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I'm so sorry for your loss. Your posts are heart wrenching, your pain is so strong in your writing, my heart breaks for you. I'm sooo sorry. :( That is a beautiful picture. |
Ah Dena, reading your last post makes me start crying all over again for your baby girl, for you, for Gracie and Ceci's loss, for your childrens' loss that they are yet to learn about. I so understand sweet Lady, how you feel. Your body, like your heart, suffers Natalie's passing; it reflects on the outside with the hives, the retching, the utter pain that is gnawing inside, with your grief. You did everything for her Sweetie, but what ailed her was just too great for that tiny little body. :rose::rose:FOR OUR SWEET ANGEL NATALIE::littleang "God saw the road was getting rough, The Hill too steep to climb, So he gently took your heart to his, And said, "May peace be Thine". ":tinyheart:tinyheart:tinyheart:tinyheart I grieve for you baby girl,:( Lauren |
Dena your last post has me crying. Poor sweet baby natalie. That picture was beautiful. She knows how much you love her. You did everything you could. God needed that tiny Angel.....She is waiting for you..... |
Dena, I feel your pain in your last post and it is just heart wrenching. I have not met you or Natalie in person but I have enjoyed getting to know you both through email. I could feel how special Natalie was through your emails and the pictures you sent and how special you are to care for such a sick little girl. I can only imagine what you must be feeling now. I kept asking myself all last night and today, "why now, when Natalie was doing better" but there probably isn't an answer to that. I just keep looking at the Christmas pictures you sent me and am glad that I met Natalie, even though the pain of her loss hurts right now. Her pictures always make me smile. We are here for you and will be thinking of you. Colleen |
I hate to admit that there are times I try not to read this area because I just know that it will break my heart - and this is one of those times. I am just sick about Natalie. God Bless you little darlin... |
Im so sorry for your loss, RIP sweet baby girl. |
I just saw a post in the general forum asking how Dena was since Natalie's passing and was shocked ..... Your pain is understandable and your love for Natalie is clearly evident in your posts.....all of us here at Y.T. are here for you to talk and listen to..... Please know we all feel your pain with you...... |
i'm so sorry for your loss of little natalie:( |
Dena, Our Thoughts and Prayers are with you and you're family. Natalie will forever live in you're heart. :hearts-xx :hearts-xx :hearts-xx |
omg! im soo sorry! i am praying for you dena!!! |
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I am so sorry for your loss. You are not alone in feeling this way. I have lost 2 little guys before and I know it is so very hard. You will not forget, but as time heels, I hope you feel a little better. She is safe in God's arms. |
Rest in peace little girl, knowing you were loved while you were here. |
i am sooooooooo sorry!! i am just now reading this..and my heart breaks! i truly am so sorry and i will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!! lil natalie IS with the angels..you dont have to worry about her!:( feel better love!! xoxox. |
I am so very sorry to hear of baby natalie's passing. But know that she is with the lord and won't be suffering any longer. I know it's hard right now but in time it will get better. I know you don't know me that well and I don't live that close but please know if theres anything i can do for you please don't hesitate to ask me.! Baby natalie will be greatly missed on YT. she was a precious princess! |
My heart breaks for you. I can't imagine what you are going though. I never got to know you here personally on YT. I send my condolences to you for Natalie's passing. |
My deepest condolences. :cry: |
This makes me cry every time I see it in the New Posts area. I'm sorry for your loss Dena. I don't know you that well and didn't get the chance to meet little Natalie, but you both touched my heart. RIP Precious Natalie!!!:angel2dl: :2hearts2: |
Dena,:hearts-xx Just checking in here to see if you had posted. I am here for you Hon, we all are. Please come talk to us. We understand so much what you are going through. Please know how much we care about your hurting heart. Warm hugs, Lauren:hug::2hearts2::2hearts2::hug: |
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I just now am seeing this thread ... I am so very sorry for your loss of Natalie. I am so very very sorry. :( |
