oh my goodness. I am so very sorry for your loss.

I am so very sorry for the loss of your 2 precious pups. Our thoughts and prayers are with you during this very sad time.

Wendy.. I am just checking in to see how you are doing right now..please take care of yourself.. I know it is so much easier said then done..

Do you live in the country.. I am thinking you need to get a new baby to make you feel that you have something to get up for.. I know we are all different.. some cannot bear the thought.. I personally would need a new baby for a distraction.. some one to cuddle and love and keep me busy from thinking..
I also want you to know I lost a 5 year old that fell off the bed she slept on for three years.. just a freak.. I was guilt ridden also.. then I lost a 5 year old when the vet gave him his needles.. same on he had a reaction to the year before.. at the time.. I did not think it was up to me when his chart was ever so tiny.. he had not been a sick dog.. so I left it to the vet to know what he was doing.. again the guilt I wore.. I learned that now I tell my vet what to do and what not to do..
But getting a new yorkie each time.. was all that saved me and kept me going.. for I wanted to die inside..
If you live in the country and get a new baby to love.. make a sheltered gated area. I know my friend in florida does this.. and she made a roof for it also..
Not sure if I helped you or not.. but have been thinking about you so much...sending prayers and big hugs..anne

oh my! I'm so sorry! That is so sad! :(

I am so sorry for your losses. My heart breaks for you. Please accept my hugs and prayers that I am sending to comfort you at this time. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers in the days ahead. Again.. I am so sorry.
Hugs,
Mary

My heart just aches for you. I know that you probably struggle to take any comfort from our words right now. But know that your babies are warm and happy waiting until the day they are reunited with you. They would love to kiss your pain away right now.

It is hard to believe that although we know their time with us isn't long, we still completely bare our hearts and souls to them anyway.

I hope that when the time is right, you'll allow another baby into your heart and home.

Hugs and prayers to you tonight.

im so sorry for your loss! I too lost my baby this year! It was really one of the worst things that someone can feel! i mean you literally feel like your heart has been ripped out and you feel hopeless because you cant change anything. Its going to really hard just find things to do in your spare time to help you not to cry. Or you can do like me and just cry cry and cry till you just stop. i again am sorry this happened!!!! if you need anything let me know

My prayers follow for them and you ~ so very sad :lovewings

So sorry for your loss

I am so sorry to hear about your babies. Very tragic. They are together at the bridge. Take some comfort in that. Try to take care of yourself. As someone mentioned maybe a new pup could fill the void. But I know your babies could never be replaced. But it might help you to have something new to cuddle with, not to forget your babies. But to love thru your grief.
Again I am so very sorry.

Sorry for your loss...
 

I'm so sorry for your loss... I cannot imagine lossing any of my babies, I know we all have to deal with this but....:( My heart is crying for you.
Cindy

Thank you so much for your heartfelt message. This is now 5 day's into this nightmare. I am truly concerned of my mental well being. I can't look outside without thinking about their last moments. Tess was found. I could tell her I loved her and give her a place to rest. Bennie was not found. I obsess about what he may have gone through. Yet, at the same time, I keep looking at every piece of landscape thinking He will some how miraculously be at the door. I do live rural. I am very aware of the wildlife. I am so cautious. My husband just opened the door Monday evening to get something form the car and they saw a rabbit. That quick out of view and a scream. I lost my best friends. I will one day fill my heart with a new baby. I will insure that a safe area will keep the innocent one from ever being another fatality. Thank you for your prayers. This is still very raw. Wendy

How are you?
 

Hi Wendy, I am checking in on you to see how you are? I know I feel like my heart is torn apart in million pieces and its been almost 4 weeks.... but you are not alone... I feel everything you do. It helps to write...... but the pain is no less.

Just want to drop a note to tell you I care and May the Lord help both of us thru this difficult time. I read something last night and wanted to share with you

Letter to God:
Heavenly Father,
My heart is breaking . It feels as I lost everything-- my hope, my courage, my joy, my life. The hurt presses on my chest until its difficult to breathe. Surely, the feeble ghostly voice that comes out of my mouth belongs to someone else. My legs seem quite unable to support my body. My friends gather around. They mean well, but their words seem hollow and empty. They can't possibily comprehend my loss. I feel cut off, isolated ruined.
I offer all that is left of me-- and that seems like very little-- to You as a sacrificial gift of praise. My Lord. Take my exhausted body, my numb emotions, my salty tears, and help me release the burden of my grief into Your waiting arms. Amen

Letter from God:
My Precious Child,
I see your tears, I hear your sobs-- those can be heard by human ears and those that cannot. Take my hand, and together we will walk through the hours, weeks and months ahead.
I promise to be there when you need Me the most and also when you need Me the least. That means that I will be there for you "always". I will never leave you. I am aware of every tortured breath, every painful regrets, every angery thought-- and I am here to comfort and uphold you.
Slowly but surely I will restore your hope and return the song to your heart. Though you can't believe it now-- one day you will wake up and find that your salty tears have been transformed to joy unspeakable and full of glory!

Hangin there.... Sandy

Heartbreaking story to hear. I am so sorry for the loss of your babies.....

Hi Wendy - How are you?
 

Just checking in on you again.... how are you? I hope you are hanging in there and able to take care of yourself.... I am struggling at times but I am trying very hard to get back to my usual routine but even that seems hard.

May the Lord watch and comfort over you. He will heal our hearts while we await for our little babies to come back! I don't care others think this is a silly idea.... but isn't that what we call FAITH and BELIEVE!

I pray for you to get stronger and I am here for you....