My beloved Chanel, lost one month ago 1 Attachment(s) The love of my life, my beloved Chanel, died a month ago from kidney failure. It was such a shock, I didn't even know she was sick one month before she died, she was ten years old. She loved to go kayaking with me. Would love to post some great pics of her, but don't know how to post more than one at a time. She was starting to suffer so I decided to have her put to sleep, because watching her suffer was more than I could handle. A friend said she would take her to the vet for me to have her put to sleep. I said no way, because Chanel was always scared to go to the vet, and I did not want her life to end at a place where she was scared. So I had the vet come to my home, and in my arms, she was put to sleep. It was the most heartbreaking thing I have ever experienced. The only comfort I have is that at last she died in her favorite place, in her mom's arms. The house is so lonely and empty now, without her here with me. I miss her every minute of every day. |
What a precious little soul.....I know exactly what you are feeling.....as mine get older and I loose them one at a time, it absolutely kills us....and with me, I dont get through it like I used to....I now find myself crying for years after they are gone.....and when it gets quiet around here, and my mind wanders, it goes straight to my babies that have gone from me, and I cry. I hope you are able to reach a point and place in time, when that horrible, empty feeling of loss is not as gut wrenching as it is for you today, so soon after your loss. Hopefully, only the funny things, the precious moments you had with your baby, will surface and bring a smile to your heart.....she was a beautiful precious little girl....she looks a lot like my Hailee that I lost last year.... |
She was a lovely little lady......we are so sorry for your loss. |
Thank you Yorkiemom and Buddybear, every time I look at that picture of her, I bawl my eyes out. There is a little piece of my heart that died with her and will never be replaced. |
I am so very sorry for your loss. I know all too well what you are going through. |
What a beautiful girl... I can only imagine the heartache. My oldest boy is 14 and I too have decided that when the time comes I would have the vet come to my home and let him go where he's most comfortable. You did the best thing for your little angel. I hope that as time passes the pain eases a little. Best wishes to you. |
So very sorry for the deep hurt you are going through. Your little Chanel was such a precious girl. These little ones touch our lives so deeply leaving us with sweet memories to warm our hearts. We wish we never had to let them go never wanting any harm to come. But then we sometimes have to go this path for thier peace and relief from suffering. I want say it will get easier because I was one that grieved for months for my little ones. Even now I find myself still weeping for them especially if I see pictures and videos. I pray the days ahead will bring you healing with all the precious thoughts of Chanel. Sending you a hug!i know I needed hugs as I went that path too!! |
I am so very very sorry for your loss♥♥♥♥ |
I am so sorry to read about the loss of your dear Chanel. She was such a pretty little girl and she knew she had a mom that loved her. It is one of the hardest things to go through losing a pet;I still shed tears when I think of my past pets. Take a day at a time she will be forever in your heart. Susan |
Chanel What a sweet little girl she was. Having lost my girl Nikki to kidney failure I feel your pain. This horrible disease comes on so suddenly to what seems to be a healthy dog, and then they are gone. The decision is heart wrenching, but so is seeing them so very sick. I know how empty and depressed one feels and how the home is missing an essential little spirit. Yes the tears flow, but that is natural mourning, but one day the tears will give way to happy memories of your time with her. Praying your new baby boy will help you heal, and that you will have a furbabe to love again. So sorry for your loss. RIP little Chanel. Your mom will never forget you. Hugs. |
Hello Really sorry for you, so upsetting, the older we get the harder it seems for us too. She was so cute, she was in her favourite place in your arms, I have been through this too, but knowing I was holding on and cuddling them at the same time is really the niceest thing to do, hard for us but confort and love for them, kisses and hugs for you.:lovewings |
So sorry, she was just adorable! |
I'm so sorry for your loss, she was absolutely beautiful |
What a beautiful girl and such a sweet face. The sweet part of your bittersweet sorrow is she did not suffer for long and she was with the one she loved the most and in the place she felt the safest. Hugs to you. |
Dear Sharon, I'm so sorry for your loss. I think I know how you feel as I lost my beloved mini-Schnauzer in 2012 & the situation was so similar to yours. She was my precious baby & it was one of the hardest things I ever faced. May your pain lessen as you realize that you did the best thing for her. |
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