emotionally distraught
 

As some of you may remember I lost my sweet little baby Kosmo just 3 1/2 weeks ago on March 2nd to Yorkshire Terrier Encephalitis, and to me it still feels like yesterday. Anyway this past Monday the owners of Max, Kosmo's little brother, the male from the litter I had in October, called and asked if they could return him, apparently it wasn't working out, of course I told them yes, after all he is one of my precious little babies. He has been with us a few days and I can't help but feel even sadder when I look at him, because I know that his transition would of been so much easier for him had Kosmo still been here. My other 4 yorkie babies are 4 and 5 years old, so they look at him like he's crazy, he's just so full of energy, running all over the place and jumping at them wanting to play. I know they will warm up to him eventually, it's just hard right now, knowing that Kosmo was always ready to play with everyone, afterall he was still a puppy at 18 months old. I don't know if I'm asking for advice, as I know it will take time. I guess I just needed some place to spill my emotions other than at my husband, he has been wonderful about everything.

I'm going to PM you

Sometimes all you need is to spill here at YT. I hope you feel better soon :)

I look at life this way:

Everything happens for a reason, you may not understand it today, or even tomorrow, but it will happen and then you will understand why and it will be ok ;)

That almost seems like fate doesn't it?
That he should arrive to make his own little space in your heart when you are still so very upset with losing poor little Kosmo.
He's obviously happy to be home with you, I hope he can help you smile a little again.

:aimeeyork :animal-pa

You can always come to YT for support and understanding. It sounds like Kosmo knew that you needed some comfort and sent Max back to you. Hope he can bring a smile to your face and help your healing.

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your little one. I believe that Max came back to you for a reason. The best thing for him and the best thing for you. I'm sure he is comfortable being back with you even though Kosmo isn't there because he remembers you and his first home. He came back home to give you lots of little puppy love and puppy kisses that only he can give you.

hope you get to feeling better soon...

Who knows, maybe Kosmo had a hand at getting his brother back to you because he knew you are so sad. That little puppy needs some TLC from you now and you need it right back. Your other fur-kids will eventually accept him. ;)

Chloe and I are sending lots of hugs right now!

I agree with the above poster who said that Kosmo sent Max back to you. He's looking out for you & wants you to be happy. :)

I hope you start to feel better soon.

I think it is hurtful for you because, even tho you love him, he's there and Kosmo isn't. The psychology of our minds doesn't always equal common sense, but I think I understand sort of how you feel. I'm thinking of you. I hope he helps fill the big ol' hole left in your heart. Maybe someone upstairs knew you needed another baby to love and made arrangements so you could have him back.

Spoken beautifully. I agree. You both need each other at this time.I believe God does work in mysterious ways and this was his way of making your
pain less and giving Kosmo's brother a mommy who really loves him and will
take care of him.
I do hope this little one can ease you pain and open your heart up
to love again.