What a week!!!
 

This week has got to be the most horible week i have ever had!!!

Friday - My mother flew back home abroad and i was really upset about it. I txt my boss and asked if i could go in to work a little later as i wanted to say good bye to my mum as i knew if i said good bye at work i would end up getting upset. So she txt me back and told me i could come in at 9.30. My nan only lives 2mins up the road so at 8.30 i started to defrost my car. I went out and my key wouldnt even go into my lock with all the snow we have had and how cold it is. This guy from across the road tried to help me and even he was confused at how it wouldnt open. I felt so stupid, in the end he got my car open and we both started to try and deforst our cars. His seemed to be defrosting so nice while i was still trying to scrape ice off the inside of my window and my heaters was not working. I was trying to not look a fool as i could see this man looking at me thinking i was crazy. I just couldnt get the heaters to work on my car and the windows where not defrosting. I finally found a hole big enough to see out of and made my way around the corner to work.

I walk into work and burst out crying. Everyone was like ''awww u upset about saying goodbye to your mum'' Sobbing i said ''no i couldnt get my car defrosted'' i was so upset about it i was sobbing so much i couldnt talk... people must have thought i was crazy lol. I did get to say good bye to my mum but it was very upsetting. I think i was so upset coz i dunno what i am gonna do without her help and support here.

Monday - My nana only told me on Sunday night that she had an hospital appointment at 11am down Newcastle Freeman hospital 30miles away from me. I call my boss Sunday night and she said i can go and take her. We wake up to soooo much snow i have never seen anything like it, like 2ffot of snow and its snowing sooo bad. I didnt think we would make it down there. So we head off and it takes 2 hours to travel a 40min drive i was sooo scared driving it in but really there is nothing i could do she had to go and see the Doctor. The doctor tells us that its not IF she has Cancer they need to find out what type of Cancer it is. My nan went all silent and didnt kinda talk. I could tell she was really upset and scared but she put on this brave face. Hurt me alot. Wish my mum or aunty could have been there... but they wasnt was just me and my nan.

I seen the Cancer on the docs computer screen. Was BIG! All over the middle of her lungs like around her wind pipe. She has to be admitted to hospital on Wednesday at 2pm and then she has her op t find out more about what it is on the Thursday. Its closing her wind pipe and she is having troule breathing. I can hear her trying to breathe its horrible. Thing is she is find in every other way. Laughing and joking she seems fine, i know its all a front tho. Been quite a spring really the min anyone mentions it i start to cry.... which aint the best and i feel soooo stupid lol. I think i am ok now tho kinda just gotta get on with it.

Wednesday - The snow is even worse now and it seems like it has not stopped in DAYS. The snow is so deep and the roads are terrible. Its still snowing outside so i decide to leave work at 10am and take her down early instead of 2pm. She has all her stuff packed up and ready to go so off we go... my bf comes with us as he had the day off work. I take her for a meal first to fill her up ats hospital food is yuk lol and when we got Hospital we walked into a ward and all the people where hooked up to drips and stuff... i have to admit i dodnt like it and it upset me to be leaving her as one of the ill people :( She told me she wanted to go home which really upset me coz i couldnt take her home she had to stay. I coundnt even stay there long with her we had to get back as the snow was sooooo bad and i was worried i wouldnt get home.

On the way home on the duel carrageway the snow was soooo bad so i was only doing 40mph on a 70mph road as the snow on the overtaking lane was really deep. I have never seen anything like it before. Then my car starts making this noise and it cuts out on me. I tried to get it over to the side as much as i could but we where suck in the middle of the road. I told my bf to get out and try get up the verge of the road as lorries was speeding passed us at 70mph in the outside snow lane over taking us but the snow was sooooo deep we couldnt. We had to stand next to the car i was terrified. I called the police upset down the phone and even the police woman was screaming down the phone at me to calm down haha think i must have been a little hysterical :rolleyes:. Then a snow plough stopped behind us and two council workers saved the day and helped get me into a layby where my boss came and got me and my bf and sorted the car. Not only that but then i left my phone in the plough truck so i had to walk there to get it lol. I left everything in my car like my nans suitcase with all her clothes and purse and stuff inside. I just wasnt thinking. When my nana called me later she told me the nurses forgot to give her tea so she got some left overs so i am so upset for her... its a good job i took her for a meal. I went home very upset and just wanted a cuddle from Poppy.

Thursday - So today my nan phones me at 8 telling me she is about to go down for her op. I am upset coz i wont be able to leave to go see her till 1pm so wont gett here till 2ish. I really wanted to be there when she woke up from her op, i didnt ant her to be alone. I begged my bf to call in sick and come with me but he wouldnt so i am really upset with him as i didnt want to go on my own. He went to work today and i am not speaking to him :(. My brother said he will come with me at 1 today tho so thats why i am waiting intill then. I bought her a nice bottle of baileys tho for tonight to have a drink of hehe... naughty i know :p. Work said i could borrow a work car so at least i can get there to see her and hopefully bring her home.

Wow how long is this post lol. Think i just needed to get some of it out there if u know what i mean. I tried not to go into EVERYTHING that happened but just some of the stuff that really got me bugged haha. Gotta say tho after a horrible day there is nothing like little Puppy kisses to make it all seem better ;).

Thank for all taking the time to read that mess above.

Love to all <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Wow you have had a bad week :(
I hope your nana is doing okay. If she needs to go back to the hospital again and the snow is still bad you should ring for a PTS ambulance to take her in, they are using 4x4's at the moment so it will be safer to travel in one of them then trying to drive a smaller car. I work for the ambulance service and can PM you the number to book a PTS ambulance if you want it just let me know.
I hope things get better for you soon, it sounds like you have had a nightmare of a week and I hope you have a great Christmas. xx

Bad week is right! And I thought burning the soup for Thanksgiving was traumatic.

Prayers for your Nan. Hoping for the best.

Keep your chin up!

Fur, look at the bright side, it has to get better. If you did not have bad luck, you would have no lick at all. I hope your Grandma gets better.

Wow! All that would work on anyone's nerves! Keeping you and your dear Nana in my prayers....

keep your chin up! it will get better. Prayers for you and your Nana. Please keep us posted on how she is doing.

Wow, what a horrible week :( I hope your grandma gets better... I'm glad you are there for her.

im sending you a giant hug x:hug:

They wouldnt let her out yesterday as she was to ill and today they wont let her out coz she cant breathe and have had to try put tubes in to help her. So upset.

Poppy has her first groom tomorrow xxxx

Just remember that she is in the best possible place xx

Oh, you have had a week. Hope things get better for you and your Nan. Please don't be mad at your boyfriend-he has to keep his job. No one can afford to lose their job in today's world.

All I can say is {{{{hugs}}}}. It does seem that you need your family there to help with all of this. I know that I've seen on the news the terrible weather you've been having. I know how snuggling with Poppy can make things better. I hope her grooming turns out nicely.

I will keep your Nana and you in my prayers. It is very difficult to try and care for elderly relatives and work. It's good you can come here and talk about it. Hang in there. Hugs

I definitely think things have to get better.

So glad that your Grandma has you and that you have Poppy.

My mother is battling cancer and so my heart goes out to you.
This is a rough time.

You, your boss, your BF and your grandma will be in my prayers.
You must have a great boss to let you be there for your grandma.