I am so sorry for you loss! I know how hard this must be! They become part of the family and when we have to make such a decision, it is very difficult. Sounds like she had a wonderful life with you! I will keep you both in my prayers.

I am so very sorry that you are going this. It is never easy to make this decision. It is one thing to know that it is the best one but at the same time in our hearts it is so painful to do. Continue to remember the love and joy you two shared as this will honor your little one. Always be assured that she knew just how much you loved and cared for her. Hugs to you. :)

I would like to thank you all for your support on this difficult moment for me. I've been too depressed to come online much. I feel like this is the only place I can come to that people will understand me besides my family. I will be pick up Lestat's cremation this Saturday. It will not be easy. I am also gonna have my fiance put a shelf up in my living room where I will place her urn, a frame that I'm still waiting to get in the mail that one side I can place her picture and on the other her clay paw print, I will probably also place her bit of fur that I got to keep in the frame also. I'm gonna look for her best picture to have it blown up so I can put on the wall. I'm also thinking of getting a tattoo of her ink paw print so I can always have her with me. I feel like I let her down by not trying to do anything to save her life. About a month ago I had already arranged to pick up my new yorkie this week and I know I'll love him and everything but now I feel like I'm trying to replace my Lestat when I not. I feel guilty getting another pet so soon but I had already left a deposit so if I dont get him I'll lose out on my money. I dont know what to do.

It has been a week since I had to put down my beautiful Lestat. Today will be an extra hard day for me as I will be picking up her ashes today. I hope I have the strenght to do this.

I am so very sorry for your loss and I know exactly how you feel.
I had to do the very same thing for my Rebel Cat about a year and a half ago and it was heartbreaking. She was 18 years old and had been with me longer than any living, breathing thing. We had been through so much together and when I noticed that she was failing ... it broke my heart.
I hope that you are able to find Peace where there is pain and I promise you that it WILL get better.
Perhaps not right away, but in the near future, you will be able to remember her with smiles and fondness .
God Bless .... :hug:

OMG! What a Beautiful cat! So sad to hear of your loss... at least you were able to help him one last time to Rainbow Bridge.... I'm sure he loved you very much.... I think he would love the idea that you've gotten a Yorkie, he wouldn't want you to be sad for him or to feel lonely...

I did get my new little yorkie, he's a cute little thing. He has helped Cookie by keeping her distracted from looking for Lestat all the time and he has also helped me too. I still miss my Lestat very very much:cry:. I placed her urn and her frame on a shelf specifically just for her which I call Lestat's Memorial. I would eventually like to get a plaque of some sort to place on the wall. I also got a tattoo of her ink paw print on my ankle so I can always have her with me.

My thoughts are with you, My yorkie is named Lestat, and i have a cat named Marius.