Wait for me, my little girl Alice
 

I found this site while looking for comfort after we had to send our baby girl Alice to the Rainbow Bridge. Now we have 4 Yorkies waiting there for us. Alice was just under 4 pounds but such a force to be reckoned with. She ruled the roost and made sure her siblings, Ziggy and Pink, knew their place. That being NOT on my lap. Every moment I was home, she had to be held. She insisted and was not to be denied. And I loved holding her. My arms have been empty for a little over a week now. It is getting a little better, the deep gut wrenching sobbing seems to have passed but my sadness seems just as sharp. I know time will heal but it hurts so bad, my heart has a huge hole, my life is so empty without her little being in my arms. She was so full of life and personality. The end seemed to come too fast. She had kidney failure and her last two days we had to force-feed her and she was so lethargic. She was a good girl right to the end. I am loving Ziggy and Pink to comfort me but they were so used to Alice being the top dog, they don't sit on my lap, they are just not lap dogs. Alice was my little YouTube star. I have some videos posted and hers had the most views. Everyone loved Alice. I can't bring myself to look at my YouTube page. I don't know if I should post that she passed or leave it. I can't post pictures now because our computer had to be nuked and I have not reloaded my pictures and videos yet. I've been reading these forums for a week now, while I grieved, and it has helped. We call our home Yorkie Town because we love them so. All dogs are great but God did His best when he created little Yorkies. I thank you for listening to me. I'm sorry if I'm all over the map but the pain is still too fresh. I know I will get better and I know I'll see Alice (and Lucky, King, and Ozzy) again. The loss of Alice hit me so hard, even I am surprised. I knew the day would come but now that it has, I'm inconsolable. Thank you again, fellow Yorkie lovers, for being there and understanding. As I heal, I hope to post more about my dear sweet babies. And pictures soon too. Long Live Yorkie Town!!! RIP my little sweet baby girl Alice. I long for the day I can hold you again.:aimeeyork

SO sorry for your loss...

RIP little Alice...

Oh I am so sorry that you have lost little Alice. She sounds so special & I know her loss has got to be terrible for you. I didn't know Alice but had one that sounds so like her. I will pray that your pain doesn't last so very long & that her love & memory which live on will comfort you more every day. R.I.P., Alice.

Thank you so much. It means so much to know others know this pain. My husband and I cried when we read your heartfelt messages. God bless your for taking time to write words of comfort. It means so much.

Keeping you in my thoughts. I have recently lost my Paris and know your pain too well.

I am so sorry for your loss of Alice. Just know that she will be keeping watch over you. You will forever have her memories in your heart .
I know the pain of loosing a precious baby, I have lost 8 and it's never easy. Each one takes a piece of my heart with them.

I am deeply sorry for your loss. I can feel the love that you have for Alice, and not even her death can take away that loving feeling and bond that you shared. I lost my little girl two years ago and her sisters a few years before her, so I understand how much it hurts. They will always remain a part of my heart, and although it still hurts without my babies, the thought of them still brings me such joy. I hope that the beautiful memories of Alice end up replacing the sadness you are feeling right now.

I am so sorry and saddened by the loss of your sweet Alice - May she rest in peace.

I am so sorry, your little Alice reminds me of our Cassie, we know one day we will hold her again as you shall Alice. Asking God to give you comfort and peace and that your heart knows she is romping and playing with all other furbabies and our loved ones gone before us. Alice was so very blessed with all the love you gave her.
hugs, from the both of us,
Jack and Patti

I'm so sorry for your loss and what you had to go through with Alice being so sick. Rest in peace sweet Alice. :)

I am so very sorry for your loss of your little Alice. I know your pain all too well. As time passes, you will replace the grief with smiles and a warmth in your heart, as you think of her and all the love you shared together.
Rest in Peace, Alice, your mommy loves you and will see you again...

I'm so very sorry. I know how badly it hurts, I lost my Sammy almost one year ago to kidney failure. It still hurts very much. Sending good thoughts, hugs and prayers to you. Rest in Peace, Alice. I hope you and Sammy are running and playing together.

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I lost my almost 18 yr old Heidi 2 1/2 yrs ago to kidney failure. She sounds so much like your sweet Alice and I know your pain is almost unbearable. I still cry for Heidi every time I think of her as will you for your sweet little girl. Alice will always have a special place in your heart that no other can replace. Rest in peace sweet baby girl and tell my girls that mama said I love them when you see them.

I am so sorry for your loss. Only times helps and nothing will ever replace that love. You will always have her in your heart. After losing one of our babies a couple of weeks ago, I can say, I know how you feel and how you hurt. But time does help. RIP sweet baby Alice.

I am so sorry for your loss. I know how much it hurts. I am sure
Alice is playing with my Korki and having a wonderful time.