I am so sorry for your loss ..

Hi guys.. thank you for your kind words again... Nami certainly have helped me through the hardtimes and its still a bit hard for me...
I ordered some molds of Kupo's paw prints when I had him get cremated.... When the guy delivered it.. I only opened 2 of them.. left front and rear paws.. and they looked so good.. but then they were not really dry so i didn't bother opening rest of them, so i wouldn't mess it up...
I opened it today... thinking it'd be dry.. it was a bit more dry.. but still a bit soft.. but I got curious and opened all of it.... and I find... blood all over the 3 molds that were made... I was just slowly recovering from him leaving me and this just freaked me out and I just broke down again... I've initially ordered 2 of each paws.. and 1 from set A and 2 from set B were bloody.. This was a total nightmare... I figured that this was due to his necropsy... but still.. it was so horrible to see and imagine what he went through... *sigh*... I didn't really think it can get any worse after what happened to Kupo.. but I was wrong.. these past few weeks were hell for me and I'm just hoping it'd get better soon... and what I saw today certainly did not help.. -_-;

As for Nami, she's certainly doing well.. eating well and getting excited to see food... she wasn't eating well at first, so I went by the pet store near me and they recommend Orijen Freeze-Dried Adult Dog food and some goat milk.. and what do you know... she LOVES it... she still doesn't eat enough as she should, or I'd love her to, but she's definitely eating. I think she's actually gaining some weights too. At the vet, last time she was weighed was 2.4lbs.. but 2.2 at home... I weighed her after breakfast today and she was 2.4 on my scale.. and after lunch, 2.6-2.8... it kept changing back and forth... so I'm guessing she's really gaining some weight... thank god...

We plan on taking her to CGC class as we did with Kupo next week so she can get started on her socialization and training... and as for breeding wise... I don't think I'll try to breed any dogs... Not just because of her lp, but just because I do not want to chance losing the ones I love again... I know that there were complications on breeding, for both mom and the babies, and I guess I didn't really know how it'd feel to lose a pet again... I did have my turtles and such died before, and I guess I completely forgot how I felt back then... so yeah, I'm done with the idea of breeding... I'll just leave that to the professional breeders...

I just want her healthy as she can be and happy...

But thank you again for your kind words..

I am happy to know Nami bought a little ray of sunshine into your life, but so sad about the blood on the paw impressions, how the heck does a company ship out something like that, how very tragic for you to see this, I would have went over the edge myself (((hugs)))). There is nothing anyone can say to erase this sight from your mind. Focus on your little girl, she sounds so wonderful, and she WILL help you heal and ease your pain. I have been through it, if this little boy did not come into my life and heart when he did I truly do not know where I would be today or who I would be. I did NOT want another dog, but I was blessed he came when he did. I still cry my for my girl, but then I hold my Cody, hug, kiss him and thank the man above for bringing him into my life. As the days go by Nami will make it easier on you. (((hugs))) to you and little Nami.