

Ohh baby girl, I will miss you so much, if I could just bring you back, I didnt even get to tell you good bye or that I loved you one last time. You were so little and so fearless, you had no idea that that car could hurt you, you thought everyone loved you and never would hurt you.
Baby girl, I will miss you so much, I will never forget your beautiful face, you will always remain deep inside my heart. I know your still with me, your bouncing around like a little firecracker right now.

Kloey, please know how sorry Iam for leaving you, I should have taken you with me, then you would still be here with me, baby I'm so sorry this had to happen to you, I hope you were not in any pain. I wish god would let you wake up, you will always be with me baby girl. Please know that mommy loves you. I'm just so sorry cocoa puff, I never meant for this to happen to you.

Rest in peace my precious little angel, you were a gift sent from god and I guess he needed you back.

Bless you Kloey,
I love you, mommy

I am so sorry. I think the cremation is a good idea. And don't blame yourself, please, it is not your fault.
Take care, your in my thoughts, more than you know.

I dont know what to say to you! I am at a complete loss of words! Just know that this was not your fault that it was an accident! I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Please know that we are all here for you and if you need anything just let me know.

I'm sooooo sorry for you and your family. Please don't blame yourself. I know how hard it is to loose a little one but I just want to let you know it will get better. Yes it will take some time but it will get better.

I also had my first Lucy cremated. I think it's a great idea.

Hugs and prayers for me and Lucy Too.....

Crystal

Oh Missy, my heart just breaks for you. Please try not to should've, would've, could've yourself...I know that is easier said than done, but if it weren't meant to happen, it wouldn't have...as painful as that is to accept. I did not lose my Trace to an accident, but he was a mere baby himself and I should've, would've, could've myself over and over...it is very hard not to. I to did not want Trace at the Rainbow Bridge...I just wanted him BACK. So you see I completely, totally understand your pain and grief. I am so sorry and if it were in my power....no one would ever lose a pet...including me.

as i wipe the tears rolling down my face, i just want to reach through
this computer and give you hugs and kisses... my heart is broken for you..
i feel so terrible... kloey loved you and your family.. it wasnt your fault..
you take care sweetie , we are here for you... i will be thinking about you..:hug: :hug:


lexi sends her love

Im sorry!
 

Wow! Im so sorry for your loss! They become your family you know. Anyway big hugs! You'll live through this even though its hard just try ok? :rbyorkie:

Again, I am so very very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Your letter was really beautiful and I know your little Kloey feels so lucky to have a Mom like you. She'll always be with you. RIP sweet Kloey. :rbyorkie:

Missy...my heart is breaking for you and I am so sorry for your loss. This accident was not your fault...it would have happened even if you were there...Kloey knows how much you loved her. I wish I had the words that would make you feel better...just know that there are so many people here on YT that are also feeling the pain of your loss. Hugs to you :hug:

Missy, I know one can make you feel better right now and it seems like the pain will never go away. It will in time but it is very difficult to think that right now. You need to grieve her in your own way and time and one day the hurt will be different and you will have your great memories of her time with you. Prayers and hugs go out to you.

I am deeply sorry for your loss. Please don't blame yourself. No matter what you do when GOD calls them home they go. Sending you lots of prayers and hugs.

Missy,
I too am so sorry. This was a terrible tragedy. Please don't keep beating yourself up about it. It was just her time to go, that's all. Don't worry that you didn't say good bye or give her one last I love you....she knew you loved her. She is your angel now, watching over you. We had Bandit creamated and it really helped. We have his little box on a shelf with his picture. He's still "here" with us. I pray that you will heal soon and be able to remember the good times you had. Kloey was very lucky to have you during her short life. She knew she was loved and you made her happy every moment. Keep that thought in your heart.

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:cry: I feel so bad for you. I hope the pain eases soon.:hands:

My heart aches for you
 

Missy my heart is breaking for you right now. Kloey will forever be in your heart. She is now God's little angel and will forever be watching over you and your family.

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Remember Kloey left pawprint on your Heart