Remembering my Kelli... I just felt like posting here today. Wednesday was the 2 month anniversary since we lost Kel. I can't even believe she's been gone that long on one hand...and on another it feels like I haven't seen her or gotten to hold her in forever. :( I miss her terribly and I keep thinking how I wish she was here to meet Isabella and "take her under her wing", but then I know that realistically without losing Kel, we probably wouldn't have gotten Bella. Kelli was our entire world and the light of our lives, we never thought about getting a second yorkie because she loved the attention so much. She had such a rough life, that I know she's better off now....it just hurts that I'll never get to hold her again. To those of you just losing babies, it will always be hard and you'll always remember them, but it DOES get easier with time. Isabella has been like a miracle cure with our grief. She's such a vibrant little thing and she's growing by leaps and bounds every day and it's AMAZING to watch. We felt guilty in initially looking for her, as if getting her would make Kelli think we'd forgotten her or didn't love her anymore....I'm sure that might sound silly to some, but it did go through our minds.... I know now that we just have ALOT of love to give and Bella needed a home like ours. I still call Kelli Isabella's sister, even though they never got a chance to meet....I just know that she would have loved her to pieces, too. I'm sorry if I annoy people when I respond to threads and I bring Kelli up constantly, she's just so ingrained in my memory and I will ALWAYS, ALWAYS think of her...every day. Thank you all for the support you've given me from the time we got her until the time we lost her...even until now. I appreciate it more than I could put into words here. RIP my babygirl, we love and miss you. |
Your post touched me so much and you don't have to apologize for bringing up your little Kelli....It shows how much you love her and is still in your heart....I'm so sorry for your loss....you must miss her so much. :( I've posted this before... but I want to dedicate it to your Kelli....I think it's just beautiful. Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there, i do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow; I am the diamond glints on snow; I am the sunlight on ripened grain; I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush; I am the swift uplifting rush...of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft star that shines at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry. I am not there; I did not die. ** author Unknown ** Hugs to you..... |
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Shecass, I'm so sorry for the loss of your Precious. May she RIP and have such a fun time with all her furry friends at the Rainbow Bridge until you meet again. |
Oh...I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather too ! You really had a hard few months and my heart goes out to you :( .....I'm so glad to hear that gave you a smile |
We just have days when we are reflective .... don't ever feel you need to apologize. Days of missing Kelli are perfectly normal ... if you didn't have days like this, I would worry about you! I totally understand those who lose a beloved pet and get another soon after ... it certainly helps us through our grief. What I don't understand are those who never mention the sweet baby they lost as if it never existed. You are totally normal in remembering and always know that we share your grief and you can express those feelings here! God bless you! |
I really thank you guys so much. We're coming up on the anniversary of when we got Kelli. February 19th. I still have the collar, the bandanas, her old blanket and everything that she came here with when we adopted her. Of course, when she came here, the only thing she still kept clinging to was her Miss Piggy toy (which I still have and will continue to keep in here), but everything else we bought new and she just instantly became our baby. Took her a couple days to adjust to her new home, but after that it was heaven having her with us. I know that she's happier now and out of pain from all that she was going through towards the end of her life, but I still wish I could just snuggle her and tell her how much I love her. You guys help me with being able to talk about it. Thank you. :rose: |
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