My heart is breaking for you. You have my heartfelt sympathy. You will rejoin her when the time is right at rainbow bridge as will all of us who have lost one or more of our beloved friends. God Bless, Sue

Im so sorry for your loss. RIP sweet baby.

I am sorry for your loss
 

I am so sorry your heart is broken.....

I am heart broken for you.
 

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Reading your story makes me want to cry as my heart is breaking for you.

May God help you through this tough time and help heal your broken heart.

I am very sad for your loss. I know exactly how you feel, it is so hard to cope with. Prayers and hugs I am sending your way.

I am SO grateful to all you lovely people who have sent me your good wishes and prayers. I am so lucky to have come across a site with such wonderful people.

Well, it's a week today since my baby died and it still hurts so badly but my tears have dried a little. At times now I think of little things she used to do and I smile. But then I think of the fact that she won't do them again, and I cry. My emotions are all over the place. Today (friday) I've been counting down to the one week anniversary of her death and I just know I'll be crying again when that time comes (2.45am). I took a little video of her just three hours before she died and she was walking around in her little hoodie, which I had bought to keep her warm, and I can't stop looking at it. I just can't believe she was dead just three hours later.

And the last few nights I've been dreaming about her. One night I jumped out of bed because I thought I heard her get sick, and I rushed to her aid. But then I woke up and realised it was a dream. The next night I woke up in a panic because I couldn't hear her breathing - again a dream. I don't know what's happening to me.

But as you all say, time will hopefully make it easier. She will always be in my heart as the most devoted friend I've ever had. She never ceased to be happy to see me, even in her last days. I'm not ashamed to say I loved her more than almost everything else in my life. She was a special girl and I thank her for making my life so happy.

Thank you all so much again. I will post again soon and let you all know how I'm coping. Love to you all xxxxxx

so sorry for your loss. its hard to think about the memories you have made with your baby right away and only time will heal. when i lost my brother in 06 it was very hard to think about but as time went on the memoreis that you have make you feel better and i hope you start to feel better when you feel you are able to do so. i know you gave her a wonderful life and more and thats all you could do. best wishes

Thanks for popping back in to let us know how you were coping. Big hugs for you!! :hug:

Maggie, i'm glad you are hanging on. you will always remember your precious baby and that's a good thing. the nightmares will go away as you begin to heal, in the meantime know that i'm praying for you. peggi

I'm so sorry about your baby - sending prayers and well wishes your way.

I am so sorry you have lost your Pixie. I had a Pixie once and she was very special to me as well. We are sometimes surprised by the loss of a person to a disease or heart problem, and they can talk and tell us how they feel. How could you possibly know, the vet didn't even catch it. I'm sure Pixie had a wonderful life with you and is watching over you now and not wanting you to grieve too much.

Good thoughts coming your way,

So sorry for you your loss.

Bless your heart! I am so sorry for your loss! I will keep you in my prayers.

So sorry for your loss, I tear up just hearing the rawness in your post. You will never get over losing Pixie but the pain will dull in time and all the funny little stories will emerge and you will embrace the positive effect Pixie had on your life. You had a wonderful 12 years with Pixie, hold onto that and then you may be ready to love another baby. You were a wonderful mommy and I'm sure there is a little one out there waiting for you. Bless you.