Roxee my baby girl
 

One year ago tonight I had to make the most difficult decision I will ever make in my life time. My sweet baby girl was found to have cancer and basically the vet said it was to far to be able to help her. She had lost so much weight in just a couple of weeks. She wouldn't eat and only drink a little water, I knew in my heart that my baby was slipping away from me and there was nothing I could do about it. Yes like most my first thoughts where to bring her home and keep her with me as long as I could. But in my heart I knew she was in so much pain and nothing the vet could do was going to make her feel any better. I looked into her eyes and I could see it was time to let her go. As the poem says my greatest gift to her was to love her enough to let her go. I took the pain so she could be let go of hers. I raised her from a 7 week old puppy until the day she died she was almost 9 and half years old. In that time she gave me more love and happiness than anyone could ever ask for. She was my little shadow went everywhere I did. All she ever ask for was her Daddy's love and that she got tons of everyday. I like most have made a lot of mistakes in my life but she wasn't one of them if I've only done one thing right in my life time she was it. I loved her spoiled her , protected her and defended her with my heart and soul. If I could give a little advice it would be to love your babies like it will be the last day you ever get to. And if you have to make that decision to put them to sleep please make the same one I did and hold them in your arms kiss them tell them you love them as they slip from this world. Roxee my sweet sweet baby girl I cant believe its been a year, I miss you as much now as I did a year ago but remember my baby girl daddy loves you and you will always be in my heart and soul ......... until we meet at that bridge my love ....................Daddy loves you

Your memory of your baby girl brought tears to my eyes. I can tell how much you loved her then and how much you love her now. I'm sure she knew just how much her daddy loved her, too. Thank you for posting your beautiful memories of your precious Roxee and for reminding us to not take any minute for granted with our little ones.

So much love! I'm in tears. What a wonderful tribute.

It is so obvious how loved your little Roxee was. My heart goes out to you, and I pray the day comes that the pain is gone and you have nothing but happy memories.

You and Roxee shared a beautiful life together, and time can not diminish your powerful love and memories. The pain of loss never goes away, but it will lessen in time. When you are able to, please consider opening your heart to another little one. Two years after losing our last Yorkie, Katie came into our lives, and she brought the laughter and love back into our lives, and she has done so much to heal our broken hearts. Some little baby would be very lucky to have such a wonderful dad.

I am so sorry. . What a lovely tribute . . . I am going through the same thing right now. I know how much it hurts. Hugs

Thank you so much for your very kind words. I will never forget my sweet wonderful little girl, but by chance I had the chance to get a sweet little boy which I named Cooper. Its almost scary how much he's like my Roxee It did take some time for me to be able to even think of the possibility of loving another little precious yorkie. Cooper is 5 months old and has took our house over already and we've had him just a little over a week. I still feel a little guilty but its not as bad as I thought it would be. I know without a doubt that my little girl knows how very much her daddy loves her as not a day went by that I didn't tell her and show her. Again thanks so much for your kind words.

Roxee was so lucky to have been loved by you and I'm sure she is happy to see that you are sharing that love with Cooper.

Such a beautiful story. Roxee was incredibly blessed to have you. I hope that the tears have now been replaced with smiles.

I'm so sorry. I lost my sweet boy on Monday and I know how difficult it is.

I so know what your going through. My heart goes out to you and if in anyway I can be of help please let me know. I know the pain is awful please focus on the wonderful memories if you can at this point I know in time the pain will ease and the wonderful memories will again bring a smile to your face. May God Bless you.

Thank you so much. You're very kind.