1 Attachment(s) I feel like such a fool..... Of course, it's normal, and expected - to be saddened by the loss of a pet... or anything we love..... Gosh, a job - a relationship - any part of our lives that we no longer get to share.... But never, could I ever fathom that my heart would ache with such intensity... My roommate is a nurse... so in my recent "haze", I didn't think much about it when she drug me back to the hospital yesterday.... I figured she knew what she was doing... come to find out, my appointment was with a Psychotherapist ... (though I should have known the influence of her mother, a psych nurse, had some involvement!) Anyway.... after a couple hours of my tears, ranting and echoed ad-lib's of how "FINE" I was.... evidently she felt I'd be best served with a script for Cymbalta..... Good Lord! Am I THAT crazed with the loss of my little Natalie?? That I can't even FUNCTION without medication???? <<sigh>> Clearly.... I am.... Ironically, without my ever mentioning it to anyone, I received a very touching PM just this morning, from a caring YT member who told me that maybe going to the doctor for something to "help me cope" would be a good idea... and could be a welcome source of comfort in getting through. After that, I suppose I began to feel a little less embarassed in "needing" it... (so I want to thank that member, so very much...) I still have the hives - though I think they are beginning to subside.... I slept some last night, I'm sure with some assistance of the medications... and about 3am this morning, I was able to put away the rest of Natalie's things... I keep telling myself to "Get a grip!! - - She was a DOG!!" - - - but she wasn't JUST a dog to me.... would it be sad to say that she was my BEST FRIEND??? I mean, what does that say for my life?? That a DOG was the best friend I had??? But she was even more than that.... she was my baby..... and we fought so hard together to make her well..... I thought we were almost there!! All these other little furfaces running around here.... jumping up for me to hold them.... trying so desperately to get my attention...... and I just CAN'T give it!! Poor Gracie... and Cessy.... and even the big dogs.... I know they're probably going through something too - and they don't understand why I'm not able to be close to them..... and maybe I'm horrible.... but I just can't bear to touch them..... I just don't have anything left to give! It's been four days..... it feels like only hours ago, I lost her... Am I being histrionic?? Maybe.... My daughter called last night... to tell me that she's giving my only grandson (who just turned a year old on Christmas day, the day I lost Natalie) - a new baby sister or brother.......... I couldn't get excited for her.... and I'm sure I hurt her because of it.... She's an exceptional mom and I know she and her husband are thrilled with the news. I am happy for her.... I feel horrible for not being able to show her... I'm a fairly intelligent person... I know the "stages" of grief and what must be in order to get past it... I'm aware of the reality of the day to day and how one must, if even forcibly, take the time they need to experience each and every emotion that comes... and then finally, tuck the memories into a safe place inside you - - and go on... I know all this.... and try to abide.... yet when you are the one experiencing it... there is such a substantiated need to dismiss intelligence .... and just curl up and cry.... Here is my memorial video to my girl.... It's a little small on the page, but if you click on the box in the video player, like the screen-shot posted below, it will bring it up in a larger screen for viewing... The words of the music I chose, just pours out what my heart is feeling... I hope that by sharing this with so many who have cared for her, I will be one step closer to letting go of the pain of losing my precious Natalie and rejoicing in the knowledge that she is no longer holding on to the weakness and struggles that embodied her vivacious and oh so loving soul... http://uncutvideo.aol.com/users/mom2...f1fb94?index=0 |
That video is soo sweet, it brough tears to my eyes:(. Im praying for you. |
Dean, that is just beautiful and I bawled through the whole thing:cry: Let yourself grieve, hold your other babies close, as you need each other right now:unlove: When my Starr died, I was beside myself, I could not eat, sleep, or function for days. I know how you're feeling, and I also know that you will get through this, just as I did, and you'll be okay:love: Lean on us, your YT friends. Everyone here really helped me to get past my grief and be able to smile at memories of my baby girl. Natalie was so lucky to have such a wonderful Mommy, and I know she wouldn't want you to not enjoy other things in life now that she's gone to live with Our Father. (((((((((((((((((Dena)))))))))))))))))))))) |
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Oops, I see I said "Dean", it was too late to edit, sorry DENA!!!!:love: |
omg that video has me bawling! The way she looked at the camera reminds me so much of London, idk they look alike. :( We are here for you Dena,i am just so sad. She was such a precious tiny girl. |
Oh Dena your video was beautiful! I\'m so sorry you\'ve lost your baby. I can\'t say that I know how you feel because I\'ve never lost a baby. Jamie is my first. But I can tell you that I already know that I would be DEVESTATED if something happened to him. So you take the time that you need to ease the pain. And feel no shame in taking something to help you with the grief because even the very strongest of people need help sometimes. Pain is pain and the heart knows no difference between the loss of a human or the loss of a pet. All my love, Misty |
What a beautiful vidoe of your precious baby Natalie:( :( I am sorry for your loss:( |
Oh Dena, How presious and beautiful, iam crying with you, I know how special she was to you, she was to all of us, Iam so happy to see you talking about her even though it brings such sadness:( HUGS to you :lovewings may God help to heal your heart. |
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