With Heavy Heart
 

With a very empty space in my home and heart I let my Asia Blue go to the Bridge this morning at 8:50. Asia was a very small little girl being the runt of her litter weighing only 3 pounds at three years old. After many blood test done late last night at my vets office we found that she was suffering from juvenile renel diease. Something that had shown no signs until the past three or four days. She was being hand fed by me and recieved lactated ringer every 12 hours but it just wasn't enough. In the few days that she was sick she lost 1/2 pound of her much needed weight and just became to weak to continue the fight. My vet informed me that it was very rare for JRD to effect an adult dog but due to her small size at birth (1.2 ounces) and the fact that she never did truely grow he suspected that the diease had been there all along but never showed any signs until recently.In the blood test we found that her BUN level was high which is a sign of JRD, along with the weight loss her blood sugar levels start to drop last night getting down to 48. She was given dextrose at 50% and nothing brought her levels up, her temp dropped down to 95.1 dispite the fact that she was wrapped in heated blankets her body temp failed to come back up. My vet and I did talk about other means of trying to bring her through this but in the end I felt in my heart that if would have been selfish on my part. At 8:00 am when I went to give do her morning feeding I found her not being able to hold her head up and when I looked in her eyes she just seemed to tell me she was ready. So Asia and I took one last ride together and I held her in my arms as she gently went to meet my other babies from the past at the bridge.
REST IN PEACE MY PRECIOUS BOO BOO

I am so sorry for the loss of your precious little one. I lost my little Dixie to congenital kidney failure this year. She was 7 months old and only with us for 5 short weeks. Like your angel the disease overwhelmed her tiny body and her eyes told me it was time. You did the kindest thing for her and the hardest for you. Take comfort in knowing she is no longer suffering. May you memories help you through this most difficult time. Hugs

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Bless your heart. I am so sorry for your loss.

I am so sorry for you loss and my heart goes out to you!!!

I'm so very sorry for your loss. :(

I am so very sorry for your loss. :(

I am so very sorry! What a darling little girl she was!! RIP Sweet Angle:littleang Hugs!

I'm very very sorry for your loss. I know your heart is breaking. ((( hugs))))

I'm sorry for your loss.Rest in Peace little One .

I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you in this difficult time.

My eyes are filled with tears reading this. i know how hard it is to see those eyes telling you it's time. HUGS to you!!!

I am so very sorry about your loss of Asia Blue. Bless you at this difficult time.

Hugs and healing to your broken heart! I am so sorry.

I am so sorry for your loss. You did everything you could to save the little one but it was her time to go to heaven. HUGS!

I'm so sorry for your loss.:(

I'm so sorry. I know how hard it was for you to do the right thing but, God bless you, you did. You are a good mom. May your little one rest in peace and greet you with lots of kisses when you meet again this side of Heaven.

I am so sorry for your loss of your little Asia. She will always be with you through the memories that you have of her. Day by day your heart will begin to heal. You're in my Thoughts and Prayers, Blessings to you and R.I.P. Darling Asia...Baron's Mom:lovewings:rbyorkie::bighug:

I am so sorry for your loss of Asia Blue. You are in my prayers. Take some comfort in that you did what was best for her. God Bless, Sue

Rest in peace sweet angel... :cry2:

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Precious Asia Blue, rest in peace.

I'm so sorry for your loss. Rest in peace little Asia Blue xxx xxx

I am so very so very sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss of Asia Blue. It's so very difficult but it sounds like you did the right thing for her. Sometimes it's out of our hands and we have to make that difficult choice. I too lost my little boy just over a month ago and so very quickly. May Asia Blue rest in peace.
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Iam so very sorry :( R.I.P sweet babie girl :lovewings I know how hard this is for you :( hugs :rose:

I am so terribly sorry. I can only imagine your pain and I pray that God will comfort you and heal your broken heart.

I am sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers to you... RIP Asia.