| mblab | 07-04-2008 05:56 AM |
First of all, I'm so terribly sorry for your loss!
Speaking from unfortunate experience, when you bring a dog into your family, they become a family member and their loss is as tragic and painful as any other family member's loss would be. When I was a child my first dog was run over by a car, as my father walked her in our yard (attended but not leashed). It was horrible and soon afterwards my grandparents gave me a new puppy. I too, made sure that she was not a replacement, as that's not possible. But instead, this new little one is the embodiment of all of the love and compassion you still have to give! In time the pain will lessen and you will be able to look back and think of John Wayne and the good times, without feeling the pain of his loss so vividly.
Do not feel guilty and do not feel as if you don't deserve a second chance! If nothing else, remind yourself of the wonderful life he lived, and the goodness you were able to provide for him! People (and animals) come in to our lives for a reason, while no one wants to see them go, sometimes they do and you just have to simply know that too was for a reason. I most certainly believe that he is in doggy heaven, looking down and smiling at you and your family.
Know that my thoughts are with you and if you need someone to talk to or just a virtual shoulder to cry on, there are people (like me) that are here for you! | 