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[B] I just wanted to send a note to everyone and thank them for their kind PM's and for posting under Jersey's Memorial. Thursday was a week she is gone and I know it will take time. I keep thinking when I wake up that she is going to be here. Hubby put her stuff away for me. I'm putting pictures of the girls up and I have mixed feelings about Jersey's picture. A part of me wants to forget and another part of me feels guilty if I do. Newman was different it was a different situation and although it hurt I eventurally felt at peace knowing we did all we could and that he was no longer suffering. I can't find peace with Jersey. My husband don't understand how I can take this harder. I don't know about harder but different. I'm taking this differently then I did Newman. I feel badly because we don't have Jersey's ashes with us. I feel like I abandoned her. I was so distraught that day that hubby made the decisions and he said no to a private cremation. He told them that it was a nightmare he wanted to just forget happened. I want her pictures on the wall yet I can't bear to see her or talk about her. I can't even write anymore. I can't stop crying and I just pray to God she is at peace and that she didn't suffer when she went and that she understood how much I loved her.

Thanks again for all your posts.
Elaine

Elaine...I was so sorry to read about Jersey. I'm sure she knew how well she was loved and yes, now she is at peace.

Lots of hugs from me....I've been there. The hurt is incrediable.

You did what was best for her. She would have gotten sicker and she new you loved her.

Elaine please just remember you gave her happiness and love while she was here on earth, she had what some dogs don't get in a long lifetime. I am sure she was gratefully for what she had with your family so don't be sad but think about what you did give her.

Of course she knew how much you loved her and she is in a better place now. You shouldnt forget just give it some time...time heals all wounds

You did what you needed to for her, and it may be hard but it was the right choice. Each pup is unique don't feel guilty for mourning your Jersey different than Newman. She is now at peace playing with Newman on the other side. :)