My thoughts go out to you. I am so sorry for your loss.

i am so very sorry to hear of your loss of little millie! i'm crying right now as i read your story. it is so heartbreaking! we just lost our best friend and shadow in life 8/29/2010 at only 6 years old from a bad bout of pancreatitis. not a day has gone by that i havent cried for her. it's so hard! i'm sending you a hug and saying some prayers to comfort you in this time! her last night was very hard, she had some terrible seizures that we witnessed and it is so difficult seeing our little loves in such pain. she was hooked up to so many things and i did not get to hold her one last time either because i was afraid of hurting her in some way, but i wish i could've held her one more time too. but love never dies. i believe she's watching over me and so is your little one to you. we will hold them again for all eternity some day! my heart breaks for you and little minnie mouse!

My heart goes out to you. May your sweet baby rest in peace.

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Tasha,
I can't imagine what you're going through. That's my worse nightmare, having something happen to my little ones! Millie would want you to be happy and sometimes memories are so hard, but the "Rainbow Bridge" is comforting, but I can't get through reading that without crying! You have the same birthday as my daughter, only her year is 1984. I know this should be such a happy time in your life and someday it really will be again! Try to keep your mind occupied, Millie will understand and she'll always be right there in your heart! You're in my prayers! Sendings lots of hugs!:rose:
Deb

I am so sorry to hear about your tragic loss. She is now resting in peace and playing with all of her friends. Millie Jean will forever be in your heart.
Rest in peace sweet baby girl.

Hi Shata, your story is very similar to mine. My little Dior was killed by a pit bull when I was walking him 2 mins from my apt. It has been 2 and half years and the pain when I think of him (which is everyday) still hurts so much. I watched my baby killed in such a vicious way and I couldnt do anything to stop the pit bull. I launched at the dog and tried to get him to lose his grip on Dior but his jaws were locked. I have two permanent scars on my knees from wrestling with the pit and I often looked at them.... The scars used to make me cry because they were reminder of the tragedy that happened but over time ( with some many caring people on the site and God)... I learned to look at the scars as a reminder of my love for Dior.
If no one understands what you're going thru I certainly do. I went thru a period of post traumatic stress .... I couldnt even focus on anything. I couldnt sleep nor just live thru the day. I loved my Dior at the same level as a child.... my grief was beyond my imagination. BUT... God has been so good to me, He led me to this site. I borrowed strengths from the caring people on this site who consistently check in on me. They comforted me only people who love their furbabies can. They allowed me to have a place to breakdown and build up. I promise.... the pain seems so intense but eventually it will get better. Please keep reaching out and let your emotions out. Crying is good at this point as you need to go thru the stages of loss.
I am here for you ... if you ever want to talk. I know nothing I can say will makeyou feel better but I am willing to listen and be here while you go thru the pain that I know so well.
My prayers are with you and I know Dior has welcome little Millie jean in Heaven! They are both free from suffering and pain ..... they wish the same for us.

God bless,
Sandy

Hello to all in the forums,
I myself after posting what happened to Millie fell out of touch for quite some time. I figured, people will read and carry on, but I was very wrong. From the bottom of my heart I want to say a very heartfelt thank you for your thoughts and prayers. Never ever, did I expect the type of response I received from members on this forum. Thank you all so much. Simply reading the responses made me start to ball so again, thank you all so much for everything. I definitely appreciate it and I know Millie would too! :aimeeyork

I had a couple of dreams about her, back to back nights actually. She just popped out of nowhere and came and licked my face. It was really great to see her again.

I plan on replying to all or most but just wanted to let everyone know how grateful I was and am for the support! :doghop::girl_hug:

I'm so sorry for your loss! I cannot imagine watching my baby struggle to breathe. I do however know what it's like to have a "baby" die in my armss, so I can empathize. Just know that one day you two will be together again. It was so quick and I'm sure she was in shock so I can bet she didn't suffer! We are all here if you need to talk. Lots of hugs during this rough time!

Chandracz,
Thank you very much for your kind words. It has been a while, but I am still struggling to let go. Some days are ok and others I struggle but I know it will get better, or at least I hope it will! Time heals all I suppose. =)