I'm so sorry for your loss, I am crying with you. I lost my Evey suddenly on Valentine's Day and didn't know she was so sick either to liver disease. At least you were with her when she passed and she was not alone. Sending you love and hugs.

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I am so sorry for your loss sweetie
I lost my Lea 4 weeks ago now.
Very suddenly...
It will get better...little by little but still hurts everyday :(
You can keep busy during the day.
But the night time is when it really hits you
Im saying prayers for you
PM me if you'd like

Sweet Pixie
 

Sending you healing thoughts for your broken heart. It is a journey that we don't plan on traveling alone. Pixie is not alone at the Rainbow Bridge ~ it is always comforting to me to picture our beloved pups snuggled together as the sun sets so they are not afraid of the dark.

Warmly, Deborah

I am so sorry for your loss. May your heart heal with time and your memories be sweet.
Thinking of you today.

Sheilagh

My heart just plain hurts for you. I was on my way to bed and took one last look at YT and found your thread. I will say some prayers to help heal your heart tonight.

I read a passage in a book once that talked about how we give all of our love to our dogs fully knowing that we will outlive them and will endure unfathomable pain. But we do it anyway - because they are completely worth it, because they are the "souls" that we wish we could be, and because we learn so much from them in their short little lives. When the pain starts to subside, embrace everything that you learned from and cherished about your baby.

Big hugs from our house to yours.....

So very sorry for you loss. It is never easy to lose a furbaby but be assured that she knew you loved her very much. She was able to wait to say good bye with you holding her in your arms. Celebrate the many, many memories you have her and always remember the joy she brought you. :cry8: :rainbow:

I'm so so sorry for your loss.....:( :( our lives can change in an instant but at least you were holding her....it doesn't make it easier I know, but she went to Rainbow Bridge knowing your love.

You have my sincere condolences, hugs and prayers

I am so very sorry for your loss.

It sounds very similiar to my girl Heidi (14) I lost her last year..I know what you mean when you say you felt physical pain..my chest was heavy for days.
It DOES get better with time..i still feel very sad when i think of my girl..she was with me for 14 long years and i am so very grateful for that..i have pictures of her all over the house. I now have my little baby girl Pixie, and she is the joy of my life..i cherish her and i hope to god that i will have 14 or more years with her too.
hugs to you..pm me anytime.
Kerry & Pixie.:aimeeyork

Oh Maggie, my heart breaks for you. I do know what you are going through. It's been amost 3 years since our Bandit died. I'm glad that you found YT because I don't know how I would have gotten through losing Bandit without it. This is the place you can come to and talk about Pixie. Share some of your best memories. Soon the good memories will out weigh the bad and you will start to heal. Pixie is not alone, don't torture yourself with that thought. Her little body is in that grave, but her spirit, the part of her that made her the Pixie that you love, that part is running free at Rainbow bridge. She is not suffering anymore and she died knowing how much you love her. I always say we shed one tear for each puppy kiss we got. It will get better, I promise you it will. Just be patient, and don't be afraid to come here and just talk about her. You are in my prayers.

I read a passage in a book once that talked about how we give all of our love to our dogs fully knowing that we will outlive them and will endure unfathomable pain. But we do it anyway - because they are completely worth it, because they are the "souls" that we wish we could be, and because we learn so much from them in their short little lives. When the pain starts to subside, embrace everything that you learned from and cherished about your baby.

That is so beautiful. I too have lost a beloved furbaby so please know you are not alone here Maggie, Hugs and prayers you will find peace when your heart is ready.

Elizabeth
Duncan and Piper

I am so sorry for your loss. That is a heartbreaking story. I'll keep you in my prayers.

I am so very sorry for the loss of your beloved long-time friend.

Prayers for healing and peace...

I am so sorry for your loss. I know that losing one of our little ones can be the worse pain that we will ever have to go through. My heart is breaking for you. I will keep you in my prayers now and always.

hugs
Mary

my darling is gone
 

i'm so sorry for your loss. a sudden death is so hard to handle the pain is so acute that no amount of words can comfort you. i have lost 2 yorkies in car accidents and imo the best thing you can do is get another yorky as soon as possible. you will have to realize that a new dog will have different personality but will stand in tribute to Pixie that you want to live with another one of her kind. warm, gentle hugs to you as you grieve.
peggi:

My heart is breaking for you. You have my heartfelt sympathy. You will rejoin her when the time is right at rainbow bridge as will all of us who have lost one or more of our beloved friends. God Bless, Sue

Im so sorry for your loss. RIP sweet baby.

I am sorry for your loss
 

I am so sorry your heart is broken.....

I am heart broken for you.
 

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Reading your story makes me want to cry as my heart is breaking for you.

May God help you through this tough time and help heal your broken heart.

I am very sad for your loss. I know exactly how you feel, it is so hard to cope with. Prayers and hugs I am sending your way.

I am SO grateful to all you lovely people who have sent me your good wishes and prayers. I am so lucky to have come across a site with such wonderful people.

Well, it's a week today since my baby died and it still hurts so badly but my tears have dried a little. At times now I think of little things she used to do and I smile. But then I think of the fact that she won't do them again, and I cry. My emotions are all over the place. Today (friday) I've been counting down to the one week anniversary of her death and I just know I'll be crying again when that time comes (2.45am). I took a little video of her just three hours before she died and she was walking around in her little hoodie, which I had bought to keep her warm, and I can't stop looking at it. I just can't believe she was dead just three hours later.

And the last few nights I've been dreaming about her. One night I jumped out of bed because I thought I heard her get sick, and I rushed to her aid. But then I woke up and realised it was a dream. The next night I woke up in a panic because I couldn't hear her breathing - again a dream. I don't know what's happening to me.

But as you all say, time will hopefully make it easier. She will always be in my heart as the most devoted friend I've ever had. She never ceased to be happy to see me, even in her last days. I'm not ashamed to say I loved her more than almost everything else in my life. She was a special girl and I thank her for making my life so happy.

Thank you all so much again. I will post again soon and let you all know how I'm coping. Love to you all xxxxxx

so sorry for your loss. its hard to think about the memories you have made with your baby right away and only time will heal. when i lost my brother in 06 it was very hard to think about but as time went on the memoreis that you have make you feel better and i hope you start to feel better when you feel you are able to do so. i know you gave her a wonderful life and more and thats all you could do. best wishes

Thanks for popping back in to let us know how you were coping. Big hugs for you!! :hug:

Maggie, i'm glad you are hanging on. you will always remember your precious baby and that's a good thing. the nightmares will go away as you begin to heal, in the meantime know that i'm praying for you. peggi

I'm so sorry about your baby - sending prayers and well wishes your way.

I am so sorry you have lost your Pixie. I had a Pixie once and she was very special to me as well. We are sometimes surprised by the loss of a person to a disease or heart problem, and they can talk and tell us how they feel. How could you possibly know, the vet didn't even catch it. I'm sure Pixie had a wonderful life with you and is watching over you now and not wanting you to grieve too much.

Good thoughts coming your way,

So sorry for you your loss.

Bless your heart! I am so sorry for your loss! I will keep you in my prayers.

So sorry for your loss, I tear up just hearing the rawness in your post. You will never get over losing Pixie but the pain will dull in time and all the funny little stories will emerge and you will embrace the positive effect Pixie had on your life. You had a wonderful 12 years with Pixie, hold onto that and then you may be ready to love another baby. You were a wonderful mommy and I'm sure there is a little one out there waiting for you. Bless you.