Thank y'all so much for all your kind words. I will always think about my precious baby...loosing him at just 18 months old was very hard for me. I think loosing any of my babies will be hard and very hurtfull, but so much more when you've had such a short time with them. I will always cherish the moments we spent together, I try not to dwell on our last moments, they were very hard and in the end he didn't know who we were, the sparkle in his eyes had disappeared and we had to let him go. It always brings tears to my eyes when I think about that last week and the last few hours, it rips at my heart. I love him so dearly and miss him so much, my heart will never be whole again, not till I see him again.
Until we meet again baby...mommy will be thinking of you and missing you everyday. |