RIP Sparky Just Wanna Let You Know I'm Still Thinking About You Its been a year and a half since I lost you and it doesn't really get easier. I think about you all the time and I just wanna let you know how much I still love you. I remember the wonderful memories we have. 8 1/2 years of amazing days. We should have had longer. We should have made double the memories. I promise when I see you again we'll make more than double the memories but until then I'll cherish the ones I have. I'm crying right now and I know if you were still here you would lick away my tears the way you used to when I was little and even when I got older. My 3rd birthday is definitley one of my best. I don't remember much about that day but I do remember that i wanted you even though you were the biggest and that day my heart got a lot bigger. I wish you were here right now. I wish you could comfort me the way you used to when I had nightmares or the thunder scared me. You were scared to but you always sat in front of me anyways. I know you're having fun up in heaven and I'm sure you got over your hatred of cats and made friends with Keekee but I wish you were here with me instead. I know you're not in pain anymore but I wish I could hold you one more time. I wouldn't let them take you from me. I'm sure you remember me holding you in my arms and crying and begging them not to take you.:cry: I'm sorry if I scared you. I'm sorry I had to leave you. I'm sorry for a lot of things and I wish I could make sure you know that I didn't want to leave you that day. It was the hardest day of my life. The hardest thing I ever did. Even daddy cried. I love you SO much and until I see you again I'll be thinking about you. You will live on forever in my heart. Like i used to ay every morning before school..... See you soon baby boy I love you too much!!! :love: |
I can tell you and Sparky had a special kind of love. Your words to him were so sweet and loving. He sounded like your protector and your best friend. I'm so glad you have 8-1/2 years of memories to cherish. |
It sounds like you and Sparky really grew up together, and your baby boy really taught you about love. I am so sorry it hurts you so much to be without him. I understand how painful it is and know that the love will always remain deep inside your heart. It's wonderful that you shared your thoughts with us. He may no longer be with you physically, but your memories will remain forever and so will your love. Sparky sounds like he was very special, and so do you. I am very sorry that you lost your baby boy. |
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