RIP Kobe 2 Attachment(s) Hi everyone. This is my second account on yt; when I first got Kobe, my username was kObEwObE, but I lost all the credentials and opened this account. On Nov 21st 2017, I woke up and found that Kobe had passed away. I was shocked and in denial at first, because I was frantic and I kept calling his name hoping he would wake up. Luckily my Mother has been there for me, because I cant even function right now (I don't even know if what I'm writing at the moment is for this subforum). Since the moment I've found him, I've cried nonstop. My eyes are raw and puffy. Every time I think I feel better, I burst in tears again. Kobe just turned 11 years old 11/10/17 and he had a collapsed trachea. He was on meds and was doing pretty good. The night before he started coughing a bit, but after all he calms down. I said to myself that if he was still coughing in the morning, I would take him to the vet. So as you could imagine I have a ton of guilt about that as well. I literally feel like a piece of my heart has disappeared and will never be restored. I've had Kobe since he was 8 weeks ago. He was like my baby. He was there during my undergraduate degree, first apartments, traveling, boyfriends, heart breaks, loss of friendships, etc. I've always known how much I loved him, but I guess the pain that I am feeling...I wasn't prepared. And I'm scared that I will never feel happy ever again. Sorry for the long rant everyone...I just needed a place to vent. Thank you. |
I am so very sorry for your loss (((hugs))) |
So sorry! We never have our babies long enough. |
Koobes Mom, I am so sorry for your loss ((( HUGS))) |
Thank you everyone |
I am so sorry for your loss! I don't know what I would do without Huey. I know I would be a complete basket case. My heart goes out to you. I cried for a year when I lost my 13 year old lab mix rescue and would still cry 5 years later when I talked about him. I truly feel your pain. |
Thank you so much everyone for your kind words. Every day I am getting stronger and stronger. The first three days were the hardest and I stayed in bed crying constantly. Now I only cry and get choked up if i talk about him, so I am still not speaking too much. But I am so grateful that 11 years ago when I first got Kobe, I found this forum for help and now after he passes, I am able to return here for emotional support and understanding. |
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I lost my 14+ year companion, Jasmine, in October. I too, was surprised how devastated I was. I knew it would be hard, but was overwhelmed at the sorrow. I can say that it slowly gets better. I still miss her terribly, but can at least function. I am so sorry for your loss. Kobe was a very handsome little gentleman. My thoughts are with you. |
I'm sorry for your loss and hope memories of sweet Kobe bring you comfort. |
Heartfelt condolences to you :( |
Kobe Kobe was a precious friend and companion. How I wish our dogs could live longer. Your heart is breaking and im crying seeing his sweet picture. Kobe is in a beautiful place waiting for you. He is running with my Spud, a darling Yorkie like Kobe. You will miss him terribly. Only the Lord can lift your spirit. He made kobe and has him . Trust in Jesus and great peace will come . |
Oh, no, I'm so so sorry for your loss of your precious Kobe. I can't even imagine. There are no good words but my heart goes out to you right now. |
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain and heartbreak you are going through. Please don't blame yourself. I'm sure Kobe was super lucky to have a great mother like you. |
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This is my first post here and I apologize if I should have posted a welcome somewhere else. Under different circumstances I would have posted a little introduction. Thanks mark Max was our baby boy |
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