letting Healing happen I look today on my first post about the loss of my baby girl and CG Nemo and i see how i pushed to get over it the. idea many people have that its just a pet .. did not work for me I would walk up to my door and swear i would see Kissy face sitting in her spot or zoomie would lay right where kissy would sleep on me and i would spend the rest of the night hidding out in the bathroom crying. I still feel at fault for CG loosing her baby but looking at all the post for males to try to "replace" Nemo left me feeling sick and now i have there resting spot I have planted fruit trees and flowers in this spot ... it was where the koi pond was .. and i take a moment each day to talk to them both ... i have found i need this .. and that they ment more to me than they will ever know...the karma that came back to me was if any of you recall me gifting my vet tec with a yorkie puppie since hers died after being altered well she came knocking at our door with a woman I know and a matted mess... her name is LB ...I told them no and i was not ready and they told me about LB living her first 8 month in a kennel never groomed or cared for .. so I held her and kept saying NO... well LB is still here and she chases my toes every night and when i cry she acts like an 8 month old puppie and chases my tears ... I know this was a long post but in the first few weeks/days hrs .. Yorkie talk helped me breath so this is a Huge long winded thank you Ladies and a few gents for you kind words and loving suport |
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Patti and Jack and girls. |
I know that it must be very hard to think about opening your heart but with each day, it will be easier. LB has found you and you, her. Things have a way of working out. Let each of you heal each other and may the both of you share many, many happy memories. Hugs to you and LB. |
((((((((((hugs))))))))))) I think that you and LB were meant to be together, you will heal each other:love: |
im reaching out and huging you...:hug: |
You need LB as much as LB needs you. Hugs to you both! |
I found this site last night when I just felt completely confused and lost. I lost my baby almost two weeks ago, and just got another one yesterday. I felt all of the saddness and loss come back to me seeing another tiny baby in my arms. All of the kind posts and private messages have been so comforting. Just like it sounds like LB was for you I have found that I was drawn toward Monty for a reason as well. Best of luck to you and LB!! |
I am so very sorry for your loss and I believe LB needs someone just like you to help get over that terrible beginning in her life. What an Angel you are to slide your pain aside and take on the responsibility of loving another. God bless you and LB and I hope you have many wonderful years together. |
Sending warm healing wishes your way... |
It was so sweet of you to post on my Crystal's Memorial and I am so sorry that I missed yours. The pain goes so deep doesn't it, and I like you wake up in the morning with a picture of my playful little girl as much as saying 'come on mom, lets play we have such fun together' in that cute little stance with her head near the floor and butt up in the air. I am so glad you have opened your heart to another and I know someday I will do the same, I can't live without one. We will ALWAYS love the ones that have gone before and NEVER forget them but I'm sure they will feel an honor that we can go on loving both. My prayers are with you and wish you a part of your heart fills with great happiness. Hugs, Joan |
I miss my babys today i just was kinda depressed i have done so good the past few weeks and today i layed down for a nap and just cryed my kissy crissy face so much she was my little chunk chunk i was just thinking of how i would talk to her and she would try to awnser me with her paws and her sounds i wish i would of taken time out for more pics with my little Funny face Lb is a great little puppie and a great toe biter but I miss my Kiss Kiss |
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