Nuada, my baby, my doggy child who I love so much I lost my baby on 25 October 2014 (between 7am and 9am), he was 4 years old. He woke me up, as usual, with happy howling, smiles and kisses. He wanted to go outside ,for bathroom needs. His female doggy friend was on heat and he refused to come back inside. This did not worry me, as all the dogs were friendly and I was used to him staying outside until he called to be let in. On this faithful morning, I went check on him (to see if he is ready to come in). As soon as I reached the gate and saw him, something inside just changed, I check to confirm my worst nightmare and there he is, laying as if asleep, but not breathing. I call his name a few times and went to touch him, but no response. Fast forward to the vet, I request an autopsy. I had no idea why he died, no bite marks, no objects in his mouth or throat, nothing...just laying there as if peacefully sleeping. 2 agonizing weeks went by, and then I received the call from the vet. The results of his autopsy showed he died of blunt force trauma to the head. I was devastated, how could this be? I loved him so much, spoiled him and did everything to prevent him from hurting himself. The vet tried to ease my pain by stating that he died not suffer, as it was instant. For 2 months I didn't tell anyone how Nuada died, for fear that they might think I abused him. The only logical explanation I could come up with, was that they were running around playing, and one of the other dogs ran him over and he bumped his head. I miss him so much, everyday gets a bit easier, but the pain of my biggest loss is still as strong as it was on the 25th. I fell in love with him the moment I saw him, he went everywhere with me, even to Cape Town on vacation. When I went to the shops, I used to come back with a treat. The hardest part for me, is going to the shops now and not buying a treat, or getting home and he is not there to greet me with a smile. Waking up in the morning and no one greets you with kisses. I will remember you for always and longer, Nuada. You were truly the best companion anyone could ask for. I love you and miss you very much.:littleang |
I am so sorry to hear of Nuada's passing. I can understand you are still heartbroken these months later...it really never goes away. RIP Nuada <3 |
I am very sorry for your loss of Nuada. As Earthangel said, "It really never goes away". I lost two of my boys (furbabies) in 2011 and I still can not talk about them without crying and feeling so much pain from them being gone. It will get better and when I start getting sad thinking of my them, I always vision a happy scene with them in heaven sitting on my fathers lap being spoiled. No pain, no nothing....Just happy in the never-ending sunshine! May Nuada RIP and you'll see him again, waiting to jump in your arms to give you all his loving. |
So sorry for the tragic loss of little Nuada. He will live forever in your heart. |
So sorry for your loss, I lost the pup of my life on January the 4th 2015. I know exactly how you feel, my prayers are with you! |
So sorry for your loss. I lost my little Dudley last June 10th and I am still crying over that time. It is almost as hard as it was when my husband died. Bless you during this time. |
I am so sorry you lost your baby Nuada. I know the pain is terrible. I hope you can eventually find comfort in the happy memories. God Bless You. |
I'm so sorry you lost Nuada. That's so devastating to read. I hope you're doing a little better now, it's the hardest thing in the world to have to say goodbye to a pup you love so much. I'll never forget what it was like losing my Minnie Bear. I got a big smile looking at your picture of Nuada on top of your laptop. Cute pictures are so priceless. |
My condolences for you and the loss of your sweet baby. Many healing prayers your way :rbyorkie: |
I am so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine the agony of not knowing the exact cause. Hopefully as time goes on, you can start to heal. I used to always worry because we get a lot a deer on my property, and they will stomp dogs if they have babies nearby. Thank goodness Nuada's death was instant, and that the autopsy could eliminate that concern. At least Nuada spent a lifetime of being well loved and cared for. I lost my Felix on Oct 25th also, and I still anticipate seeing him when I walk in my house, or when I wake up. It is tough. I find a lot of comfort knowing how much he was loved and spoiled when he was alive. I come in and read over these RIP messages from people, it helps me feel less alone in my grief, I hope it does the same for you. |
So very sorry for your loss and just know he loved you just as much as you did him... |
I am sorry for your baby yorkie. Wow in Oct 9 2014. Around 6:00am. I lost my beloved Yorkie Bella. Same month same year. 2 big dogs got into my backyard and killed Bella. My other 3 Yorkies were unharmed. I feel guilty because I wasn't able to protect her. It was dark outside. My patio lights does not illuminated my big back yard completely. I had a flashlight with me but until I reached her, it was too late. I m still crying everyday. I don't know what to do to feel better. I hope that time will cure my heart. I love this forum. Some people does not understand why I am so depressed, but my friends on Yorkietalk knows how sad it is to lose a Yorkie. Also I apologize because my English isn't perfect. |
Sorry for your loss too. That is the hardest thing to get over, the expectation that you will be greeted by a happy little dog after a long day. |
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