Missing My Boy "Jaxy Boy"
 

I had the pleasure of rescuing my boy in 2014. He was just 7 months old.
Not trained, loved or named. I had the pleasure of calling him my boy from 2014-2017. Gone way to fast. He would have been celebrating his 4th birthday November 21, 2017.....
He fit right in with me and my other pup "Lola". He was smart and learned quickly. Such a happy boy when we would wake up in the morning until we would go to bed.
spoiled him with birthday partys, and he would even open up his presents.
As time passed I noticed he would get really excited and start honking for short periods. (few minutes) then he would cool down.
Sept 19th, 2017 it wouldn't stop. I made an appointment with his vet and she did X-rays. His trachea was severely collapsed.
He was normal and happy up until this happened.
After my vet told me that it was collapsed, I rushed him to the Emerg.
They then did xrays and gave him oxygen and sedated him to calm him down. The emerg vet told me that normally this would settle him down and he would start breathing and calm down.
It didn't work. The vet suggested to intubate him (tube down his throat) to make more room for breathing)... blood and fluid were coming from his lungs... I had to make the worst decision of my life and send him to heaven.
I am so sad, lost and my heart is broken. I miss you so much my boy its unreal. Lola misses you too and your "other momma" (my mom) and your daddy love and miss you so much!
I want to thank you for coming into my life and trusting me to love you and care for you. You brought so much happiness to our family and you sure knew how to make us laugh.
Ill never forget you, nor you scratching at the side of my bed to come up in the middle of the night. Ill never forget car car rides to the cottage and you running around like a big boy in our yard. Ill never forget your kisses and your stinky beard. Jaxy, you are missed beyond belief and Im sorry you went through this. I wanted to write a little letter to you and tell you that I miss you so much and I will never ever forget you. I will always speak of you and laugh at your silliness you brought to our family.
You are missed my little boy. Please make sure you listen to Austin. He knows everything and he will look over you until I see you again. Im positive he was waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge. Lola and I have a special spot for you with your picture on my dresser. I hope you hear us when we say good night to you every single night.
XOXO Jaxy I miss you every single day.

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Jaxy
 

Jaxy was a beautiful Yorkie with a very loving spirit. Yes he is with our sweet yorkies who have passed. I do believe in a very special place beauty beyond our comprehension that Jay is at. He will be there waiting for you. Prayers for comfort for you

I am so sorry for your loss.... :(

(((HUGS)))

Thank you everyone. Im on week #4 without my Jax....hard as hell.

Jax
 

All I know its a heartbreak when our precious Yorkie has to leave us and go to their heavenly home. Jax will be there waiting for you. I believe in the Lord who loves all His creations. He allows us to have that little gift of love for a short time. He then calls him home. I loved my Teddy. My Tuffy, Shadow and Chips. They are all there waiting for me. Jax is too. Angels are taking care of them until we go there. Prayers of comfort as you go through this hard time

jaxy
 

I am reading a good book called 7 lessons from heaven by Mary c. Neal M.D. got it at costco. P.101 are there animals in heaven? Animals are God's wonderful creations. It wold make sense that they would be in God's heavenly world. A man had a near death experience and said I feel the presence of my dog around me.other dogs appear. Dogs I once had.
Billy Graham said, God will prepare everything for our perfect happiness and if it takes my dog being there I believe he will be there!
Amen to that!
I hope these words comfort you. Sweet Jaxy is there!

Thank you so much for the sweet message. Real kind people out there who understand. I appreciate your kind words more than you know

Yes 100% they do. I'm going to look for this book the next time I go!
Thank you so much for the lovely message.
I'm so empty and left heart broken. I know my boy is up in heaven and being taken care of ;) just so hurtful on my heart

Heartfelt condolences to you on your loss :(

I am so very sorry for the loss of your Jaxy Boy. Sounds that he was a real prince charming and was as spoiled as spoiled can be. I know you are heartbroken - sometimes the kindest and most loving decision we make for our furkids is the last one.

My sympathy for your loss, I am so sorry. When you said that you say goodnight to him every single night, it brought tears to my eyes...I still say "good night, mommy loves you" to Spencer and it's been 13 years. They'll always be our special babies...

My heart breaks for you and your baby boy. I'm so sorry.

Sending hugs. Tough decision but you did the right thing

So sorry for your loss.. :(
That was a beautiful heartfelt letter to Jaxy. I'm sure he heard each word you had for him and he will be looking over you and your family over the rainbow bridge. *hugs*